i will live in 1800   i guess while you guys move on to the 2025   

i remember i said a long time that it seemed like people kept trying to keep me in the wild west pioneer days. the cowboys and indians thing never stopped.  

people like obama and jasmine crockett, and kamala harris,  are hated less by the trump administration than I am.   you all should just relax.   they arent going to do anything to you    instead they are going to play cowboys and indians with me     

i am not sure if there are any documented cases of women being forced in to interracial relationships in america. it seems like one of those things where the information is supressed probably. kind of like the rate of children committing crimes vs adults.  it has become more common for children age to commit crimes because of their age they will not go to jail.

the african american community has been stereotyped as a christian community for a long time.  when i see african americas, i do not see africans.  i see whatever other race they are first, then i see an african descent.  everyone in the u.s. if they are white, asian, hispanic, other, and if they are multi racial with african descent,  i see the white, asian, hispanic, other, first , then i see the african descent second 

i graduated in 2006, but if i had of stayed in school for the degrees i could have gotten , i would have graduated probably closer to 2010. its kind of crazy for me to think that i could have skipped the market crash if i had have just gotten a better degree.

it could just be in my head. but i am going to put a theory out.  people wanted you to talk about the holy spirit. i am only how old that i am. but in my lifetime, the church scene was not that diverse. because of the obama election, the church scene became more diverse. i didnt go to church that much. but there are people i think in the african american community who are still trying to prove their worth in america.   they are clinging to an idea that if they have the holy spirit they are able to trample everyone around them to gain a better standing in america, as in fighting discrimination.  in the process of fighting for their "reinvention"  and as they fight against discrimination, they are trampling people around them, because they believe if they have the holy spirit they are more worthy than people around them are treating them.  they think they are more worthy than the way people around them are treating them, but they are trampling people around them to gain an upper class status. 

i hear a lot of african americans are relocating to africa, but i am not sure if that is true. 

i remember i entered the workforce pretty much the same time when there was a recession from the 2008 market crash and then that was also when the obama election happened. i remember hearing people say within some time of all of that they noticed changes were happening very fast , they kept saying "change doesnt happen that fast" as in the economy was being pulled out from under them and there were new expectations etc, etc.  then it just seemed like that kind of thing stopped.  i do remember a lot of people saying they felt as if they were being left out of opportunities and things like that. 

i do think this is a terrible time in america, where people are kind of being forced to let african americans trample them and hold them down so they can figure out who they are i guess. 

i do feel unsafe in america with all these things going on