i feel scared to say that but i have wondered 

i am not worried about if i hurt elons feelings

but i am on line  not for a romance scam   that is the end of it to me

i already have health problems. i think he knows.  he knows there is no future there.

i set out to do something on t.v. when i was 29 going to turn 30.  they treated me like i was geriatric back then. 

they werent coming after me, they let me sit on the sidewalk homeless for ten years. no one was yearning for me. dont you think if someone had a romantic interest and they knew i was sitting on the sidewalk homeless, they would have intervened?

i dont know what the mark of cain is. but what if it is an animal human hybrid gene

i doubt it i dont know what it is but i feel bad for saying that

if it is not animal human hybrid it is some kind of expression that is human but maybe the opposite of attractiveness 

they quickly knocked me down at that time   so it has been going on for me for a long time now