Some days I would remember things that I went through and I would start to cry. But through the tears I get a release in my spirit and tell myself I am somebody and I can help another single woman who has been or is going through abuse.

I wanted and needed to become a different woman who was happy and could believe in her self.

It' s ok to cry and ask yourself questions. Sometimes this is part of your healing. I have been there many of times. I had the blame game going on in my mind. Telling myself if I really wanted to leave, I could have. But I was so afraid of this man that I stayed. I understand .

I was always looking for encouragement and someone to just help and understand me. I needed a friend!

Trying to cope and not be so bitter was so very hard for me. The tunnel of despair I was in! I just couldn't understand what I was doing wrong.

I was becoming a very unhappy Woman and went back into the tunnel of hopelessness and defeat.

How am I to go on? This episode is talking about the calling off of the proposal! The journey of hurt came back again!

Talking about me and what I am going through on this day. The continuation of episode 7 will be publish May 15th.

Depression, mistrust and frustration all came rushing back in!

I am a Single woman who believes in herself and have decided to not wait on someone else to lift me up or even to encourage me. I have a Destiny to fulfill and I am determine to fulfill that. To be a blessing and a support to another single woman that has been through abuse. Single Women we got this!