Stop waiting for someone, or some god to save you, save your own damn self. Write your own heroic tale of life, based on what you do for yourself. To believe a truth of any form, from what someone else says is truth. Without doing the research yourself, means you are actually believing a lie. Your real authentic self knows this, but you are to affraid to accept it for lack of belief in yourself. Stop relying on others to save you, find oit what is truth for you, then act on it for yourself.