when i visited my father that couple of times, he told me that he used to be involved in cult type things i think it is probably a lot worse than that and i wonder if he got my brother to do stuff like maybe he and my brother were doing rituatlistic stuff to me and my mother and the animals this is two different situations one from childhood, now the torture from the strangers but i wouldnt be surprised if the people that burned me when i was a child are somehow tied in to what is going on right now