i get the feeling a cousin of mine knows either elon or trump  and  it is the cousin i had an awkward situation with.   i had just moved in with their family and pretty much one of the first days i was there i just kind of talked to my cousin like i talked to my brother and it turned in to an awkward situation.  i think my cousin considered that experience very abusive and i get the feeling that person  knows elon or trump and told them about what happened when i first moved in with them.  and she is glad that elon destroyed my life.   i guess as in payback for the awkward situation we had when i first moved in with them when i was 8.   there are usually two sides to a story but without going in to detail about transferring from the situation with my brother to moving in with them.   i will say they were involved in the financial part of my life until i graduated from highschool.  i did not really get clothing or anything really from those middle years until i graduated   but there was no money left when i graduated.  my guess is my cousin who was a minor at the time and her family used the money that was sent because i was in foster care.   i think the fact they used the money and kind of left me without clothes etc  was payback.   i think it is very strange to think this person knows elon now and was helping him ruin my life.   i havent seen that person in probably 30 years.  we didnt even see each other in school that much.  i think the last time i actually talked to susan, was when i first moved in with them and then moved out shortly after.  i havent talked to her very much ever.  

her name is susan 

i started to think about the church group that has been gangstalking me for awhile now as an uncontacted tribe.  they kind of remind me of what it would be like to wash up on shore of an island and then they kill you because they are an uncontacted tribe 

susan and her family were involved in my finances from when i was in middle school until i graduated and they left me without clothes and stuff.  no money.  i kind of considered that payback for the awkward situation i had with susan.  to think that she has somehow been getting elon to attack me as payback for what happened when i was 8  is facebook .  they already paid me back by withholding clothes and money.  what would it mean if she is getting some of you to track me and attack as payback for what happened when i was eight.

there was a babysitter lady that molested me. i didnt get to pay her back for it. my brother molested me.  the only payback i ever maybe got was recently when i posted his business information online. other than that i havent ever done anything. i havent seen him since i was probably 20 or younger. im sure there are a lot of people that have been molested and didnt get to pay someone back for it.

i think that once i was on t.v. the only thing that happened is that someone found out i had an awkward situation with a female cousin one time.  it was consensual and we were the same age. but i had just moved away from living with my brother who was always doing gross things for years.  so, yea not sure but it did go that way. 

that was over 30 years ago and they actively took money from the ssi that was sent because i was a foster child.  it would be on them if they are facebooking me to continue ruining my life.

maybe trump will turn on you like he turns on me  and like elon turns on me   they turn on me when they can

its always quiet before the storm then they strike

i didnt realize i was going to need to pay attention to the heritage of the family in england   a little late to the game  does it matter though?

if william lived in the u.s. everyone would have known he was armenian indian and african and his life in the u.s. wouldnt have been the same as in england   

i think charles with the family in england should have made more news about his children being indian and armenian.   average people dont know that.

it may explain that the kardashian feel they are kin to armenian family in england and there could be some kind of conflict with that