20 years ago one of the teachers cussed to my face and also at one point said she thought sometimes people needed to be assaulted or whatever to learn a lesson. so i apologize but there is not much to look up to there. 

one of the girls from the classes we were in became a lesbian and moved to asia and married a woman over there.   so i am not sure how i am stuck with them from 20 years ago and they are expecting me to do something for them. if they knew i was homeless they should have tried to reach out to me if they have something to say.

i feel bad for their brand. but if you cant escape its a cult i think.

to give you an idea of how non tech forward i was, there was a girl named kelly that i met in 2007 that was part of some of the classes i was in. i remember she was talking one day and she was saying hash tag this hash tag that. and at the time i did not really think she was online. but she seemed to be a professional with the hash tag type speaking. so i was really behind her. i am almost certain some of you know who she is. she is the one that invited me to go to california in 2011 or 2012. but by that point there were too many problems that came up with the jiu jitsu people. she was sleeping around with people and acting wierd. i knew her 20 years ago. in 2007-2008. then we went separate ways, then were roommates again in 2010 i think. then she went to california. i had a picture of her on my facebook page. but i havent used facebook in decades or something.    if she has linked up with you all and has been bad mouthing me , its one of those things where its just not really comprehensible.  i know her about as well as i know the guy who works at the store down the street. i just dont know her that well even though we were in classes together.

the last thing i saw about her is she was about to get married to some guy they were posting pictures together online. 

but honestly looking back at it, all of these things shouldnt have happened because i should not have gotten involved in the classes. they actually tried to turn me away from the classes at first. but then i applied to do that stuff again a year later. 

but looking back, i wish i had not done the classes. i would never have been held in a cult by kelly or any of those people. because at this point, if kelly has been bad mouthing me and affiliating me with her from the classes we did 20 years ago, that is somehow kind of a cult. 

her personality had already changed by the last time i saw her because she had been involved in the mma sport and was getting hit in the head constantly. her entire personality changed.  

her personality had already changed by the last time i saw her because she had been involved in the mma sport and was getting hit in the head constantly. her entire personality changed.  but   i do not know her and really havent seen her since 2010-2011

if i had not taken those clasess i just would have worked. i got a job right out of college. but i quit to do some of those classes i am talking about. that is where i met kelly barabara colleen all of them. they were not the nicest people. it is very depressing that i am affiliated with them.  if i had not done the classes, i would have just worked. i had enough friends from school that were actually better friends because they were long term roommates. the girls from the classes were not as good of friends. 

i am saying i wish i never met them for sure.  i feel like my brain got stunned or something after i got affiliated with the classes. its like i could never leave.  i didnt hate them. its just that i am not sure how i was held down so long by them when i do not really know them. they are like acquaintances. 

its not like a regular school, where you register for classes, then you take the class and then you dont see those people again. 

this was like, i joined the class, and then they owned me. 

one brutal thing i have learned about that place is sometimes, places or people like the situation i am describing can ruin a person 

i was a college student. i did not go to church before i went out there. i didnt link up with that place until two or three years in to college.  i do think that place and the people changed my life for the worse.

they missed key aspects of my life personally. if they had cared i think they would have offered a different kind of relationship.  there was a man that was genuinely interested in me that i liked, but they missed the entire situation. there were many other problems. 

i have no idea what happened. i graduated from college and got linked up with them and it just became a disaster. they did not help me graduate from college in any way. the college part was 100 percent separate from their place. they never went to anything i did in school or knew anything about it. i pretty much had a college life first then linked up with them after pretty much.  it in some ways remind me of being stuck in a cult 

it was my first time crossing paths with religious people like that that thought the starbucks logo as demonic. they thought a lot of other things. but you know, i went to school to go to school and i did happen to get involved in a church thing when i was at school. but some how my affliation with that place doesnt seem to go away. i knew those people when i was 20 years old. there is no way that i have affiliation with them now. in some ways i think crossing their path stunted my growth as a person.  yes, there were a couple of good things that happened.   i guess maybe try to imagine that maybe you stopped in a gas station when you were 20 and somehow that gas station still uses your face and name as advertisement.  maybe you havent seen the people from the gas station in 20 years and you have no idea what they have done since you went to the gas station. they could be in to some illegal things or whatever. but they are still using your face and name.    i crossed paths with those people maybe only for a few months out of the years i was in school.  so it is very unfair for me to be affiliated with them at this point. 

i had better experiences with people like that before college.   some of the people that i crossed paths with 20 years ago may not even be alive anymore. and it may be wierd for someone i dont know to still affiliate me with that place. 

i dont know why it has been so hard to explain that i am not affiliated with them.   i am not able to say i havent met them. but i was just a part of some of their stuff for a short period of time 20 years ago but i didnt ever really get to know them that well. 

can you imagine if your daughter or your friends daughter was abducted by a black girl so your daughter or the friend could black out and wake up to being raped by a black girl ?  the black girl putting her hands in your daughters genitals. its like an ape.

i think your daughter has other things to do. than be abducted by a black girl so she can put her hands in your daughters genitals against her will. 

i think your daughter has other things to do.