unfotuneatly it does seem like that is all that america is about   campaigns to intermarry and americanize foreigners on american soil   it kind of seems like to be american is to live under a constant campaign to accept the most undesirable people imaginable.  i know it shounds crazy or harsh.  the next campaign will be to intermarry and further americanize i dont know, people who are (insert whatever obvious undesirable physical trait) it may be.  no one is being honest about it, but even among all skin colors and communities, there are people from every community that usually agree on who they see as desirable or not.  you think it is just caucasian people who know what is desirable or not desirable, no. it is not. people from all communities are the same. they are and are not interested in who they are or are not interested in.   

in other words even in america, the communities dont want to be the target of a campaign that is trying to convince them to marry a shiva 

do you know how many americans lost jobs money and time because of all the jobs you gave to shivas only 

do you know how many americans lived a poor standard of living because you mocked americans and gloated shivas 

do you know how many americans lost their self respect because of the huge wealth disparity you created by creating a work environment that elevated shivas 

you think no one knew  ?  you think no one knows?   ive seen shiva ask for someone to hold their hand every step  

so hopefully you dont fill all the open jobs with only shivas  

did you only train shivas and not americans, are americans now extremely undertrained . yes. 

not sure what the next campaign will be for   

media has something to do with the problem you see shows about shivas hooking up shivas dreaming about marriage shivas already took the jobs shivas being more american than americans and its always shiva do you think no one notices    its very much like a campaign to americanize and intermarry shivas 

believe it or not even in america a lot of people are not considering intermarrying shivas 

shiva is the mother of fusion children  the  shivas that will force to intermarry with everyone

i dont believe what you believe. thats probably the easiest way to say it i guess. i dont believe what you believe. sorry.

i dont think shiva has been around for ten years but when she did come around, i could see that story conveniently getting exposed.

i didnt do research on you shiva, no one did i dont think. i am only going off of what i see.  what if i did unlawful research on you?  you have a questionable background and present. id probably find some homo abuse of you as a child also.  were you abused as a child?  no one knows, but you are interested in finding these things out about others to blackball and blackmail them?

i am concerned that because of the way i have been treated for the last ten years,  somehow that situation became known. and to be honest, i could be way off, but like, i think people like shiva, went looking for information like that and held it against me.  i could be wrong, but shiva is no joke.   it would be unfair for shiva to dig up dirt on me,  that situation is pretty much the worst situation, but i can see shiva doing that.   i am not sure why i think this but i think shiva has done unlawful research and has tainted my character. why didnt you just like reveal that you were in a relationship and just let people get out of the way. why did you go behind everyones back and find things out about people so you can black ball them and probably black mail them. what kind of person are you fool.

since i am unfortuantely in this situation, i do think i should mention that there were about three situations in my childhood after my mother died where i would say i was in a sexual exploration phase but it also included abuse.  i mean, i think everyone goes through the phase of exploring their own sexuality. i am not really excited about bringing this up.  but when i was in that phase, there was an occasion where i was exploring that with another person but the situation was not understood.  it was right after my mother died, and i guess i was corrupted because of what went on with my brother.  i remember in my mind nothing was non-consensual but looking back i can see how even though i asked for permission, the person with me was not aware of what they were doing.    i honestly think what i initiated was very terrible for the other person. i think that that one experience left me feeling like my life was ruined again, as a child.  and its one of those things that i didnt realize by my bringing it up, how bad it was. i didnt realize the effect that my actions probably had on that person until i was an adult.  very shameful what happened , and i wish none of those things had happened. at that time, there was consent. but it was between two children.  and no it wasnt intercourse.   so, child abuse can be perpetrated by technically other children if they are under the age of 18.  the person and myself were about the same age.   but at the time we had talked about it before doing anything , if i have to say.  i am not sure why, but for children who are sexually abused it seems like it may happen with more than one person.  i was also abused sexually by a female neighbor who was a bit older than me.  my mother never knew about it.   so technically, since this was a female, that makes it non heterosexual in nature.    since i am saying these things,  i will say i have thought about it and I am not homosexual. even though i was abused by a female, im still not interested in girls.  i definitely explored the art of the gay community , but i have not been in a homosexual relationship.  only men.