i would like to say that it is eerie selena gomez is shouting out diane keaton.  just i would say to selena. i hope you will not illegally pilfer more things from my life.  i read that you did complete high school but that it was through homeschooling.  i also read that you did not attend college.   i have probably dealt with more problems from people who were homeschooled since getting trapped.   this girl better stop illegally spying in to my life.  no one seems to realize that not only did i not get to participate in any media events. i may have been potentially preyed on in person after the auditions.  

this most recent thing. is i feel like i was walking around and i said "i am inspired by diane keaton" and then selena walked over and said "No, I am inspired by diane keaton"   

many things like that have happened probably 100 percent of the time  with selena

it is not easy to explain.  but if they can get me caught in an n word dilemma. then i think they successfully transferred the stigma from themselves to me. 

so that is what happened, and i am not even sure what that guy said, and also i do not know what ancestry my father was talking about when he said it. and then i asked a sister about our ancestry and she didnt mention african ancestry at all.    that is what happened

maybe they can choose anyone, black fish them to convince others that they have african ancestry, and then they can use the media to throw the n word at them. so like, maybe they can do that to anyone

but i think i feel like i personally understand something about the stigmas. i personally feel like the stigma can get transferred to other people. and this seems to be something that the african american community seems to understand. that they can get rid of their stigma , if they can trap other people.   like, they did trap me  in an  n word     dilemma         every day , when i see african american celebrities. they look more and more like latino people communicating with one another  instead of people with african ancestry.  and i think they are trying to get rid of all the stigmas  

no one has ever use the n word at me  but like 30 days ago or something i thought i imagined hearing it and then said something about it   and now   its like the n word applies to only me     and now its like it never applied to anyone else ever 

the reason i said something about it online is because i believe i am watched 24/7 and so i figured someone saw what happened, even though i am not sure it happened,  and then i was like  then i saw donald trump talking about the n word but in a different context. he was talking about nuclear. and then i was like oh no, they heard what that guy said   and now he is saying the n word  to make fun of me.    that is literally what happened.  

no one calls me the n word.  i wouldnt expect someone to call me the n word because people dont call me the n word.  but i wouldnt want people to start calling me the n word  .  especially if it was from like paid actors. like i was suspecting that day.  i suspected they were paid actors.  but like i told you i kind of have a bit of mental illness too.