my grandfather was still alive at that time so hopefully there was no scam    but my cousin roslyn did call me to sell me drugs then drove all the way from austin to give me the drugs   and i dont think i ever told my grandfather or anyone who did that   i was living with my grandfather when that happened   i didnt even take the drugs.  i just wanted to see my cousin and was alone now at my grandfathers  but she abused that and turned it into selling me drugs    it was her way of being my friend    

i dont even know how they knew she had valuable items to be honest. because we didnt ever see any of the family members. but that one time or two times i remember we did get visitors from the aunt becky and aunt katie sides of the family at the place we lived where my mother died. i remember both of thier families came to visit for some reason.   i thought it was my fault they came to visit because i remember telling my mother that i wanted to visit with my cousins.  but then after she died i was hearing that all of her valuable items were missing and they were disappointed by it.  

like, did they come over to case the house before she died

like i am only four years younger than someone, but they have had a huge career.    but even if i had of done something right, i would have only aspired to a simple job. 

now i am just homeless.   i remember when i was 21 , when you become homeless it erases all of your previous life though

that is why i cannot relate to you now

four years older is very similar age to my peers form high school

i just realized i am only four years younger than someone. but i will say that when i was about to graduate from college, i possibly could have ended up with someone. and the only thing i aspired to was just a regular job.    i almost chose a stronger degree which would have taken more time. but i could have been in a profession.   that is about as complicated as it got.

some of the people in politics have juris doctorate  

there are a lot