Be patient. God is so good. Say yes when it makes sense and not because you have no other options. Be honest with what you want in and for your future. Make sure your love language exudes integrity. To date or not to date? No. Not yet. Getting to know my new self first.

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Returned home just before my dear friend passed. RIP Toni God's timing is always perfect.

My first first post since relocating from California. I haven't been home since 1997 not 2009. That is a correction. What it feels like to be home again. The struggles of living with mom at the age of 51. Adjusting to my new life and finally living loved. New York New York a he'll of a town. I love being here. I missed you New York

My last night in Sacramento. Feelings insight perspective

Reflection of today's court event. Enlightening event. Introspection of self. The direction God led me in. Unmasking the past and taking away its power. The devil's war against humanity. Against decency. The criminal justice system failure. The 3 R's: Race Racism & Reality. The end of one chapter and the beginning of another. Learn from the past. Live for the future. This is my story.

I will discuss the process of relocating from the place I live now in Sacramento to go on back home to live in Yonkers with my mother. What it feels like to give away and sell everything you've worked for. The joy of receiving and giving blessings. Excitement and joy knowing a new chapter is finally going to happen. Why living your life chasing someone else's dreams is a recipe for a destruction of your joy. I'm filled with joy and hope. God did this I'm merely along for the ride. To God be all thr glory.

12 years a slave. The Help. This is my testimony. Addiction, sacrifice, struggle, infidelity, finance, career, family, health issues, goals, marriage, abandonment, divorce, financial ruin, separation, facades, final chapter, new beginning, faith, home, excitement, and fear. From beginning to the soon to be end. Almost free. Freedom will be achieved when God carries my over this last hurdle. Footprints in the sand.

This episode will describe how my week turned out. I did not have any setbacks physically. I did mentally and with my family. There was a death in the family on the day of my stroke anniversary. A graduation of my oldest stepson that I did not attend because he did not want me there. How my anger almost got the best of Me and how I was helped through family, friends, and Bible study. Which helped to get past my anger and not lash out.

Being cordial has it setbacks. These are the days of lasts. Last days of marital status. Last birthdays and holidays. Last days of communication with a family I thought I had. Last days of 12 years of my former life. Last days on this emotional roller-coaster. I still have hopes and dreams. What I need to do to get the last days of my life back. These are my last days to live and find happiness within me. Last days to receive and accept love.