i am telling things like "the last thing i remember"  because something changed.  i had a car and money of some kind and was just kind of myself  then after i got involved in those things, i changed      i am not going to go in to the details again. but if you copy and paste the things i wrote down, you could probably use the computer to ask it to put the events in order and you will see that i went from being normal  to whatever happened in 2015 

in some ways what happened was like falling in to a coma   when i became mentally ill even though i didnt have the best relationship with people i was still talking to people i knew for whatever reason there was  like the last thing i remember is i had reached out to aunt becky about my car when it was towed  that was in 2015 

so is it possible that some of you people that were hounding others with your phone or doxxing other people   were so poor that you were looking for a new family or a new connection   that when you doxxed someone you didnt like you snuck in to steal their family connection 

i guess try to imagine you fell in to a coma, and then 10 years later when you woke up you found out a bunch of people that hate you had  met your family or acquaintances  and became best friends with them.  and then you find out the people that hate you were responsible for putting you in the coma in the first place.  that would be stealing someones family or acquaintances   that is kind of what happened 

you all really did steal my life.  i would have preferred for my cousin to just be my cousin. but if you all went there its like you were looking for a new family.  to me its like people who dont have family are sitting in the news stations or wherever  looking for people to be their family.    if fact about the time i became homeless i was still talked to people in my family for things.    i became homeless and it just naturally became that i didnt talk to anyone.   so if you all went over to people i know including relatives, it is like you were trying to steal someones family       like you have to understand, i got connected to the media thing then pretty quickly after that i became homeless and  mentally ill 

i actually think the kardashians were people that were trying to escape their condition too.  maybe not kris so much  but her partner and the children she had 

i guess they were able to escape their conditions through charter schools and things like that  

i think growing up , for some reason i was able to see the true condition of what it meant to be african american and some hispanics in the united states. it wasnt good. i still remember that. but now those same people turned me in to a whipping post.      i think when i met ignorant kelly faszholz and those people i saw that kind of mindset with them too. 

i think it was useful. instead of the other people being a whipping post they turned me in to one.  probably only because they were trying to escape being the whipping post 

do you think they kept me alive because it was useful