i do think elon musk swells with hate though he just hides it really well. according to some stuff out there, if he is all powerful, then that means everyone else will die. there is nothing anyone can do.

if he is all powerful though i probably shouldnt say stuff like that but it doesnt matter because everyone will be die anyway

i just think people like mao come along sometimes. elon musk and those guys may just be kind of like mao people.   the u.s. is definitely like oagsrofus   the drones last year duh

if elon musk is the grand child of a man who "invented the idea of a technocracy in america around 1930-1940, then i think that means elon musk's hatred is unparalelled.   all of you thought obama was the son or grandchild of a guy from africa who wanted to dismantle the united states, but it looks like elon musk is actually the guy that wants to dismantle.   his hatred is unparalelled.  that is why it is not  on anyones radar, because if something is unparalelled or outrageous enough, i think most people will not really think it is a possibility.  but i think the reason no one detects elons hatred is because it is unparalelled. if you watch the video from 8:!5 to 15:15 ,  you can see someone explain the technocracy and also there is a clip of elon sitting with others talking about something. at one point they are talking about being in some kind of golden age, and elon musk says his mind is blown "multiple times a week" by things that are happening. that is who elon musk is , he is in the middle of something that blows his mind many times a week. i am not sure if you notice how the conversation goes, but to me it sounds like they are hinting at sexual things. https://youtu.be/M2YB2p5Ee38?si=LjPLhwl5KKnp6ORU

i wouldnt have been supportive if i knew spacex and artificial intelligence data centers wanted to rely on free oil from venezuela. i dont think just because they over threw maduro that they are entitled to the oil.  i already wrote them off if they depend on free oil from venezuela or  wherever 

you and me, will never see a dollar from that 

i doubt anyone in venezuela or wherever would either  

if i was offered free money from venezuela i wouldnt take it 

how is it different from ukraine   they wanted to take the stuff from ukraine   the only difference is there is a leader there  

i dont think any of us are lucky to be alive at this time 

what a nightmare

i will tell you a compromising story about me. one time i was going to be part of a walk a thon for a cause. i was asked to fund raise for the walk a thon. i went around and raised some money. like 20 dollars or around there. i was supposed to give the money to the cause. but guess what, i didnt give them the money. i just didnt ever bring up that i had the money.  that was an interesting experience. it is the first and last time i have been in a situation like that. i just dont do fundraiser kind of things anymore. 

but like i heard there are americans still in venezuela  i was glad to hear it. so i hope they can stay there and document if venezuela gets carnaged like the girl on the dolly

since i am talking about that time, i will say there is something that i regret but i wouldnt have been able to know it could be a problem at that time. but i remember we used to move around all of the time. and looking back i think we moved around a lot for safety reasons. i am not sure. but i remember one time asking if my aunt becky and her family could visit us and they had never visited us before. and they did come to visit us. and you know after they visited us, my mother died.  i sometimes wonder if there is a murder either in my aunt becky, uncle john, ryan, or my father.   when my mother died, it was definitely one of those situations where right away, my aunts who were handling the funeral arrangements, they were the mean aunts to me.  i remember my aunt kaitlyn was arranging the funeral and i think she was responsible for getting a limousine  and rode in the limousine to the funeral and all that stuff. i didnt ride in the limousine because i was like i didnt like the aunts.  i didnt go in to the funeral but waited outside.  i was eight or something. 

but i regret asking my mother if she could invite aunt becky over because she died not long after.