What I thought was a great moment in my life! The day he asked me to marry him! I said yes and was so happy until!

I thought I had let go of the frustrations, hurts, failure and fears. Believing all was great with me!

How do I feel some days verses other days! The stuggles to become me!

I had to find out what what I wanted and needed to be able to go forward!

Even though what he did to me, I felt I had a right to never forgive him and to keep hating him, but this was only hurting me and not him.

Remember you have to change the way you talk! Remember to always speak positive words about you, because negative words is what you heard all the time!

Setting goals by doing Baby Steps in your process of healing!

How I feel some days whenever I am in my office sitting in front of my laptop!   Understand what I speak in any of my episodes, I am speaking my truth and my journey, how I felt and how some of my days be like. Thank you for listening and asking question if you have any. 

This was hard for me because I didn't know how to  let it go, or who to talk to about it! This was my weakness and failure is what I believed.

Just felt to talk a little bit!