i get the feeling under wear kuntree sanger sees herself as a sparkly magical mermaid but they humiliated you at the ceremony.  its was very confusing to "hear" you say that your presence brings peace. 

i was online 5 years ago , there is nothing going on , i was offline , it was the end of the story. 

were you attacking me from five years ago even  though i didnt say anything about you.   a lot of people have died in the last five years  its a part of life sometimes people move on   and dont sit in a tv worried like you thinking of themselves as a mermaid

its as if you think i am not aware.  seems like people i used to know have crossed some paths with you at an expense to myself,  at one time, the cousin that sold me drugs was married to a high profile porn maker , i have a feeling those two people are people you now know, i have an aunt who lives in bastrop, tx who was at one time married to a golfer, i have a feeling you know those people now, the former foster family i used to live with , i have a feeling crossed paths with you, a cousin that would be the one to tell you a terrible story about me , i have a feeling you crossed that person. there are probably other peoplei can mention, and at this point, you all have probably slept with some of those people.  there is a reason i am no longer acquainted with my brother, cousins, aunts and uncles.   i did wonder recently, if you now know people that i used to know 20 years ago , and if you knew that i was homeless, are there some laws out there that encourage the nearest family members to be available to someone struggling with homelessness? there are no laws out there.  but i thought, if there had have been a law, it would have required the people you all know now that i used to know 20 years ago, to reach out to me about the homelessness. that would have been one way to avoid the exploitation, if there was a law that reunited extended family with someone struggling with homelessness. i am not saying that should be a law, but it used to be things were done like that hundreds of years ago.  i thought recently, if that were the practice i wouldnt be dealing with people i used to know 20 years ago who made business or social connections with you by talking about how i am homeless or whatever.  the cousin who turned me in a drug dealer on paper at 8 years old, that same cousins porn ex husband , the exploitative aunts who would take my grandmothers money and when my/my mothers death money rolled around, they took that money,  etc. becky and ramona now kaitlyn.  these people could have taken me in when i was homeless, right. did you know that becky and ramona hated my mother for some reason.

i dont see you all as shiny magical mermaids.  i see you as people that are trying to reinvent themselves at the expense of others. i saw you reinvent yourself at the expense of myself.  are you are glad that i exposed something about myself? instead of letting me go and letting me keep personal information to myself,  you chased me around until i nearly died so you could force some kind of confession out of my "mouth". did you contact me directly , you instead talked about me and chased me around like the boogey man.  you shouldnt celebrate yourself.  you are no sparkly mermaid. i heard you say that your presence would bring peace.   well, they humiliated you at the ceremony.    instead of letting me keep my life story to myself , you illegaly interviewed anyone from my past that you could find to find out anything you could find out about me, but you never talked to me directly.  i suspect some of you know people i used to know personally , i dont know for sure, but i suspect you forced your way to meet even what i would consider family members , you met them because you were interested in information about me, but you didnt reach out to me.  did you partner with any of the people i used to know?  i have seen some prominent businesses show up where they used to live.  how would it be legal for you to meet people i am related to, or people i used to know, if the spirit of finding out information about me? without ever talking to me?  are you going to write a book or make a movie about me without ever reaching out to me?    this sort of thing unfornately, i saw before. if you would care to know why i have seen this before you could reach out to me for an explanation.   the only reason you have been able to keep reinventing yourself at my expense is because i am poor.    i had the opportunities in the past to exit the country or i could have simply made a better decision and never try to be a part of the media, i may have been able to keep a normal life if i hadnt crossed paths with the media.  the only option wasnt to leave america.  but before you consider yourself a shiny mermaid you should remember you told everyone you can bring peace then they humiliated you at the ceremony.   

it exploits peoples fear of not wanting to abandon their faith

i wont be able to be part of an echo chamber for religion and stuff 

dont you know that peoples opinions can change from day to day much more from year to year. opinions can change minute to minute.  i said somethings several years ago do you think my opinions are still the same  

i cant believe how difficult it has been to get out of being expected to be a spokesperson for religion. i dont promote anything please leave me alone.  im not sad about it either im just saying i dont promote anything.

not sure why it looks like the only thing you all wanted was for me to talk about religion and homosexuality.  its almost like you all were willing to kill a person until they said something against homosexuality.   i think you all were crucifying me for years because you knew about something that happened with me when i was a child.  you still dont know the whole story, but you can go fuck yourselves. you all followed me around to punish me because you thought i was promoting homosexuality.    so when things like that happen it is scary and reminds me of a   system that wont shut down until it completes a task. and your task was to crucify me until i renounced homosexuality and talked about religion 

its literally dei 

they trying to intermarry all the shivas here.  fusion people. i would say no to the psych ops to intermarry every undesirable person from around the world.    im just going to say it. are you stressing trying to intermarry shivas with african americans?  probably not.   they dont want to intermarry shiva on a large scale either.