i do think ivana was murdered 

they want to build tunnels under houston supposedly to alleviate flooding. but to me it looks like it could be the same as the fires in california and hawaii or the flooding that removes entire towns.  they want to build tunnels under houston but who is to say they would stop there.  to me it seems like these people could be the first threat to the soveriegnty of countries like mexico, but also central america and beyond, since the u.s. was formed. i think their mindsets are similar.  hopefully the tunnels are just for flooding. there are already networks of roads under cities.  but when they build the tunnels, they have already forgotten about you, the people living in the city.   i dont have proof but i think they have already forgotten about the people in mexico or beyond when they want to build structures that can threaten sovereignty. i hate to use that word but its like. if they can build under texas and secretly in to mexico  ,it is a threat to sovereignty.  but the interesting thing is  the cartels have been building underground roads from mexico in to the u.s. for a long time.  with sometimes businesses such as fast food buildings acting as a front for the tunnels. the building is a fast food business. but it has a basement that connects to tunnels. 

i do think i am being forced to talk about religion possibly to be humiliated 

i see getting saved at 8 as the time when i probably got saved   when you get saved you repent of your sin and then supposedly you are changed on the inside  and something about given a deposit of salvation so that when you die it is what gets you to heaven   2 Corinthians 1:21-22 Now He who establishes us with you in Christ and anointed us is God, who also sealed us and gave us the Spirit in our hearts as a pledge.   you get the holy spirit  it helps you make better decisions 

i got saved around 8 years old i think but then didnt think about God at all until i was 19 then got saved again   some people think there are two phases to getting saved or whatever   but i dont know 

i think because i got saved at 8 years old i will go to heaven   because when i was 8 i asked jesus to be my savior and went to a church feeling scared about some stuff i had done 

i am not really a nice person right now so i dont really want to talk about faith .  i forgot abotu this verse  i think it is talking about a "railer"  i think that means verbally abusive   that would possibly be something i have done i had forgotten about that verse  i think i have done that  and i feel bad about it  because i listen to the scripture and jesus   1 Corinthians 5:11: "But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolater, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat."  1

remembering that verse recently helped me to work toward stop using that kind of language   

i dont really want to do this but i think it is important to share. that the way you get in to heaven is by believing on Jesus christ  John 3:16 states: "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." that means you recognize you are a sinner and believe that jesuss actions can get you forgiven if you accept it so you can go to heaven 

i think i am forgiven because i accepted jesus christ  and that is why i think i will go to heaven