Guylaine is a woman of a trans experience and an alcoholic. By the age of five, she knew she was inwardly a girl. When she entered the school system in grade 1, she was placed over with the boys she didn’t know. The expectations of these times were if you are born with anatomy, and then you are that anatomy in the culture. She struggled to fit in, had an ongoing trauma in my childhood home, and became very confused about how to fit in anywhere. She suffered from anxiety and found alcohol in her teen years. She used this to treat her gender dysphoria, trauma, and life. It would continue for 30 plus years as a poisonous tool of survival. Eventually, there was a pivotal moment that led her to recovery. She was able to address the dysphoria when she became sober and started a spiritual way of life. The path to recovery enabled a lifelong dream of actually being one authentic, true person to the world. This is a journey she is so grateful she has been given a chance to walk.