Behind the Citgo

Lucas Grainger from Coastal Church in Shallotte, NC joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo crew for Episode 003: The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 1)

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Tyler Smith joins the Behind the Citgo podcast for Episode 001 - Behind the Citgo - The Unseen World of Addiction

My Unforgettable Sponsor & Smoking Crack Behind Citgo is a raw and unfiltered reflection on addiction and recovery, contrasting the chaos and degradation of active drug use with the steady, often uncomfortable presence of a sponsor who refuses to give up. Through stark imagery and honest self-examination, it explores survival mode, denial, relapse, and shame, while highlighting how accountability, mentorship, and grace can emerge in the most unlikely places and become the starting point for real transformation.

My Unforgettable Sponsor & Smoking Crack Behind Citgo is a raw and unfiltered reflection on addiction and recovery, contrasting the chaos and degradation of active drug use with the steady, often uncomfortable presence of a sponsor who refuses to give up. Through stark imagery and honest self-examination, it explores survival mode, denial, relapse, and shame, while highlighting how accountability, mentorship, and grace can emerge in the most unlikely places and become the starting point for real transformation.