Being MsDiva

Remember baby steps and to continue to climb the ladder of healing one step at a time.

Don't allow anyone to stop you from going forward. Keep walking towards the light of your deliverance and healing.

This is the only way your healing process will start to happen. Once I started to trust in myself and believed that I could talk about what I went through, This started my healing process. It wasn't easy but it was necessary.

Some days I would remember things that I went through and I would start to cry. But through the tears I get a release in my spirit and tell myself I am somebody and I can help another single woman who has been or is going through abuse.

I wanted and needed to become a different woman who was happy and could believe in her self.

It' s ok to cry and ask yourself questions. Sometimes this is part of your healing. I have been there many of times. I had the blame game going on in my mind. Telling myself if I really wanted to leave, I could have. But I was so afraid of this man that I stayed. I understand .

I was always looking for encouragement and someone to just help and understand me. I needed a friend!

Trying to cope and not be so bitter was so very hard for me. The tunnel of despair I was in! I just couldn't understand what I was doing wrong.

I was becoming a very unhappy Woman and went back into the tunnel of hopelessness and defeat.

How am I to go on? This episode is talking about the calling off of the proposal! The journey of hurt came back again!