i wouldnt be able to be a fan , it will have to be you other selena fans that will need to take the job of celebrating selenas legacy.  i wasnt that big a fan in the first place. i just am involved in some kind of culture issue.  i dont know spanish.

this to me is an example that some things that stick around are unsustainable. when i opened this article , there was a video of an interview from selena's family. it looked like it was her mom talking about the articles from selena being placed in the grammy museum.  her mother said " it cannot be my family that carries the legacy, it has to be the fans. " she said something about the fans doing the work to carry the legacy.  selena died a long time ago.  looks like her family doesnt really want to spend energy worrying about selenas legacy.   i mean selena was murdered .   its really wierd to see that the only thing her mother had to say is that she didnt want to do the work of maintaining selenas legacy. https://www.msn.com/en-us/music/news/selena-from-texas-to-the-world-late-superstar-s-personal-items-now-on-display-at-grammy-museum/ar-AA1UmTSl?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=696ac67e0a9f4a9da01f17604881a018&ei=35

dude i apologize but this is may be part of the mindset problem between mexico and the u.s.  i know these things sound like a stereotype. but when americans think of mexicans that work in the u.s. they think of them as hard workers.   but the reality seems to be that they are telling you to do the work. 

one thing i will say about african americans is that i see them as a native american tribe.   i am not saying that i am right , but i kind of see them as a tribe.   they are not africans.  its like, if you are dealing with an african american, you are dealing with a latina or latino. because they are mixed. 

regardless of how you see me, i dont want to be part of the noose or rape class.   i think i told you recently that i know someone who was supposedly found hanged to death. they were an acquaintance of mine.  there have also been several people i knew either acquaintance or friend that mysteriously died. so it didnt click for me back then, but maybe some nazis have been following me around hanging or killing people i met to send me a message.  i didnt get the message though you know, but those people dying did tear down and change my life for the worse. 

i am not trying to be mean, but that is why is see it as a scam. they have claimed to be african american but its like they are actually native american with some african ancestry.   they are more similar to native americans than they are africans.  that is why they feel a kinship to asia, latin america. because they are actually partly those races.  you thought they were walking around relating to africans,  but they are actually in the same lane as native americans and asia you know.   

so that is why i see them as a tribe,   and in some ways i think the mexico and tribal thing is what destroyed america.    its like  the settlers took the land but like   over time    its like they built a military   and like did the native americans (including the tribe with african ancestry) take over the u.s. with the military to destroy it right now? 

i am not sure how people see me. if they see me as a black person, a mexican, a white person, or a half breed. 

where the hanging occurred, its like i never would have guessed it would have been about nazis or hatred of mexico or half breed people

you thought they were in the lane of africa, but they are in the lane of native american and asia because of mixed race