dana culton for sure was a stalker of some kind, but i also went no contact with all of the other people including the childs.  its mostly because i was told they disowned me, guys. its not really because i just suddenly decided i didnt want to know them.  the childs became very close friends with my aunt beckys side of the family. but the childs told me that shannon had disowned me. alyssa screamed at me  and had her friends screaming at me.  i mean, all of those things happened and then i cut contact with them.  then when i cut contact with them i found messages on facebook from a cousin of mine saying that i was a missing person.   these are possibly some ghetto killers i am afraid, i am mostly thinking dana culton and the possibility of her parents harming my mother and the stalking she did by somehow getting my phone number to several places after my mother died.

the freeman house, where my mother wound up dying. larry lived there, dana culton visited there and made it so that i had to go to the restroom on the floor, holly combest molested me there, zoey daniel (also known as roslyn) when she was visiting me there told me my brother molested her in her past, my aunt beckys side of the family visited us there for the first time, my brother raped me there, there was a restraining order against my father there, a dog of ours went missing there, a bird that we got went missing a couple of days after we got it there.  i probably missed something.   if you know any of those people it is a problem

alyssa childs at one point talked to dana culton by phone.  but i never took the girls calls.  i figured that was the end of story. 

if you say you may have mexican ancestry and that you are a fan of selena,  her mother may actually reach out to you to ask you (or tell you)  to do the work of carrying her daughters legacy.  she may have a project for you , it may involve handing out flyers or arranging a memorial for selena. and she will want you to pay for it.  but she may hand you the stack of flyers to hand out.

this may be the problem we have with mexico. so there are lighter skin mexicans and there are darker skin mexicans. and i think the darker skin mexicans are the ones that migrate between the u.s. and mexico for job opportunities.  there is racism even in mexico. and i think folks like that are too dark for mexico but they are not able to assimilate into u.s. culture.  so what is the result?  maybe it is kind of like selenas mother who aint dealing with no fans of selena and are kind of ruthless, brutal, cruel, you choose. its because they deal with racism in mexico and the u.s. maybe.  but they have a better situation in the u.s. because they got all the jobs and now can spew fire at americans. 

i listened to selena as much as you did in the 90's because they played it on the radio. i am as much of a fan as the other people who heard it on the radio.

mexican food has a lot of complex flavors. when i watch the authentic people make authentic mexican food in the videos online, sometimes i swear i see glitches in the video , like they do some kind of magic to their food, and that is why you cant cook like they do.  the instructions to make the food are simple, but if you try to follow what they do, you cannot make the food the same way they do. 

why is it , that if i say i may have mexican ancestry  and  i mention selena    , that her mother thought it was a good idea to say she didnt want to do the work of carrying her daughters legacy and that fans should do the work.   can someone please help.  i do not understand that. 

so to me, if selenas mother is exasperated by the u.s.'s interest in selenas legacy, it may be unsustainable.  

uh also the reality is, that a lot of jobs were not available to u.s. citizens because they were taken by mexican migrants. so u.s. citizens got the reputation for being lazy.  when the reality was the jobs were not available to them.