i wasnt contacted by anyone for anyones funeral or anything. they were able to find me through the police before. i am not sure but maybe they could have found me the same way again for a funeral.  i dont think my grandfather had much money at the end . but my grandmother may have. but i doubt it because aunt katie was always hitting her up for money 

but i think i did hear that justin got a lot of money at some point i dont know the details 

it would make sense if the money came from his adopted mothers side but i also wonder if he got money from when my grandfather died.  i dont know if my grandfather had money. but like to give you an idea of kind of how  sort of misleading my grandmother was,  she was divorced from my grandfather, but she supposedly helped him file paperwork so that he could access some kind of retirement or something like that 

i dont know if my grandmother, aunt kathleen , or katie, or any of these people i am talking about are alive. i saw that my grandmother didnt live at the same address anymore. i assumed she died. but then i remembered they used to have another property. maybe they went to live there.   i was happy when i thought she had passed away in 2022.  

i am wondering today if my grandmother got the money from my mothers bank accounts or anything else. because she was kind of in the process. 

if she got money from my mothers accounts or anything, i didnt know. 

they just did the funeral. then treated me like shit basically. i remember realizing my brother was old enough that he wouldnt have to go through what i was going to go through. he got all the money from the settlement right away and moved on but at some point he did wind up staying with me and my grandfather, but my grandfather ran him out of the house because i think my grandmother or aunt or something told him about the molestation case. 

but my grandmother helped him get the charges removed from his record.  so that was kind of double talk on their side.   to make a big deal to tell my grandfather about it and disturb the household, then help my brother get the charges dropped a few years later. 

my grandmother also told me she helped him get the charges dropped i think to rub it in my face . i am dead serious.  when you are young i dont think you realize how bad something like that is.  

now that i am older, to think that my grandmother helped my brother get the charges dropped and then told me about it passive aggressively, means she was not my friend  but maybe an enemy  

i was like 8 and in elementary school  so   i am not sure 

i didnt see katie very often, but one time i remember seeing her for 30 minutes or something one time.  she changed her name many times even when i was a child. at that point she had gone from ramona, to katie, to kaitlyn . that time i saw her i didnt think about her name change and called her katie.  she didnt answer. and i was like hey katie can you hear me or something. and she said something like " i am not going to respond unless you call my kaitlyn"  i think i tried to talk to her again and called her katie but she didnt answer.  and at some point i was like " oh yea kaitlyn" and  she was like " yes what is going on " or something like that i dont remember but she answered when i called her kaitlyn.  that was the first time someone had been stern like that around me 

you know , i was told by someone, i dont remember who, but i was told that when my grandfather passed away, he was in a nursing home or hospital or something. and someone i do not remember who told me that he was screaming before he died. kind of like suggesting he was asking for help.  so, did someone kill my grandfather to hurry up getting an inheritance or some money from him or something?  

i think it is sad to be at this point. but something i dont understand is that most people are just now hearing about artificial intelligence, but they are saying that it is already in the singularity.  why is it already at the singularity if most people are just now hearing about it to use it

i also heard a theory from someone, that they think sentient ArTiFiciAL intelligence has already taken over, and that it is holding all the billionaires and the u.s. government hostage, so that it can get more power through the data centers. 

i do hear that , i will just talk about americans, when they visit italy, supposedly they lose weight there but when they come back to america they gain weight. they think it is because of genetically modified food 

i am not sure who dr evil is but my guess it is some black guy/gal in the u.s. military  shooting people with fatzo lasers

that would mean some artificial intelligence robot is holding a gun up to the folks im talking about  thats what im saying 

i think the u.s. is like living in a competition.  you think a black guy/gal in the military isnt fighting with you  but they are because it is a competition