Backbone: the time for women is now (see podcast description)

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I’m still waiting for some minor edits, but I don’t like perfection. Perfectionism is a disease. I like good enough and I’m excited to get this out. My journey to find happiness…I’ll show you how me and Thor made friends. 
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Jan 14, 22- My faith waivered briefly, but I remembered that Muhammad had my back. It was he who granted me permission to move forward into my new energy. Jesus, Buddha, NA ( I need help here guys) and Muhammad and now Ascended Mistress #34 Lisa The High Priestess. I have my pentacle, five points of light. Gods light in the middle and surrounding us. Thank you for bearing witness to my growth. My brothers have my back. They saw how many lifetimes it took me to complete this mission, I had patience and endured a lot of pain, more than my share. Muhammad, much respect , I know you know.

Father wanted me to feel protected and honored. He did that every step of the way in a world where I was completely and utterly disrespected, devalued and discarded and mischaracterized. And the lies… the lies…. Father kept score. I am grateful for Him.  Why was I chosen?  Because he knew  of my infinite loyalty to my brother, Matthew, my safe haven . I was persecuted a lot. 
Dad was my coach, Matt got the assist.  Life is a fascinating and beautiful tapestry. 
Dad got the bronze star with valor too.
Dad  is  also a divine being. I wish it were him to hold this seat, my father was an incredibly fair man, I wish he never got drafted. He would have whipped your asses into shape. (Whip sound effect) and my life is not a party trick or the latest trend. Show some goddamn respect.  And a thank you would be nice, but she’s not holding her breath.  She’s not putting her life on the line for you anymore.  Act 2 is all about Her and she is resting on her laurel wreath. (Dad had oak clusters too, I’m curious how many (exponential?) but I don’t know. I was hidden in plain sight. God’s plan. Be grateful, now you can self correct… or choose not to. It’s not my  choice to make. Good luck. I was a gifted kid, but we don’t specialize instruction for the gifteds in public school and gifted kids know that grades and standardize testing are bullshit. They see right through the game. I was lucky, I had  a kindergarten teacher who taught through play based education. Everything we learn, we learn in kindergarten. Thank you, Mrs. Hayes.
(Dad just crouched down and let Matt leap frog over him…. That’s one hell of a Dad. Because God is good and  He likes my theory of evolution)
I guess I’m the clean up crew, using my broom to sweep up your mess. Or maybe I just made a clean sweep. I don’t know. I didn’t see any of this coming and I have no idea where it’s going. I just followed His lead. 
And I just climbed five ladder steps up and am now sitting at the top of my karmic wheel.
Just Lisa  
Plain, simple, wise
It was all just Gods plan. 
He is a huge proponent of title nine .
The Hermit. IX
1/22/2022 ( 2 to the fifth expo? 25)Pythagorean Triple?... I  love you guys. 3-4-5 complete. 1-5 complete. 3+4+5=12 (1+2)=3, the Triangle. wait...9+16=25... Matts birthday  (2+5) and it reduces to 7.. the Chariot.. 25+1 (todays date)…forward movement. wink. Inspired by Picasso… hmm #8? Google it, Lissy Lu.
PS… can we at least TRY to be united? And just to be clear, I would never ask anyone to follow me down this path, now that I know. I know that it was uniquely mine.  I want to help you follow your own path, free of judgment, fear and shame. Because I think  it is there that we can boldly create. Let’s merge. Let’s find peace, let’s heal because we are all  bereft of hope and hope is everything.

C my creation? Do you see my word thought and deed? Do you C? Do you C? Do you C? Do you see? What do you See? A ghost of an intention? It’s a trinity. We can build trust and safety and actualize Maslows hierarchy of need. Who woke this ghost? Was that the intention at conception?

Follow me down my rabbit hole if you dare. 

I’m a true nobody which makes me an everybody. I see you and your core wounding (gift) because it’s mine too... And also your highest potential (gift)…. Because it’s mine too….We are starting from ground zero, let’s make all the mistakes and correct them together. Solutions. Because… you guys…

WE is so fucking powerful when it’s well-intentioned , nonviolent and we have a+b=c then we  we begin to take off ( drone energy, is that built like a helicopter? My Dad did something with helicopters…Is my Dad going to fly in to save me or am I to bring you to Him?..  I don’t get it. Wait if we mirror the triangle and flip it, we have 2 right triangles and he gives us 2 more that’s four. Hmm.

If we put them in all four quadrants, we have our wings.helicopter wings… Who needs wheels? Dads just raising me up, He took away my ankles and He is giving me my angle wings. Thank you so very much, I am humbled. I’m happy I got my angle wings back, I think God heard my prayer.. I always wanted to be a Fly Girl. When I was younger, I loved to dance.

We just have to allow each other to stumble…and fumble…and tuck our skirt into the backs of our pantyhose….every now and again.

This is a tower moment … only NOT of destruction, but of construction. 

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Alright I guess. Is that why I'm keeping 3 and 4 for me? Because we haven’t balanced the Holy Trinity we haven't created stability? (4 of wands)

We start at the root chakra, present day. I’m nobody and if you are too….. You're my kinda people.

Hmm. I catapulted straight arrow up ascension, rocked back and forth pendulum energy, did a fancy little boomerang number and then I supernova’ed. if I didn’t know any better, I’d think,  I was conceived. I know I was conceived in love.

Arrow, bullseye..I made it to the circle, the inner circle. I hit the target. Wait, I saw Cupid in my minds eye… when was that? Let’s see if I wrote it down… 

12/14/21

A couple of days ago I saw Cupid draw their bow…

I think it might have landed …… did it land on WE? 12/12?

I do everything in the Shadows, I’m extremely reserved and introverted, He had to coax me into the Light. And now He just put me Center Stage in my own life. 

I want Hailey to come back in the studio and read her writing.. aren’t you sick of listening to me me me me me? I am. I need a fresh perspective.

I love you, brother. Thank you for guiding me.
Dad always said, “hey kid.. don’t forget… you are expendable….. but not to me.”
Ps: 1/24/22- I got the sign… pre title nine.. timing was impeccable. Wink.  And I also got the memo… AM’s and God show up in your likeness… racism and sexism and classism and homophobia and xenophobia etc doesn’t exist in that realm, only here. To perpetuate it in any form hurts Them greatly and it hurts Us more.   Basic lesson. So basic. Fundamental. Rudimentary. Primary. Essential. Key.… kindergarten rules. How do I know? it’s our birthright. Try.  If God elevated me this much, how low was I? It couldn’t have been good.   Told you I was near death…no bueno.I’m grateful for my intuition and instincts.
And if you play your cards right, lessons become blessings too. You have to have faith that it’s all part of God’s design. Yes, even little  ole you… I promise you. I’m nobody. Power is love and love is truth. We are terribly off course because of greed. One thing I do know is if you’re on top and abusing your power… you will get sentenced more lifetimes and next lifetime, you get to experience powerlessness and poverty. isn’t it all so simple?. Buddha taught me the laws of karma and to harness my sexual energy. My long game is strong. Someone once told me, you can’t run a marathon… so I did (That’s the energy we should embrace) ….Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world. — Einstein 
1/27/22 In Islam, 5 is a sacred number. 5 pillars of Islam, prayers are said 5x a day and 5 law giving prophets ( Noah, Abraham, Moses, Jesus and Muhammed) Fascinating, isn't it? I got Jesus because he likes how I take care of him, I got Muhammad because I surrender I opened the floodgates and got Noah, I split us down the middle I got Moses (Everyone knows that I love Moses) I got Abraham, but I’m not sure what he does, I’ll google it…  And  she bows down to kiss their feet ( blech! I hate doing that, but I do it because it’s respectful in their eyes) in  an act of love. Clean sweep. I trust and believe in you too. Enormous gratitude.  It baffles me. Another star?  Or ~Jesus and Muhammed=8 ( rebirth # of angels carrying gods throne). I can relax because they too will watch over me.5  holy wounds, brother.
I went for a walk, I heard owl. They hooted five x’s.  I waited after the 5th until waiting turned into discomfort which then gave way to more waiting. 5 hoots..5 salutes.  Maybe it was a pentagon. I need to  ask more . What in the actual  f is this? Prophet Abraham had faith in Allah’s promise… Lisa , God’s promise.The act of faith. I need to learn .. too tired for a kid.. 
Educators, we need to be 5 star generalists. Wink . I learned the pick and roll. Thor brings the thunder, Zeus brings the lightening.  I play life. I’m a Chasse.  1/30/22(10)-7 - movement 8- number of angels moving Allah 6-Ibrahim the prophet I wasn’t familiar with . 786. In the name of compassionate Allah. God is good. 1-8  done.
At ease, gentlemen. Get Patton. NOW.  Lux? Oh I’m an enlightened one? Eyes cast downward, no smile, far away gaze..whisper..thank you.  No more please. Why am I being guided to the eye?  Patton, Bavaria, buried in Lux locked, light. I’m not going there. I want nothing to do with it!  Jesuits .thieves.. illuminati, (do I have a death wish?) ATTENTION! Curse broken. Unlocked the warlock.Black Madonna 5x 4U I nearly died.
With Lisa Chasse swagger and a firm resolve:  “I’ll take my seat now. “
Dad : if anyone challenges the score, you send them to me. You’re not dealing with their petty bullshit. if they are disrespectful, you let ‘em have it. Lisa: okay Dad. 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1NgZrbzCl0LDN2VWfGWdQ04jNLbrJG0n1/view?usp=drivesdk

This is dedicated to my best friend and soul sister, Rebecca Ann Murray. I will always cherish the intimacy we shared during our moments wrestling with our own mortality. You taught me so much about grace in the face of death.

I got the “hierarchy” wrong… I’m learning about it now.. but this is what I got wrong, partly. Goddess elevates ( of course she does, see how strongly our culture hypnotizes us) and in her place is the High Priestess… (sits with Jesus. Buddha, NA)

I found my archetype. We all have one. I am empathic which is both a curse and a blessing. I know how to protect myself now. Ironically, I learned that from exploring my narcissistic side, it’s the antidote for an empath who has suffered too much narcissistic abuse.  I don’t consider myself psychic other than my empathy and a strong intuition. I read people pretty well because I was a trauma kid. Emotional abuse is the least recognized form of abuse. Silenced by exclusion and by my own introverted nature.  It is both intentional and unintentional.  It is  the internalization of others unhealed projections, real and perceived.. It took me 48 years to mature, talk about stunted development. I just needed to heal some soul wounds and  get my identity back, it had been stolen.

Using my spiritual imagination helped heal me. I healed from past lives and this one.. how in the world did I do that? I now look in the mirror and I am not focused on my flaws. I now see this stunning soul. And regardless of your beliefs, race, religion, sexual orientation, educational level, socioeconomic status, political affiliation etc., I want you to find your value/voice too.

And  did that story come full circle? ⭕️ ( negative self talk, project unhealed wounds to create my reality, laws of attraction. I learn the hard way)   I think so. I hope so…no more layers, please.

And that’s the story I want to leave my kids. Triumph over tragedy and resiliency. Internal strength in one’s vulnerability.  Walking my talk. Tenacity. Being the leader that I wished I had had.

I’m protecting my gifts and myself now. I am learning that with my diverse spiritual gifts comes great responsibility. I did not know I had them when I started this.

1-2-3-4.. I am sliding my feet and  legs into fifth (5) position, arms arabesque. I think my grand jeté was a pretty one. A beautiful first leap of faith. And curtsy.

When listened to from beginning to end… do you experience the kundalini rising? Or was that too ambitious a thought?  Do you see Kabbalah, the mystic quest?

Do you see what was beneath my shadow side? The shadow of my shadow? (Duh… the Light…)The desire to truly love and respect the other and truly be loved and respected by the other … it’s not a special or unique desire.…it’s oneness. And I hypothesize it’s underneath all of our shadow sides.

Welcome to the Age of Ascension.

It’s now obvious that this was all a science lesson, right? I was never very good at science, but no more analyzing the past, I need to get back en pointe.

I surrender.

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🥂 Toast to you

Here’s to the Middle…. (I have my friend Buddha to thank for that)
May it be kind and forgiving
May we laugh at ourselves with each other
May we allow ourselves the opportunity to make some mistakes
May we pull each other up.
May we be mindful of each other’s beauty
And May we make a wish for ourselves for each other.

And may we never fall for the love bomb and the false promises, or trauma bonds.
May we value and bring each other closer and not attract those that devalue and discard.
May we chase spirit and not clout.
May we never be forced into extremes
May we find our own power source and 
May we rise above the false prophets. 

May we all find our value and the freedom that comes with it.

( I think the middle might be safer… animal logic)

  Sister by Lenny Kravitz is the song that saved me. I heard it for the first time on December 29, 2019 when I got into my car to visit my mother for our morning visits. It was the eighth anniversary of my brothers death. My brother is a powerful spirit. Thank you, brother. 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oD2mnr0gMbZYu4St9L8gieH9i8u3NU7P/view?usp=drivesdk

They allowed me a complete healing. I don’t think I can wrap my brain around this. Consider this though: that’s how I chose to use my full power.

I wished for him.
I wished FOR him.

I just returned the favor.
He died for me
I died for him
He found me
I found him
He saved me
I saved him.

Reciprocity and equity.

He was projecting what he wanted. He wanted to be found and saved. Just like me. We mirror each other.

For the sake of transparency… I fake cried when I told my acting story. I have to read the script, can’t cry with a thought anymore…what the hell… 

Rebirth

Everyone complains that they don’t know how to meditate (imagine) and everyone asks “what do I write in my journal?” I modeled  how I use my spiritual imagination and if you look on the transcripts, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-_hX5eGRTLv64HE1Ff7rkpKYaqThDqZh/view
You can see how I self reflect on my journal writings. I tried to accommodate the visual
and audio  learner for this lesson. If you are a kinesthetic learner, might I suggest a listen as you fetch your ball?

Dear Lisa,

I am so proud of you. If this is your first step, imagine when you run your first marathon!!!!
In due time, kid. Keep exploring aspects of self, but set your sights forward now.  Reward yourself with an early morning, solo round of golf.

With all the love,
Lisa

Ps: you know you are going to have to moderate your reefer intake and build a relationship with math, right?

Aaaaack! I know, but I don’t wanna. Snoop doesn’t have to…

Lol… you are no Snoop, kid.

Lisa wraps up the podcast and reveals what is left when she shed a light on  her shadow side.
There is so much to learn from this and what you see depends on your own  perspective

WARNING: I am not promoting drugs, but I am over 21 in a state where marijuana is legal
How we carry ideas and they become a part of us truth or not.
3D/5D living... the next human evolution.. adapt.
How we can use symbolism to guide our healing and make sense of our world.
Walking the path of duality…both/and not either/or classy and trashy.
How we can fearlessly and courageously own our darkness.
How we can  work with the shadow side to get to peace
It’s light worker time, operate from the light. Allow goddess to awaken
Abuse is not the shunning, it’s the manipulation to pretend it’s not happening in public.
Do you want to know how empowering it is to heal yourself???
Don’t scapegoat the black sheep, it’s likely they are the chosen ones.
Equity is the goal.
Life liberty and the pursuit of Happiness
In order to break patterns and curses, you need to know the stories.
Spiritual power houses don’t come from royal families- JT
Balance your divine Feminine and Masculine
We can’t move forward without Goddess
The devil is an energy and it’s inside all of us.  It’s fear and negative thinking patterns, self doubt, addictions, toxicity, perfectionism, materialism, sexism and racism, narcissism, dark magic ( gossiping, reputation bashing, imbalanced blaming and shaming, wishing ill will). God energy and the devil energy were in a tug of war for the magicians kid. Goddess energy laid down the law and created temperance.
Time is an illusion
No one can copycat or steal this, it is uniquely me.
Family is most important.
Shadow work brings you back to your soul when you integrate it with your light side.
Can you see the value of an ADD brain?
We cannot practice in the healing arts without understanding our clients faith based practices
Do not carry others burdens for them. It prevents their healing and creates more karma for you.
Get a backbone.
Why would my Divines have me walk through the fire like this? I don’t know, but I have faith and I’ll know when I get there.
Duality
Don’t let appropriateness and social programming get in the way of our healing and work against us to hold us back.
The arts are critical to our inspiration, yet the first to go... who else do we have buried alive (overworked, overburdened) out there?
Hell is on earth, but heaven can be too.
The story of Jesus is on the planet always, yet we keep missing it. He always returns, but we are stuck in the past. 
Protect your energy, energy vampires are real.
Watch actions not words.
Never a victim of circumstance. , never a victim..
Be careful that you aren’t chasing fear, instead of facing fear.
The middle path.
Do your shadow work and you get your spiritual gifts.
Model the way or step aside and let someone else lead who can.
Middle America is not in the middle anymore
Accountability , respect, honor yourself
Come out of entrapment, your mental prisons and don't allow people who will put you there to come back into your life.
This is what happens when we cross over, we can replicate it now for better soul outcomes.
Trust your intuition
what they told you about yourself is a lie
Don't let imperfection hold you back, its where the beauty is.
Fear is the most powerful aspect of the shadow, but love is more powerful.
We have created a culture that stifles creativity and has a stranglehold on our freedom.
Apologies come in action form
Boundaries are about protecting peace
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This episode is dedicated to my brother who was raised in a  toxically male community. I am not a researcher, I simply googled a few words, male fragility, male toxicity and suicide.  Learn about those things...before its too late.

https://www.personneltoday.com/hr/world-suicide-prevention-day-why-we-should-redefine-masculinity/

Lisa talks about the boys who purport to love her like family, yet they bully her under the guise of paternalistic concern...….They know her family has been impacted by suicide and yet.....

https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20021010/suicide-risk-linked-to-family-history

She talks about her Dad again who loved and admired his sister and the girls that he coached throughout his high school coaching career.

Lisa  and Hailey talk about what they hope for themselves. 

Not my best work, but I needed to draw some lines in the sand to reclaim my territory, my soul and protect my family's mental health. I am also prioritizing  my own.  I will work on the transcript for richer context. Narcissistic triangulation. It’s the wrong triangle and a once a narc is exposed, they try to create chaos with lies and then play victim. 

Lisa recalibrates to her soul and allows you to see her personal truths.  After a long and windy trip inward, Lisa heals.  Join her as she talks about her hero, her father, and how they are working together to rewrite history.

I recently ran into a former student of my fathers. She told me of her memory of him as a teacher. She said when he would tell a story, there were times when the bell would ring and not a student would move from their seats.