Awkwardly Adulting

Reviewing jobs to apply for since my seasonal position is set to end very soon. It's stressful. I'm insecure since I've "glown up." People have treated me completely different since. I hate when I come off as intimidating. Mini haul!

It is that time again when I deleted my top-used app and got in touch with reality. I'm going through a personal shift that makes me want to put down my phone and stare at a wall. My brain is always in daydream mode and Instagram just drowns that setting out.

I talk about eating disorders and share a story about having an accident at Six Flags. Fun right? I just want to be real on this podcast so I can live my life without overthinking. I guess I thrive on my embarrassing stories now that I've realized that it's just a "funny story to tell."

Learning to be more vulnerable again. I woke up in the middle of the night, early morning really - and couldn’t sleep.

I'm struggling to be comfortable on this podcast again and the only way that I can be held accountable is by seeing my peers do the damn thing. It's amazing how Owen decided to pack his things and move to South Korea to teach English. He's been recording his day-to-day on his Instagram which made me think, the only person holding me back is myself.

hello hello life continues, the earth spins, the moon rises, and that's okay. Follow the podcast awkadultingpod for short life stories when they happen. Midway through the episode my friend came over ('speak of the devil') and had some Domino's pizza, pretty sweet.

Terrible audio quality in the last episode, but this one, loud and clear. I've been struggling with being alone and leaving California behind. I've been missing all the 'ships - relationships, friendships and even situationships. Life has been crazy.

Goals for 2024 is not fearing fear, being true to myself before others, sleeping more (and less), drinking more water and talking more.

Video episode of projecting my own insecurities. Being a Scorpio, participating in serial monogamy is aggravating. I watched Bottoms and bro- like who ever you like, we all have the same emotions and equally need direct communication. My chap-ed lips will never happen again.

Hi. Personal episode, please disregard my emotional state. I look forward to looking back and opening up. Being somewhat shy and socially awkward I've always turned to the internet for connection, I discuss more in this episode.