the televangelists are overly sexualized and i think they believe in forced arrangements  i have seen a few people from different parts of the world get caught in arranged marriages to foreigners in arranged marriages or forced things like that in the name of christianity recently  somehow they believe it is christianity telling them they have to marry someone or sleep with someone blindly because their parents chose a person for them   i have seen that a few times recently     i went to church 30 + years ago   i dont think i learned about that    back then    i dont think it is a thing   

if i go missing remember i told you i think i am probably victim of a trafficking ring  i think ivana was killed 

religion is based on faith  if i say i believe in christianity there are no facts it is just faith 

 it usually seems like i am going to die because of a black hole    i doubt you would realize it  but you may be causing the black hole for me 

i do think ivana was murdered 

they want to build tunnels under houston supposedly to alleviate flooding. but to me it looks like it could be the same as the fires in california and hawaii or the flooding that removes entire towns.  they want to build tunnels under houston but who is to say they would stop there.  to me it seems like these people could be the first threat to the soveriegnty of countries like mexico, but also central america and beyond, since the u.s. was formed. i think their mindsets are similar.  hopefully the tunnels are just for flooding. there are already networks of roads under cities.  but when they build the tunnels, they have already forgotten about you, the people living in the city.   i dont have proof but i think they have already forgotten about the people in mexico or beyond when they want to build structures that can threaten sovereignty. i hate to use that word but its like. if they can build under texas and secretly in to mexico  ,it is a threat to sovereignty.  but the interesting thing is  the cartels have been building underground roads from mexico in to the u.s. for a long time.  with sometimes businesses such as fast food buildings acting as a front for the tunnels. the building is a fast food business. but it has a basement that connects to tunnels. 

i do think i am being forced to talk about religion possibly to be humiliated 

i see getting saved at 8 as the time when i probably got saved   when you get saved you repent of your sin and then supposedly you are changed on the inside  and something about given a deposit of salvation so that when you die it is what gets you to heaven   2 Corinthians 1:21-22 Now He who establishes us with you in Christ and anointed us is God, who also sealed us and gave us the Spirit in our hearts as a pledge.   you get the holy spirit  it helps you make better decisions 

i got saved around 8 years old i think but then didnt think about God at all until i was 19 then got saved again   some people think there are two phases to getting saved or whatever   but i dont know 

i think because i got saved at 8 years old i will go to heaven   because when i was 8 i asked jesus to be my savior and went to a church feeling scared about some stuff i had done