Becoming Love | Episode 4

the middle of my becoming

for the ones being shaped by love

In this episode, I share the heart behind Becoming Love — this ongoing journey of learning that life really is all about love. About God, the Creator of all things. The One who is goodness itself.

Over the past few years, I’ve come to see that everything I desire, everything I wrestle with, and everything I am becoming, somehow draws me back to love. The way I relate to others, the way I see myself, the way I long to know God and be known by Him — it’s all part of this becoming.

Sometimes I move forward, sometimes I fall back, and sometimes I just stand still in awe of what He’s doing in me. It’s messy and sacred all at once. This episode is a moment to pause in the middle — to look back, to look within, and to recognise God’s quiet shaping hand in it all.

This is a glimpse into my becoming — not finished, not perfect, just real.

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Becoming Love is an unfolding of what it means to live loved by God.

No script. Just heart.

Each drawing is part of the story — a visual expression of becoming. I hope to make them available soon, as prints and digital downloads, for anyone who wants to support this journey and take a piece of it home.

Becoming Love | Episode 3

i fell in actual love

for the ones in transition

In this tender reflection, I share what it felt like to fall in actual love with children at a home in Northern Thailand — a deep, immediate, almost surprising love.

That experience stirred something in me. A readiness. A desire to create a home that holds, that loves, that is safe. A home where the presence of God dwells.

I speak about what it means to follow God into the unknown again, even when it means leaving places I’ve loved — like the apartment I’ve called home for two years — to make space for the “more” I sense coming.

This episode is a quiet unfolding of calling, home, and the mystery of how God leads.

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Becoming Love is an unfolding of what it means to live loved by God.

No script. Just heart.

Each drawing is part of the story — a visual expression of becoming. I hope to make them available soon, as prints and digital downloads, for anyone who wants to support this journey and take a piece of it home.

Becoming Love | Episode 2

the only way to be

for the ones who always knew there was more

In this raw and reverent reflection, I speak about remembering parts of my childhood for the first time — in 2023. Whole years of my life, once blacked out, are slowly returning. Piece by piece. Memory by memory.

Alongside this unfolding is something I’ve always known deep down: that I would do something big. That I would help people. That God would use me.

But the reality of living that out? Far harder than I imagined.

I speak honestly about what it means to push through patterns, follow God into the unknown-but-known, and cling to Him like the rope holding me at the edge of a cliff.

Being with God — beholding Him, waiting on Him, enjoying Him — is the only way forward. The only way to truly live.

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Becoming Love is an unfolding of what it means to live loved by God.

No script. Just heart.

Each drawing is part of the story — a visual expression of becoming. I hope to make them available soon, as prints and digital downloads, for anyone who wants to support this journey and take a piece of it home.

Becoming Love | Episode 1

my year of ‘go’

For the ones doing it scared.

In this vulnerable reflection, I speak from the tension of longing for more of God while walking out the very things He asked of me. At the start of this year, I felt God say it would be my “year of go” — a year of doing the things I’d once been too tired, too scared, or too uncertain to try.

Now months in, I’m facing fears that feel deeply personal, challenges that others might not even flinch at — but they’ve required everything from me.

Still, I’m desperate for God. Desperate to keep seeing Him move. Desperate to live inside His love.

This is what becoming looks like, in motion.

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Becoming Love is an unfolding of what it means to live loved by God.

No script. Just heart.

Each episode is paired with an original piece of freehand abstract artwork — visual outpourings of becoming, soon available as prints and digital downloads to help support the journey.