slay our queens

wsp so sorry for not posting life is dead but busy iykwim so btw this is me in the audio sorry if it’s shit lol 👍🏽

yehhhh I couldn’t be bothered to put in the products 😉

Ok but these aren’t morally evil

so I did a mini glow up slay

yes i am a uk baddie no i am not a chav slay

do you swim the cytoplasm

should I dye my hair dark brown???

im trying as hard as i can to be positive and keep going but I’m slipping back down again. i just can’t. before I know it i will be having to stop, before I die, then it won’t be anything. im failing school, myself, my friends and family, my boyfriend, this podcast. it’s harder to carry on acting like im fine and joking my way off of this, i shall not act as if i am okay with my life slowly tipping back down to my dark time the previous two years. i had to take matters into my own hands and stop, before I died, because then it wouldn’t be fun anymore, it would be just a game. i cannot face clicking on a ‘join meeting with dr *’ again. i want to live, to fight… however im just sitting here endlessly staring out the window, closing my weary eyes-only to fall asleep moments later. i feel like a sinking ship, no longer able to carry on sailing. i will try to post when i am stable enough, maybe once a week. i hope you are able to understand this feud. #depressionawareness #selfharmawareness

This is actually kinda funny so listen to the diary 😜😜😜