In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s journey is one many of us can relate to. It’s a story filled with tension, waiting, and moments where desperation slowly turns into frustration.

What happens when we believe in God’s promises, but everything in front of us seems to show the opposite? We explore the temptation to take control, to “help” God along, and to manipulate situations when the outcome feels delayed. But at what cost?

This conversation dives into:

• The origin of Jacob’s choices and mindset

• How waiting can challenge our faith

• The danger of forcing outcomes instead of trusting God’s timing

• What it means to wrestle, not just physically, but spiritually

• Letting go of control and allowing God to fulfill His promises His way

If you’ve ever felt stuck between what God said and what you currently see, this episode is for you!

🎧 Tune in now and join the conversation.

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CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro

06:10 - Jacob's Origin

10:54 - Jacob manipulates the first time

12:14 - Jacob manipulates the second time

17:20 - Jacob runs away & finds love

20:11 - God shows Jacob a dream filled with Promises

22:49 - God tells Jacob to go back

25:45 - Jacob cries out to God in desperation

28:03 - Are you in a Jacob season? Here is mine

29:12 - No matter what continue to wait on Him

30:13 - Jacob Wrestles with God

41:51 - Subscribe and Support!!

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Happy Resurrection Sunday Little Angelz!!!

What better way to celebrate Christ than to talk about the Good News of salvation! This episode we will walk the Romans Road together and at the end pray a prayer of salvation!! Freedom is our portion in this life. Peace is our destiny! I hope you enjoy this podcast episode and please join the conversations in the comments. Any questions are always welcome and encouraged! We are all learning and going through this journey in life and community is something that can help along the way! You are loved and your voice matters! no question or comment is a dumb one!

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CHAPTERS (Audio only chapter timestamps maybe a little off due to ads:

0:00 ~ Intro

3:20 ~ Recap of Salvation Series pt. 1

7:14 ~ Romans 3: 23 NIV Your reminder that God is gracious because we all FALL SHORT

13:05 ~ Romans 6: 23 "wages of sin is death" We all have a choice ... Life or Death

16:39 ~ When tragedy comes who do you rely on?

17:34 ~ Is Christianity strict? 20:11 ~ Romans 5: 8 NIV Sometimes we take Jesus Christs death for granted

22:26 ~ Romans 10: 9-11 NIV Confess with your mouth and believe with your heart and you ARE SAVED!!!

26:54 ~ Romans 5: 1 NIV The blessings and the gifts that we receive by being saved by Christ. 27:50 ~ Romans 8: 1 NIV This is your confirmation that WE are set FREE!

32:36 ~ Prayer that will lead you to salvation

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Happy Sunday my Little Angels!!

In the beginning... Lets talk God, sin, and the need to be saved by God!

God placed it on my heart to talk about salvation. This will be a two part series on how to come to Christ. I hope this first part dissects some of the origins of sin and the identity of God as well as directs you to His Word and inspires you to learn more about the one and only God over ALL!

Never hesitate to ask questions and be intrigued. Zhan's Eyeline is a safe space and community for us all to learn together.

This episode is for anyone who has questions about the Gospel and maybe even be a little confused on the purpose of even trying to make it into heaven and live this life to serve God.

CHAPTERS: (For audio only listeners the chapters maybe a little of due to ads)

0:18 Intro

2:37 Prayer

5:06 Where to start reading your Bible (Mathew, Mark, Luke, & John)

8:30 Who is the God Head? (Holy Trinity)

12:11 What does it mean to be a three part being? We are a Spirit, that has a Soul, and we live in a Body.

17:23 Why did God become flesh(Jesus)?

22:26 Why is there a need to reconnect to God?

28:54 How did sin overtake the Earth? / Summary of Spiritual Warfare

31:32 Examples of Spiritual Warfare

33:16 Jada West

39:16 Have hope of a future in Christ!!!

42:57 Outro

Scripture References:

John 14: 5-11 NIV

1 Thessalonians 5: 23 NIV

Genesis 6: 1-4

Numbers 13: 33

Genesis 11

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What is true intimacy according to God's Word? In the very first episode of Bedtime Talks With Zhan, we dive into a real and honest conversation about pure intimacy, toxic relationship cycles, and what the Bible says about love.

Many of us grew up seeing relationship patterns in our families, communities, and culture that were labeled as love. But when we compare those patterns to biblical love, we realize that much of what we thought was intimacy was actually toxic love, unhealthy attachment, and perverted intimacy.

As a young woman pursuing a deeper relationship with Christ, I share my perspective on healing, unlearning toxic love patterns, and discovering God's design for intimacy and relationships.

This episode is for anyone who wants to:

- Understand God's definition of love

- Break toxic relationship cycles

- Learn about biblical intimacy an healthy love

- Grow deeper in their Christian faith and identity

Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan, a Christian faith-based podcast where we unpack raw truth, personal revelations, and intimate conversations about faith, relationships, healing , and walking with Christ. If you're looking for Christian podcasts you are in the right place. Subscribe for more Christian podcast episodes, faith talks, and honest conversations about growing with Christ!!

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CHAPTERS

0:16 Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan

1:44 Prayer

9:50 What is Intimacy?

13:39 What is love?

22:33 Perversion of love and intimacy

31:06 The struggle of your eyes being opened

38:20 God is the master teacher on love

41:11 Is Jesus Christ your Lord and savior? ________________________________________________

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Heyy My Little Angelz today I have a special announcement for you and I can't wait for you all to embark on this new journey with me. I don't want to spoil the surprise so all I am going to say is when you are faithful over the little God gives you more. Today I will be sharing my personal testimony to show you all that God provides and he truly shows up when needed! I hope you enjoy!!!!

Scripture reference:

Pslams 118:21 NLT "I thank you for answering my prayer and giving me victory!"

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Heyyy my Little Angelzz welcome back to another episode! This week I have been battling procrastination and the push to get certain projects done. Procrastination is something that we ALL suffer from at different degrees. God has shown me how I have been a high functioning procrastinator in the past, but this new season of higher heights he is calling me to more on my plate. I can no longer approach my work ethic the same as the past. I now have to be more disciplined then I have ever been before. Embark on another facet of my journey walking with Christ and becoming an entrepreneur.

Scripture Reference:

Hebrews 12:11 NLT

"No discipline is enjoyable while it is happening -- it's painful! But afterward there will be a peaceful harvest of right living for those who are trained in this way"

- I encourage you all to focus on the "But afterward" part of this verse. God is our number one motivator. His word proves time and time again how he simply wants to encourage us along our way. Remember he sent Jesus so he knows this life is challenging and a battle, but you got this. Keep going and keep striving!

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Scripture References:

Isaiah 9:2 KJV -" The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined"

Hey my Little Angels this week I am discussing the Fish Bowl Philosophy This is a philosophy that no matter what you do someone is always watching you. Because of this you have the opportunity to motivate others through your walk with Christ. Lead by example! We are always observing one another and sometimes you can be someone's positive example by accident. Allow this episode to change your perspective on your walk with Christ because your walk is not just for you it is also for others!!

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Hey my Little Angelz this week I realized that I struggle with expecting to much from people. I am a passionate, hardworking, driven woman and sometimes I think others are like me. I am learning to lower my expectations on family, friends, and relationships.

I believe at this point in my life this is the wise thing to do. You end up hurting yourself because you EXPECT people to treat you how you treat them. You EXPECT them to communicate how you do. At the very least you EXPECT them to put the same amount or more effort into the relationship. This is not reality for most relationships.

Relying on God becomes the most important decision you can make in a situation where you are expecting to much from "man" and not tapping into fulfilling the expectations God has for you.

Scripture References:

Mathew 7:6 ":Don't waste what is holy on people who are unholy. Don't throw your pearls to pigs! They will trample the pearls , then turn and attack"

Proverbs 10:28 "The hopes of the godly result in happiness, but the EXPECTATIONS of the wicked come to nothing"

On this week's episode I go deeper into the hardships of being a kind person. Knowing when to draw the line between being nice to people and pleasing them is something that can make or break your success with denying your flesh.

This is something I am still learning to teach myself to do, but I thought this topic has always been trendy in my life. In this season, I am trying my best to say NO and be okay with people not understanding the way I move now.

Scripture References: Mathew 16:24

"Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after ME, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me."

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Dear Little Angels,

This week was really challenging for me. I talk about forgiving myself for mental health issues I can't control. Sometimes it is easy to be mad at yourself because there are things mentally going on that you do not understand. PMDD - Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder is one of those things that makes me very confused and mad at myself because I can't control nor understand my feelings half the time.

Through God's grace and mercy I have found comfort in him that it is okay that there are things that I don't understand when it comes to my mental health because HE understands me regardless. God knows what I am going through on the inside whether I talk about it to others or not.

The next step is taking accountability for my actions and realizing I am not going to be able to get through this alone. I need him. Yes, even when it comes to your mental health, ESPECIALLY when it comes to your mental health. The world will try to paint you as a "crazy person" or even the enemy, but that is not my reality or yours. This was a hard episode to record, but it meant a lot to me to be able to get some of the issues bottled up inside out. I hope you enjoy!!!

- Love Zhan

Scripture References:

1 John 1:9 NLT

Mathew 6:14 NLT

Colossians 3:13 NLT

"Make allowances for each other's faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive" Scripture highlights how we need to forgive others, but I also believe God wants us to be able to forgive ourselves after we have come to him with a repenting heart. We can no longer carry those burdens of shame because God has already released us from those shackle's.

Resources on PMDD:

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/9132-premenstrual-dysphoric-disorder-pmdd https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/conditions-and-diseases/premenstrual-dysphoric-disorder-pmdd#:~:text=What%20is%20premenstrual%20dysphoric%20disorder,symptoms%20disrupt%20daily%20living%20tasks.

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