In this episode I’m going to share with you both how I have allowed abuse and participated in the abuse of others. Wikipedia def of abuse - Abuse is the improper usage or treatment of an entity, often to unfairly or improperly gain benefit.[1] Abuse can come in many forms, such as: physical or verbal maltreatment, injury, assault, violation, rape, unjust practices, crimes, or other types of aggression. To these descriptions, one can also add the Kantian notion of the wrongness of using another human being as means to an end rather than as ends in themselves.[2] Some sources describe abuse as "socially constructed", which means there may be more or less recognition of the suffering of a victim at different times and societies.[3]

In today’s episode I share with you how to suck at marriage and relationships. How to suck the life out of others because you feel they are responsible for your experience. I hope you enjoyed learning from my tremendous mistakes, and may you find the strength and courage to acknowledge your own.

What is it like to live from your integrity? How powerful are you really? What will it take for you to have had enough of limiting yourself to what others think of you?

Today I share with you my decision to go to war by shining the light of integrity up on my own darkness and the darkness I have participated in in this so-called world. I hope you can glean from this a sense of your own integrity and make a decision for yourself when you’re ready to stand in it no matter what. Link to video I made in middle of podcast - https://www.facebook.com/100034513373927/posts/123808102112968?sfns=mo

This morning I’m going to share with you how becoming the master of your own consciousness is the greatest thing you can do for yourself and all those you love. Not everyone is going to applaud your self awareness. But there are many observing you who will stand and applaud your willingness to know yourself.

Today I share with you some of the most wonderful things I’ve discovered in allowing myself to be loved by my mother and allowing myself to know what areas in my life I feel are not loved by my mother. Enjoy your mother Fluffer‘s!

When, in this present moment, I am regressing into the past and or projecting myself into the future I am actively denying the peace, purpose and presence available Now. This podcast is about knowing when we are in denial. By acknowledging we are we shift out of it. Bon appétit!

Today friends, I share with you the struggles I have had with sexual feelings and the misunderstanding of how that energy can be used. I hope you find this both humorous and inspirational as I share with you in a deeply candid way how beautifully and wonderfully I have made a mess of sexual energy.

Richard Mulder is a dear friend of mine and I love him with all of my heart. We have known each other for about 15 years and in our discussion tonight he shares the reality of his struggles with being loved. I hope you feel the love Richard shares in this podcast like I did.

Today I’m going to share with you how fundamentally important it is to know when you are in slow and when you are not in Flow. When you are not in Flow you will feel stuck, rushed, and overwhelmed. When you are in Flow you will feel joy, clarity, and certainty.