Ayla and Potato3s: A Nightly Message From Your Best Friend

It’s 4 AM. I skipped the last day of the convention to finish homework, made a new friend on the plane, and wrestled with faith, trust, and money.

I’m exhausted after a long day, but reading those heavy answers made me realize I’m not the only one who’s felt this way. It’s validating and powerful and a reminder why this work matters.

Today I shifted my project focus from domestic violence to emotional abuse as it feels truer to my story. I opened up about childhood trauma, why perfectionism grips me, and how unconditional love frees me. Thank you for loving me as is.

Today’s theme is love. I share why every message I send comes from love, a wild hotel mix-up, and a powerful seatmate story.

No sleep, car chaos, and a hospital check-in. Today I ask: do I need help too? One day at a time.

I’m selling my car, taking Boggles to the hospital, wearing a green dress, and stepping into day 111 of new beginnings. Email me [email protected] if you know anyone willing to talk to me about DV survivor.

I test drove cars today: an SUV, a coupe, and sat in the SL63 AMG. It reminded me that I don’t have to figure out the how or when of my dreams. I just need to say what I want, believe it’s mine, and enjoy the ride.

I let myself dream today l, not just little dreams, but the big ones. A penthouse tour, a perfect chair, and the perfume “A Thousand Wishes” reminded me that I live in a land where my wishes are granted. I’m already the woman I want to become. She just has a bit more money and confidence. Everything else? Already here. Even Boggles snoring next to me feels like part of the wish.

Today I followed a nudge and stumbled upon two open houses: one that was just okay and another that felt like home. I didn’t have the money, but I walked through it anyway and let myself feel what it would be like to live there. It reminded me why I’m doing all of this, for freedom, joy, peace, and a closet full of clothes I actually love. I talked through the details, what wealth would allow, and why I’m proud of myself for showing up. Even if that’s not the house, it reminded me that a house is coming

I talked to my mentor and a podcast host today and realized how much I overthink doing things “right.” I started an experiment that runs until July 31, 2025, focusing on feeling freedom and safety rather than chasing checklists. I reflected on manifesting, gratitude, and how my dream job is to host a meaningful talk show where people feel seen. Right now, I’m soaking in small joys such as my amazing bed, comfy sweats, and the freedom to build my life. The goal? Start each day with, “Today was so easy.