By Gareth Davies
The podcast currently has 11 episodes available.
James Jefferson was in the early stages of his police career when he and his partner found themselves cornered by an armed suspect. With no other option, they opened fire in self-defence, wounding and ultimately killing the suspect. In the following months and years, the trauma from that night took James on a self-destructive journey that would find him alone one day in his car with his service weapon to his head.
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Tom Staples was an ex-Marine and police officer with 20 years service. When you picture a police officer, Tom would be the type of person you think of - strong, dependable, steady. Yet on Thursday 2nd May 2019, with his two young sons playing downstairs, Tom went up to his bedroom and took his own life. No red flags. No warnings.
In this episode you'll hear from his wife JoAnna, about the life they shared, the moment she found him and her life since. In this episode you will:
Rachel Hearn has spent her working life with the Ambulance Service.
She has witnessed and dealt with countless potentially trauma-inducing incidents. And yet when she made the call to her employee assistance programme to ask for help, it wasn't because of a harrowing ordeal, but rather that the build up of stress in her private life had brought her to breaking point.
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To Gamal Turawa, policing represented a chance to belong.
Sadly he was subjected to an alarming racial assault within weeks of joining. The racism, discrimination and stereotypes that undermined his confidence and self-worth as a young boy growing up in 1970's Britain, were only compounded by the culture within policing at the time. During his policing career, it was the trauma found at the hands of his colleagues, and not on the streets that took him to a station platform one morning to end his life.
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To what extent does the judgement of others impact your life? How much of your decision making is actually driven by what you assume others will think?
The fear of judgement, of being seen as weak or imperfect in some way is a very real barrier to many emergency service personnel speaking out and asking for help. In this episode, we give it a name - Perfectionism, and identify strategies that will help you to let go of what others might think.
“More officers die by their own hands than in the line of duty.”
In May 2011 Law Enforcement Officer David Mcilwraith stepped outside his house onto the front porch, and took his own life. Tragically witnessed by his wife Wendy, and forever changing hers, she courageously and openly shares his story in the hope it will save others from going down the same path.
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On Christmas Eve 2003, John Millard was called to devastating incident that forever changed him and his paramedic colleague that attended.
In this episode, we hear John share how even following the most heartbreaking events, it is possible to rise stronger and experience positive personal growth.
We discuss how the theory of post traumatic growth offers another perspective, where people can thrive despite the shadows of trauma, building a brighter, different and even more resilient future.
The cumulative trauma Brent Vine experienced pushed his marriage to breaking point and took him to a place where he began planning his own death.
In this episode, we talk about the identity we may assume when we put on the uniform, the masks and armour we wear to survive, and how this can impact relationships with others and ourselves.
We discuss how we can push away support by judging the nature of the events experienced through others eyes, and how identifying with a superhero can conflict with the human needs we have to process the extraordinary circumstances that occur.
Brent shares how he has learnt to let go of the heroic persona, put down the mask and be honest with himself, with his relationships and mental health strengthened as a result.
Anne Boland was always a highly engaged and motivated officer in An Garda, but over time she experienced a succession of traumatic and difficult events that lead to a decline in both her physical and mental health.
In this episode, we talk about the challenges of connecting with those inside and outside emergency services, depression and isolation, and how the body gives us warning signs.
Through Anne’s enduring quest for greater knowledge she shares how cultivating connection has helped her overcome depression and affect meaningful change in her force.
In May 2015, whilst pursuing a suspect, PC Sean Burridge experienced a life altering incident that would forever change the way he thought and served.
In this episode, we talk about how PTSD can develop from trauma, the impact on relationships and challenges of returning to work on the front line. We learn how being able to recognise, name, and understand our feelings can help us regain a sense of control to look forward to a future beyond PTSD.
The podcast currently has 11 episodes available.