i told someone about the light turning on by itself a couple of days ago, the security guard said its not motion sensitive. it turned on around 4 am. you can verify it if you want to. you would see me sitting in the laundry room near the window and the light turn on by itself. there was another light that may have turned on by itself in the next room. i didnt see it turn on but i saw a light turn off. i didnt see it because the other room had its shades down.

im pretty sure there is stuff moving around by itself in my living room right now. ive got problems. 

texas was not the kind of place that sanctions people that move there just 3 years ago.  i moved out of texas in 2022.  now governor seems to be insane.  maybe the thing they did to me, they also did to governor abbott.

i am not sure if it is real or not. but there was something my grandmother used to tell me all of the time. that if you will not forgive other people, god will not forgive you.  i am not able to tell how well she forgave other people but she said that all of the time. i for some reason would like to tell dolly parton that i apologize for making fun of her. as in it seems like i hold unforgiveness for her. i do not hold unforgiveness for her. but the media is different than normal life, and in the media it seems like there is a never ending problem that i have with dolly parton. she seems like a nice enough person. she is older in age and i keep thinking she could pass away before i am able to tell her that i dont have a problem with her. for some reason i keep thinking that. 

i happened to find a dolly parton tape and a patsy cline tape in my mothers dresser when i was a little and that is how i learned about dolly parton and patsy cline. i saw a movie that dolly parton was in then that was the last thing i saw. 

i was happily going to apply for the job but i think i am being watched. and like amazon is telling me they dont want me to apply and that they partnered with megan markle instead. it was a third party company that contacted me. 

but yea nasa or whoever, if you are not noticing stuff like that how they are posturing  then they have better technology than you do . 

i think it comes down to whoever controls the internet.   and somehow someone like megan markle is part of that group.  it seemed like they were taking over back in the 90s.

obviously i do not have proof. but this is an example of how megan markle may be in on the whole thing. i was contacted by a recruiter for a position with amazon through a third party a couple of days ago and i was going to consider taking the position.  now there are reports that she is going to take a deal with amazon as of one day ago.   i think she is part of a group that monitors everything people do on the internet. and then they "posture" in the media.  like in this case, it seems like amazon is saying they would rather partner with megan markle than allow me to apply for a job there.    if amazon and megan markle are part of a group of people that are monitoring "people of intereest"  then that means they are monitoring everyone in government. everyone everywhere probably.   when i look at megan markle in some ways i see the face of charlotte, slaying millions of people on the north and south american continent through trans atlantic slavery while hiding her identity as part of the african "wing" of a royal family

if you want to sanction individuals , like governor abbott is trying to sanction individuals who move to texas from ny after the mamdani win, then you may want to start sanctioning invidivuals like tmz employees and megan markle and p diddy , maybe any of the paparazzi because they have connections and access to information the average person does not.