but i do think harris and markle would be happy that i said something about imagining the n word.   they probably think it is karma 

i am figuring this out for you? because i am.   

i dont really want to ask about it. but i wonder what the caste system has to do with the diaspora.

i just think the indian diaspora is going to run in to problems if you are trying to displace everyone over here. 

there are some that think. my saying something about imagining the n word.  was guilt talking.  they think i imagined hearing the n word and then said something about it because of guilt. 

i keep getting the feeling the native americans here are the ones undermining me. or triangulating.    they may not like people from my region.  i would not say that mexico embraces me. but i am from that region.  i am not sure if the other native american people here like people from that region.    like i was saying, there is a problem with the tribes doing the whole membership.  and then there are a lot of other people that are not eligible for it. so maybe the tribes are fighting with americans.   https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7zQybIDh_3c

i wonder if the people from india move in the subtropic zone (and maybe a lot of people)   they move to the lower part of the u.s. because it is in the subtropic zone. https://worldmapwithcountries.net/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/world-map-with-equator-and-tropics.pdf

you know one time when i was a lyft driver a guy from ireland proposed to me in the car and seemed serious. he had several friends with him and they went back and forth and he didnt say he was joking. he seemed serious. i just kind of acted like he was kidding. there was another guy i took to an xxx video store. then i think he tried to invite me up to his hotel room after the drive. i said no. but i think he gave me his number or something. 

i wish i wasnt famous. it was better for me that way.

some people with that ethnicity, i didnt know they had that ethnicity until recently. i think its just because i didnt look in to it. or look those things up.