just a few months after i came back to the us and just a few months before i got involved in this situation, i had a completely different life that was not focused on religion or anything. i am telling you i am the wrong person for that. i have a lot of questions.  it is very painful that since i left an account online that i created in 2003 and said some goofy stuff on there that it pigeon hold me. one time i participated in a spelling bee and misspelled the word pigeon. i can spell it now.  i see i misspelled hold 

oh shit. its pigeonhole

the thing about social media is you cant say anything without having to explain yourself.  i know i talked about the "killer joke" but i actually think bill gates was/is a good looking person. i genuinely when i saw the joke did not understand why elon musk said that.

one thing about this situation is i did not know that i was going to need to delete all my social media accounts. i  did not know how things work. so i didnt know by leaving the social media accounts online it could possibly be a weapon.  anything online is mostly from 2003. that was 23 years ago. when i made those accounts back then i even didnt know how to handle the accounts and remember regretting some of the stuff i wrote on the acounts.   i am not like other people, i was kind of an orphan who was locked in a basement essentially from the age of 10 to 18, so i dont think i developed like other people.  i am saying that to explain that is why anything i put online back then was kind of not representative. 

but if you need a fake marriage then that means pressure is being put on you to do something you dont want to do  like if you are forced to have a fake marriage for the media it means some where you are being pressured 

do you support that kind of takeover? i don't. that is why we are different i guess.

so we may be in deep shit

i am like really tired and bored with dr evil 

i didnt know about the technocracy and elon musks grandfather and all of that so how much can i know though

i dont normally make jokes like this, but finding out that elon musk swells with hate is a libido killer or "boner killer"   what kind of joke was that anyway a gay joke?

i dont support a technocrat takeover. it wont just be latin america because they are doing the same stuff in ukraine and iran