that is if you think he is able to do that kind of thing, because it is his 'birthright' . because of his ethnicity or the way he looks.

all these people, my mother, that guy ,my father would be 70 and 80 years old now 

if my father was able to troll me  or kill my mother because of his ethnicity, then that means my mother kind of became a slave by marrying him/having children.

i remember my grandmother (remember she didnt like me much)  but she told that my mother used to be engaged to a man that was blonde   and she wished my mother would have married that guy and had children with him   if that guy is still alive he may get in trouble because they will find him 

i didnt disagree with my grandmother either because i was like yea my mother would have had blonde hair children  and maybe i would have been one of them or not i dont know how that works 

my mother was not a slave but she may have become a slave by having children/marrying my father    

what would be the point of someone killing someones white daughter to stay in touch with her family.   if he didnt have anything to do with my mothers death then, why would he want to stay in touch with my family?   but like   i do not know how the meeting was arranged for me to meet him , why my grandmother had his information. 

i am really concerned he stayed in touch with my grandmother and brother especially. but i could see him talking to anyone really if that were going on.

i would say he is like a hispanic who lived a caucasian lifestyle had caucasian spouses had hispanic friends had hispanic family members probably had caucasian friends but i didnt meet anyone he knew other than one time i went to restaurant with him to meet some of his family members including his sister he  looked hispanic  they were hispanic that is what he looked like to me     

i think my father may be kind of the same as a sperm donor concerning me.