In this episode, I share the revelations God has been showing me about navigating the single season with purpose, faith, and wisdom. We dive into the question, "Why do we sometimes feel like God's love isn't enough?". We need to explore how our conversations, relationships, and thought patterns can shape our journey while we wait. I also share personal experiences that taught me the importance of using discernment when building relationships and why this season may be less about finding a spouse and more about getting to know God on a deeper level. Sometimes, singleness isn't a delay, it's preparation.

If you've ever wondered whether something is wrong with you because you're still single, this episode is for you. There is nothing wrong with waiting for marriage. There is nothing wrong with choosing God's timing. And there is nothing wrong with being in a building season instead of a dating season.

✨ Be encouraged, stay faithful, and trust the process God has for your life. _____________________________

CHAPTERS:

1:26 Why isn't God's love enough?

8:09 Be mindful of the conversations you hold!

10:00 Prophetic dream of warning to be mindful of my conversation

12:33 Feeding your flesh in anyway makes you weak

16:10 What do I do with my desire to be married?!

21:36 God is inviting you to spend time with him

24:00 Prayer is your weapon for increased wisdom

25:47 Don't miss the blessings right infant of you!

30:27 Outro! Subscribe!!

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What if the wounds left by your earthly father are affecting the way you see your Heavenly Father?

In this episode of Bedtime Talks with Zhan, I share a fresh revelation God has been showing me: despite my growth, healing, and relationship with Christ, I still struggle with daddy issues.

As children of God, we often don’t realize how our relationship—or lack of relationship—with our natural fathers can shape the way we trust, receive love from, and relate to our Heavenly Father. In this vulnerable conversation, I open up about the negative fruit that unresolved father wounds have produced in my life and how those struggles have impacted other relationships.

While I can only speak from my experience as a daughter, my prayer is that this conversation reaches everyone wrestling with father wounds including men, fathers, sons, and daughters.

My hope is that it sparks healing, accountability, and restoration. 2026 is the year we break the cycle of hurt people hurting people. Healing starts by confronting the issues of the heart, and for many of us, that means addressing our daddy issues. If this episode resonates with you, share it with someone who may need this conversation.

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CHAPTERS

10:43 - Vulnerability With God

13:17 - Forgiveness is Key

15:49 - The Results of Daddy Issues

23:26 - Healing Isn't Always Immediate

25:19 - Release & Make Room for God To Become Whole

32:14 - Meditating On Our Fathers Promises

34:55 - Romans 8: 14-17

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In this episode, we’re asking the question nobody wants to answer honestly: Why date if not to marry? 👀

Somewhere along the way, modern dating became endless situationships, wasted years, emotional confusion, and relationships with no real direction. But is that really how God intended relationships to be? Today, I’m diving deep into the true purpose of dating, marriage, and guarding your heart according to God’s Word. We’re talking about: ✨ Why intentional dating matters

✨ What God says about relationships and commitment

✨ Why so many people claim they want marriage… but date for YEARSSSS with no end goal

✨ Fear of commitment, comfort culture, and modern relationship confusion

✨ How society normalized wasting time instead of building covenant

This conversation was also inspired by the recent Megan Thee Stallion & Klay Thompson breakup and cheating allegations, which sparked bigger conversations about commitment, loyalty, and what people truly want out of relationships today. If you’ve ever questioned modern dating culture, felt frustrated with meaningless relationships, or desired a God-centered perspective on love and marriage, this episode is for you.

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CHAPTERS

2:33 -Prayer

3:20 - Megan Thee Stallion and Klay Thompson

9:37 - Understanding Dating

18:46 - The Lack of Desire to Be Married

21:38 - Your Still Dating With No Desire for Marriage

26:13 - Desire Marriage With Lack of Balance

29:43 - Be Careful of Worshipping Your Partner

31:05- 3 Ways You Are Worshipping Your Partner

38:51 - You Deserve Love No Matter What

39:39 - What God Says Regarding Your Heart

Scripture Refrences:

Ephesians 5: 25

Proverbs 4: 23

1 Thessalonians 4: 3-5

Songs of Solomon 2: 7

Jeremiah 29: 13

Mathew 6: 33-34

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It's Testimony time Little Angels!

Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not faced so much tragedy and heart ache before. Sometimes it's very sobering to remember your heart will still ache even in Christ. I have talked on the podcast before how much I get frustrated and how desperate I am to see change in my life. Whether it be in my finances, in my content, in my living situation, or even in healing for my family. I desire better for my family and myself.

As I have been waiting I have experience being fatigued in my journey with God and tried to put matters into my own hands. Please take my story as a reminder that we can still manipulate God and try to control Him with our prayers out of desperation. Pay attention because I said "try". God does not move on our timing. And he does not move by our tantrums because we are tired of waiting. I'm still going through just like you. I pray this testimony brings you hope and shows you how God will sustain you while you wait on the promises of God!!

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CHAPTERS: 1:56 - Prayer for my Little Angelz

2:53 - A closer look into the wrestle with God (Desperation - Frustration)

4:10 - Genesis chapter 32: 22-29 (The wrestle and then the hold)

6:09 - What are you wrestling God about?

8:38 - My Testimony (Story time!!!)

19:04 - The blessing before the fall

29:10 - Reasons why I started to wrestle with God

34:45 - I fasted and received revelation from God

36:07 - Life's tragedies can be heavy...

38:45 - Heart Rehab by Pastor Jerry Flowers ( https://a.co/d/0eO8tBdM )

42:19 - What I learned from my wrestle

45:22 - Genesis 33: 1-4 We WILL see the promises of God

46:42 - Make sure to like, comment, and subscribe!

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In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s journey is one many of us can relate to. It’s a story filled with tension, waiting, and moments where desperation slowly turns into frustration.

What happens when we believe in God’s promises, but everything in front of us seems to show the opposite? We explore the temptation to take control, to “help” God along, and to manipulate situations when the outcome feels delayed. But at what cost?

This conversation dives into:

• The origin of Jacob’s choices and mindset

• How waiting can challenge our faith

• The danger of forcing outcomes instead of trusting God’s timing

• What it means to wrestle, not just physically, but spiritually

• Letting go of control and allowing God to fulfill His promises His way

If you’ve ever felt stuck between what God said and what you currently see, this episode is for you!

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CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro

06:10 - Jacob's Origin

10:54 - Jacob manipulates the first time

12:14 - Jacob manipulates the second time

17:20 - Jacob runs away & finds love

20:11 - God shows Jacob a dream filled with Promises

22:49 - God tells Jacob to go back

25:45 - Jacob cries out to God in desperation

28:03 - Are you in a Jacob season? Here is mine

29:12 - No matter what continue to wait on Him

30:13 - Jacob Wrestles with God

41:51 - Subscribe and Support!!

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Happy Resurrection Sunday Little Angelz!!!

What better way to celebrate Christ than to talk about the Good News of salvation! This episode we will walk the Romans Road together and at the end pray a prayer of salvation!! Freedom is our portion in this life. Peace is our destiny! I hope you enjoy this podcast episode and please join the conversations in the comments. Any questions are always welcome and encouraged! We are all learning and going through this journey in life and community is something that can help along the way! You are loved and your voice matters! no question or comment is a dumb one!

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Next Bedtime Talks with Zhan Podcast episode drops: April 19th

CHAPTERS (Audio only chapter timestamps maybe a little off due to ads:

0:00 ~ Intro

3:20 ~ Recap of Salvation Series pt. 1

7:14 ~ Romans 3: 23 NIV Your reminder that God is gracious because we all FALL SHORT

13:05 ~ Romans 6: 23 "wages of sin is death" We all have a choice ... Life or Death

16:39 ~ When tragedy comes who do you rely on?

17:34 ~ Is Christianity strict? 20:11 ~ Romans 5: 8 NIV Sometimes we take Jesus Christs death for granted

22:26 ~ Romans 10: 9-11 NIV Confess with your mouth and believe with your heart and you ARE SAVED!!!

26:54 ~ Romans 5: 1 NIV The blessings and the gifts that we receive by being saved by Christ. 27:50 ~ Romans 8: 1 NIV This is your confirmation that WE are set FREE!

32:36 ~ Prayer that will lead you to salvation

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Happy Sunday my Little Angels!!

In the beginning... Lets talk God, sin, and the need to be saved by God!

God placed it on my heart to talk about salvation. This will be a two part series on how to come to Christ. I hope this first part dissects some of the origins of sin and the identity of God as well as directs you to His Word and inspires you to learn more about the one and only God over ALL!

Never hesitate to ask questions and be intrigued. Zhan's Eyeline is a safe space and community for us all to learn together.

This episode is for anyone who has questions about the Gospel and maybe even be a little confused on the purpose of even trying to make it into heaven and live this life to serve God.

CHAPTERS: (For audio only listeners the chapters maybe a little of due to ads)

0:18 Intro

2:37 Prayer

5:06 Where to start reading your Bible (Mathew, Mark, Luke, & John)

8:30 Who is the God Head? (Holy Trinity)

12:11 What does it mean to be a three part being? We are a Spirit, that has a Soul, and we live in a Body.

17:23 Why did God become flesh(Jesus)?

22:26 Why is there a need to reconnect to God?

28:54 How did sin overtake the Earth? / Summary of Spiritual Warfare

31:32 Examples of Spiritual Warfare

33:16 Jada West

39:16 Have hope of a future in Christ!!!

42:57 Outro

Scripture References:

John 14: 5-11 NIV

1 Thessalonians 5: 23 NIV

Genesis 6: 1-4

Numbers 13: 33

Genesis 11

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What is true intimacy according to God's Word? In the very first episode of Bedtime Talks With Zhan, we dive into a real and honest conversation about pure intimacy, toxic relationship cycles, and what the Bible says about love.

Many of us grew up seeing relationship patterns in our families, communities, and culture that were labeled as love. But when we compare those patterns to biblical love, we realize that much of what we thought was intimacy was actually toxic love, unhealthy attachment, and perverted intimacy.

As a young woman pursuing a deeper relationship with Christ, I share my perspective on healing, unlearning toxic love patterns, and discovering God's design for intimacy and relationships.

This episode is for anyone who wants to:

- Understand God's definition of love

- Break toxic relationship cycles

- Learn about biblical intimacy an healthy love

- Grow deeper in their Christian faith and identity

Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan, a Christian faith-based podcast where we unpack raw truth, personal revelations, and intimate conversations about faith, relationships, healing , and walking with Christ. If you're looking for Christian podcasts you are in the right place. Subscribe for more Christian podcast episodes, faith talks, and honest conversations about growing with Christ!!

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CHAPTERS

0:16 Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan

1:44 Prayer

9:50 What is Intimacy?

13:39 What is love?

22:33 Perversion of love and intimacy

31:06 The struggle of your eyes being opened

38:20 God is the master teacher on love

41:11 Is Jesus Christ your Lord and savior? ________________________________________________

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Heyy My Little Angelz today I have a special announcement for you and I can't wait for you all to embark on this new journey with me. I don't want to spoil the surprise so all I am going to say is when you are faithful over the little God gives you more. Today I will be sharing my personal testimony to show you all that God provides and he truly shows up when needed! I hope you enjoy!!!!

Scripture reference:

Pslams 118:21 NLT "I thank you for answering my prayer and giving me victory!"

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Heyyy my Little Angelzz welcome back to another episode! This week I have been battling procrastination and the push to get certain projects done. Procrastination is something that we ALL suffer from at different degrees. God has shown me how I have been a high functioning procrastinator in the past, but this new season of higher heights he is calling me to more on my plate. I can no longer approach my work ethic the same as the past. I now have to be more disciplined then I have ever been before. Embark on another facet of my journey walking with Christ and becoming an entrepreneur.

Scripture Reference:

Hebrews 12:11 NLT

"No discipline is enjoyable while it is happening -- it's painful! But afterward there will be a peaceful harvest of right living for those who are trained in this way"

- I encourage you all to focus on the "But afterward" part of this verse. God is our number one motivator. His word proves time and time again how he simply wants to encourage us along our way. Remember he sent Jesus so he knows this life is challenging and a battle, but you got this. Keep going and keep striving!

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