Being Deleted.

Being Deleted. episodes:

• 01.22.2022

  Season 2, Ep2: The Week After Guy#3, the Clubhouse Chat, and the evolution of our screening process

  Unpacking the aftermath of our encounter with Guy #3, from Hubby's initial response to our increased libido, and my lingering insecurities about communication with the Bull. In response to several queries about screening, I also discuss how our screening process has...

  
• 12.24.2021

  Season 2 Ep1. We're back - Merry Christmas! New beginnings and Guy #3 'The Bodybuilder'

  It's taken a while but we're back! Things got a little rough for us, particularly for me in the middle of the year, but we are back on track and happily exploring our Hotwife fantasies again.  We wanted to share with...

  
• 03.06.2021

  Ep16. Our THIRD encounter (Round Two with Guy #2) Part 2

  This is Part 2 - listen to the first part in Episode 15. Oh, what a fun night! We're definitely on the tail end of our Hero's journey through the initiation in the Lifestyle - our confidence is building, we're clearer...

  
• 03.06.2021

  Ep15. Our THIRD encounter (Round Two with Guy #2) Part 1

  Oh, what a fun night! We're definitely on the tail end of our Hero's journey through the initiation into the Lifestyle - our confidence is building, we're clearer about our needs and standards, and we're dealing with the ups and...

  
• 02.14.2021

  Ep14. Our Rules - All 34 of them!

  We've had a few people ask about the 34 rules that govern our Hotwife play, so I go through each of them in this episode. The Rules were largely birthed from our encounters with The Devil (see Episode 3) and,...

  
• 02.13.2021

  Ep13. We've turned a corner! (Clarity, confidence and a fresh perspective)

  We've finally bounced back from the feelings of being deflated and lost in Episode 12, and are feeling significantly more confident about what we are looking for and how we communicate that. I'm starting to make peace with the Hotwife...

  
• 01.23.2021

  Ep12. A Hotwife Ramble - Managing life, flakes and getting over an early hump

  I took the 'diary entry' approach in this episode and just mind dumped about our recent frustrations with dealing with flaky single males and juggling the Hotwife lifestyle with our other life responsibilities. I also describe myself in more depth...

  
• 01.21.2021

  Ep11. Interview with the lovely Mr and Mrs Zee

  Finally! After losing the file from our first interview, I am so glad to finally share this robust interview with US-based Hotwife couple, Mr and Mrs Zee, with you all. Mr Zee keeps it real with some very important vetting...

  
• 01.03.2021

  Ep10. The New Year’s Eve guy

  Happy New Year everyone! So our New Year’s Eve experience was... interesting. Hotwife Fever took over me and I broke many of our established protocols to make the encounter happen, which resulted in a less than desirable encounter. Our Scouting...

  
• 12.18.2020

  Ep8. The freedom in 'talking incessantly' with others about Hotwife

  The author of 'The Ethical Slut' wrote about the power and freedom that comes with 'talking incessantly' with others about alternative lifestyles and going on a journey to explore ourselves and others.  We have been so privileged to hear from listeners...

  
• 12.09.2020

  Ep7. Our SECOND encounter, our terrible choice, and thoughts on male sexuality

  Take two! It became apparent pretty quickly that we made a glaringly obvious, very un-Covid-safe choice in our Second encounter. I talk about the mistake and the lesson, wins and takeaways from the encounter, as well as my thoughts on...

  
• 11.23.2020

  Ep6. Hotwife, female sexuality and the resources that helped us

  Getting started on our Hotwife journey was hard and confusing! Despite being a common sexual fantasy, there are relatively few resources dedicated to helping couples navigate and understand the Hotwife lifestyle. In this episode I go through some of the...

  
• 11.23.2020

  Ep5. One week after the Italian Stallion

  Reflections one week after our first encounter. Consensus between us is it was still an incredible experience, however there is some emotional aftermath to contend with.

  
• 11.15.2020

  Ep4. Our FIRST real encounter (the Italian Stallion)

  Finally - we did it! We made our fantasy a reality. Hubby watched me play with a sexy, charming, respectful stud... and much fun was had by all.

  
• 11.15.2020

  Ep3. Sex with the Devil (more lessons in Hotwife play)

  One of our biggest challenges, and ultimately the biggest period of growth in our Hotwife play, happened when ‘The Devil’ came into our lives. He shook us up and left us a little raw, but also much clearer in how...

  
• 11.15.2020

  Ep2. Our early Hotwife experiences

  We have been experimenting with Hotwife play for over five years... not much, but enough to learn some important lessons. Here are some stories from the early days...

  
• 11.11.2020

  Ep1. Introducing our Hotwife journey

  Introducing us as a couple, how my partner pitched hotwife to me, why I like it and why I started this podcast.