Beyond the Dose

Is divorce the end or the beginning of something new?

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, Michelle Harrell sits down with divorce coach Gwendoline Van Doosselaere to explore the deeper emotional and spiritual journey of divorce and how it can become a powerful catalyst for transformation, healing, and identity shift.

Together, they unpack what it really means to move through divorce with intention, from navigating grief and anger to rebuilding your sense of self and finding resilience on the other side.

This conversation is especially for women going through life transitions, seeking clarity, and looking for support during one of life’s most challenging seasons.

What You'll Learn in This Episode

• Divorce as a spiritual and personal growth journey
• Identity transformation during major life transitions
• Emotional resilience, grief, and healing
• Letting go of cultural expectations around divorce
• The importance of community support and connection
• Finding meaning, joy, and purpose after divorce

If you’re navigating divorce, separation, or a major life shift, this episode is a reminder that you are not alone, and that transformation is possible.

🔗 Connect with Gwendoline Van Doosselaere:

Instagram: @_enilodnewg_ | @artemisdivorcecoaching
Facebook: @artemisdivorcecoaching
LinkedIn: /artemis-divorce-coaching/
Website: https://www.artemisdivorcecoaching.com/

🔗 Connect with Michelle:

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Newsletter: https://substack.com/@michelleharrell

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Divorce Coaching
02:11 Personal Stories of Divorce
04:58 The Emotional Journey of Divorce
07:54 Cultural Scripts and Divorce
11:05 Identity Transformation Through Divorce
14:00 The Role of Anger and Grief
16:53 Navigating the Healing Process
20:01 Motherhood and Divorce
22:52 Finding Joy Amidst Pain
25:44 Navigating Divorce with Children
30:26 The Impact of Trauma on Healing
31:49 Identity Shift Post-Divorce
36:28 Building Community and Support
37:21 Coaching and Resources for Women
46:36 Creating a Holistic Divorce Network
50:08 Embracing Acceptance and Transformation

About Beyond the Dose

Beyond the Dose is a podcast exploring healing, personal growth, and transformative conversations around mental health, psychedelics, and intentional living.

Subscribe for weekly episodes on healing, connection, and living with greater presence.

#DivorceHealing #LifeAfterDivorce #EmotionalHealing #PersonalGrowth #WomenEmpowerment #MentalHealth #HealingJourney #Transformation #BeyondTheDose #MichelleHarrell

What does it really take to build a business when you’re scared, uncertain, and facing setbacks?

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, Michelle Harrell sits down with entrepreneur Tralice Lewis, founder of Callie’s Custom Wigs, to explore the powerful intersection of entrepreneurship, faith, and legacy.

Tralice shares how her business was inspired by honoring her mother, and how that purpose carried her through the challenges of building something from the ground up. From navigating fear and uncertainty to stepping into opportunities she never expected — including pitching her business in front of Oprah Winfrey, this conversation is a raw and honest look at what it means to pursue your calling.

This episode dives into:

• Entrepreneurship and overcoming fear
• The role of faith in business decisions
• Building a legacy-driven brand
• The struggles behind the scenes of entrepreneurship
• The importance of community support and authenticity
• Finding peace in the middle of uncertainty

If you’re building something, starting over, or walking through a season of doubt, this conversation is your reminder that you don’t have to feel fearless to move forward.

🔗 Connect with Tralice Lewis:

Instagram: @callies_custom_hatwigs

Facebook: @calliescustomhatwigs
TikTok: @callies_hatwigs
Youtube @calliescustomhatwigs

Website: https://calliescustomhatwigs.com/

🔗 Connect with Michelle:

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Newsletter: https://substack.com/@michelleharrell

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to the Journey

01:31 The Inspiration Behind Callie's Custom Wigs

05:05 Legacy and Faith in Entrepreneurship

09:24 Navigating Fear and Uncertainty

14:07 The Role of Faith in Business

18:54 The Struggles of Entrepreneurship

About Beyond the Dose

Beyond the Dose is a podcast exploring healing, personal growth, and transformative conversations around mental health, psychedelics, and intentional living.

Subscribe for weekly episodes on healing, connection, and living with greater presence.

#Entrepreneurship #FaithOverFear #WomenInBusiness #MentalHealthPodcast #BeyondTheDose

Grief changes everything, but what if it could also transform the way we live, love, and heal?

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes back Dr. Tiffany Ryan to share her personal journey through grief after the loss of her son. They explore healing, acceptance, and the complex emotional landscape of loss and how even the most painful experiences can lead to profound personal growth.

This conversation dives into the role of psychedelics in shifting perspective, the importance of language in the grief process, and why healing is a spiral we move through over time. Dr. Ryan also shares powerful insights on parenting through grief, practicing non-attachment, and finding meaning in suffering.

If you are navigating grief, supporting someone who is, or seeking deeper understanding around healing and presence, this episode offers a compassionate and grounded perspective.

What You'll Learn:

• Why grief is a journey of acceptance and surrender
• How psychedelics can offer new perspectives on healing
• The difference between pain and suffering
• How language shapes our experience of grief
• Parenting through grief with presence and influence
• The practice of non-attachment in everyday life
• The importance of community and connection in healing

🔗 Connect with Dr. Tiffany Ryan:

Instagram: @dr.tiffanyryan

Website: https://www.drtiffanyryan.org/

Get Dr. Tiffany Ryan’s books here:
Noah Grants Hope: 231 Days of Transformation Post-Lifequake https://www.amazon.com/dp/1960892495
Soul Work: A Field Guide to Freedom https://a.co/d/aup3szz

🔗 Connect with Michelle:

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Newsletter: https://substack.com/@michelleharrell

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction and Grief Journey
03:11 Psychedelic Insights and Acceptance
05:58 The Nature of Healing and Non-Linear Progress
08:32 Language and Connection in Grief
10:57 Navigating Life's Hardships
13:29 Emotional Processing and Parenting
16:13 Suffering vs. Pain
18:05 Post-Traumatic Growth and Perspective
21:03 Finding Meaning in Loss
22:30 Navigating Emotional Responses
25:43 The Importance of Stillness
29:03 Understanding Non-Attachment
33:43 Acceptance and Perspective in Healing
36:48 Parenting Through Grief and Influence
41:41 Transforming Rage into Constructive Change

About Beyond the Dose

Beyond the Dose is a podcast exploring healing, personal growth, and transformative conversations around mental health, psychedelics, and intentional living.

Subscribe for weekly episodes on healing, connection, and living with greater presence.

#GriefHealing #PersonalGrowth #Psychedelic #MentalHealth #BeyondTheDose

Financial stress affects millions of people and can impact far more than your bank account. It influences your mental health, relationships, and overall well-being.

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with financial coach Sarah Van Hoose about overcoming debt, building financial awareness, and creating a path toward financial freedom. Sarah shares her personal journey from overwhelming debt to financial independence and explains how budgeting, values-based spending, and intentional financial planning helped transform her life.

Together they explore the emotional side of money — including shame, guilt, and avoidance — and how financial coaching and community support can help people take control of their finances with confidence.

If you’re feeling overwhelmed by debt, struggling with budgeting, or looking for practical steps toward financial freedom, this conversation offers empowering insights and real strategies to help you build a healthier relationship with money.

What You'll Learn in This Episode

• Why financial stress impacts mental health and well-being

• How financial awareness helps you manage debt and spending

• Practical budgeting strategies for financial freedom

• The power of values-based spending

• How to overcome shame and guilt around money

• Why flexibility matters in financial planning

• How financial coaching can transform relationships and personal empowerment

• The role of community support in achieving financial goals

🔗 Connect with Sarah VanHoose:

Instagram: @journeytoinfluence

Facebook: @journeytoinfluence

Website: https://www.myjourneytoinfluence.com/

🔗 Connect with Michelle:

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Newsletter: https://substack.com/@michelleharrell

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Financial Stress and Coaching

03:18 Sarah's Journey from Debt to Financial Freedom

05:55 Strategies for Managing Debt and Financial Awareness

08:35 The Importance of Values-Based Spending

11:13 Setting Financial Goals and Sustainable Plans

13:50 Overcoming Shame and Guilt in Financial Conversations

16:45 Teaching Financial Literacy to the Next Generation

22:24 Navigating Life's Pivots

24:21 Mastering Personal Finances

27:16 The Journey to Financial Independence

29:41 Finding Room for Coaching

31:28 Transformative Client Experiences

34:44 Community and Support in Financial Coaching

38:26 Outro

About Beyond the Dose

Beyond the Dose is a podcast exploring healing, personal growth, and transformative conversations about wellness, mental health, and intentional living.

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#FinancialFreedom #DebtFreeJourney #FinancialCoaching #BudgetingTips #MoneyMindset

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes Jenna Kluwe to discuss her new venture, Nature's Path Wellness Collective. Jenna shares her vision of creating a holistic community that supports both practitioners and clients in their healing journeys. The conversation explores the importance of integration in wellness, the need for a collaborative approach to care, and the various modalities offered at the collective. Jenna emphasizes the significance of community in healing and the goal of making wellness accessible to everyone.

In this conversation, Michelle and Jenna speak about:

• Nature's Path Wellness is a collective of diverse practitioners.
• The collective aims to support both clients and practitioners.
• Integration in wellness goes beyond traditional therapy.
• Community support is crucial for mental health and healing.
• Holistic approaches to health are becoming more recognized.
• Clients can navigate multiple modalities under one roof.
• The collective encourages collaboration among practitioners.
• Jenna's personal experiences shaped her vision for the collective.
• Nature's Path aims to fill gaps in the integration space.
• The collective is committed to inclusivity and anti-racism.

🔗 Connect with Jenna Kluwe

Instagram: @innerdimensionsintegration | @naturespathwellnesspdx

Facebook: @naturespathwellnesscenter

Website: https://www.takenaturespath.com/

For deeper support through psychedelic preparation, integration, and retreat experiences:

🔗 Connect with Michelle Harrell

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Podcast: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/podcast-beyond-the-dose

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Nature's Path Wellness Collective

03:18 The Importance of Community in Healing

06:16 Integration and Holistic Approaches

08:49 Navigating Health Crises with Support

11:33 Client-Centric Services and Accessibility

14:11 Building a Collaborative Network

16:57 The Future of Nature's Path Wellness

19:41 Educational Initiatives and Community Engagement

22:28 Conclusion and Future Collaborations

27:37 Outro

In this deeply personal episode of Beyond the Dose, Michelle Harrell shares the story of her unexpected faith journey from being a vocal non-believer to developing a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

Between 2014 and 2019, a series of life-altering events — divorce, job loss, relocation, and profound uncertainty led Michelle into a season of searching. What began as a mental health and personal growth journey eventually opened the door to something deeper: faith.

In this conversation, Michelle speaks candidly about:

• Her life Before Christ and After Christ
• How psilocybin played a role in her spiritual awakening
• The tension between spirituality, science, and Christianity
• The importance of developing a personal relationship with God
• Why reading the Bible for yourself matters
• Navigating friendships and family relationships after a shift in beliefs
• Finding purpose, meaning, and community through faith
  

This episode is for anyone who:

• Feels spiritually curious but uncertain
• Is questioning their belief system
• Is navigating a season of loss, transition, or identity change
• Wonders how faith and psychedelic healing can coexist

If you’ve ever found yourself searching for meaning beyond achievement, productivity, or self-help, this conversation is an invitation to explore your own path.

If this episode resonates with you, please:

• Subscribe to the channel for more conversations on psilocybin, healing, faith, and transformation
• Share this episode with someone navigating their own spiritual journey
• Leave a comment. Your story matters here.

For deeper support through psychedelic preparation, integration, and retreat experiences:

🔗 Connect with Michelle Harrell

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Podcast: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/podcast-beyond-the-dose

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Michelle's Faith Journey: From Non-Believer to Believer

08:17 The Role of Psilocybin in Spiritual Awakening

14:51 Navigating Relationships and Challenges as a New Believer

16:47 Outro

What happens when traditional treatments aren’t enough for trauma?

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, Michelle Harrell sits down with Michelle Orr to discuss the life-changing work of Veterans Exploring Treatment Solutions (VETS) — a nonprofit providing safe, legal psychedelic therapy options for veterans and their spouses.

Together, they explore the realities many veterans face after service, including PTSD, depression, relationship strain, and the heartbreaking reality of veteran suicide rates. This conversation sheds light on how psychedelic-assisted therapies, including Ibogaine, MDMA, and Psilocybin, are helping veterans process trauma, reconnect with themselves, and rebuild their lives.

You’ll hear powerful insights on:

• Why trauma impacts the entire family system
• The critical role spouses play in the healing journey
• How MDMA supports trust, connection, and emotional safety
• Why integration and community support are essential after psychedelic experiences
• How programs like VETS are working to reduce stigma and expand access to care
  

We also encourage you to learn more about the documentary @inwavesandwar (In Waves and War on Netflix), which highlights the urgent need for innovative trauma treatments for veterans.

Please like, subscribe, and share to help bring awareness to alternative pathways for trauma healing.

If this conversation moved you, consider taking the next step.

Veterans Exploring Treatment Solutions (VETS) is a nonprofit working to provide safe, legal access to life-saving psychedelic therapies for veterans and their spouses. These treatments are often the turning point for those who have exhausted traditional options.

Your support helps make these healing opportunities possible.

Learn more, get involved, or donate:
Veterans Exploring Treatment Solutions (VETS)
Instagram: @veteransolutions
Website: https://vetsolutions.org

Every share, contribution, and conversation helps bring hope to those who have served.

🔗 Connect with Michelle Harrell

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

Podcast: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/podcast-beyond-the-dose

Website: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/

Book for a free consultation: https://calendly.com/michelle-gtu/introductory-call

Subscribe to Michelle’s Substack articles: https://michelleharrell.substack.com/

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to the Vets Program and Its Importance

02:14 Personal Stories of Trauma and Healing

05:57 Exploring Different Psychedelic Modalities

11:22 The Impact of Ibogaine on Trauma

16:06 The Role of MDMA in Healing Relationships

18:44 Exploring MDMA and Its Effects

20:22 Psychedelics and Healing Journeys

21:42 Faith and Psychedelics: A Personal Connection

23:00 The Importance of Legal and Safe Practices

26:00 Integration: The Key to Healing

30:30 The Ambassador Program and Community Support

34:25 Breaking Stigmas Around Psychedelics

36:48 Outro

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with female libido specialist Elena Rossi about the complexities of female sexuality, the importance of safety in relationships, and the role of body work in trauma healing. They discuss how societal norms have shaped women's experiences with sex, the significance of self-discovery, and the ongoing journey of healing. The conversation emphasizes the need for authenticity, connection, and the challenges faced in navigating modern relationships.

🎧 Whether partnered, single, or questioning, tune in to reflect on where safety exists in your life and where it needs tending for a deeper connection.

🔗 Connect with Elena Rossi: IG @elenarossiofficial | 🌐 https://elenarossiofficial.com/

🔗 Connect with Michelle:

Instagram: @purplecityexperience | @treeoflifefacilitator

Facebook: @purplecityexperience

LinkedIn: /mharrell73

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Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Female Libido and Sexuality

02:48 The Importance of Safety in Sexual Relationships

05:34 The Impact of Modern Sexual Norms

08:40 Navigating Relationships and Self-Identity

11:19 Recognizing Unsafe Relationships

13:55 The Role of Body Work in Healing

16:41 The Connection Between Mind and Body

19:28 The Importance of Individual Work in Healing

22:16 The Journey of Self-Discovery

24:55 The Role of Rituals in Relationships

28:07 The Shift in Desire and Connection

30:39 The Challenges of Filming Sessions

33:48 The Importance of Authenticity in Healing

36:37 Conclusion and Reflections on the Journey

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In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Unitarian Universalist minister and former client Chris Jimmerson to explore how grief, psilocybin, and surrender can transform the human spirit.

Chris opens up about the loss of his life partner, how a guided psychedelic journey helped him reconnect with God and love, and how that moment of surrender shifted his faith, purpose, and capacity for love.

Together, they talk about:

✅ What psilocybin revealed about grief, God, and presence
✅ Why surrender is the hardest — but most powerful — part of healing
✅ The emotional paradox of finding joy in deep loss
✅ How psychedelics helped him reconnect with a new love
✅ How spiritual leadership changes after encountering divine love
✅ The role of integration, community, and self-acceptance after loss

Whether you're navigating loss, faith, or the unknown, this episode offers comfort, clarity, and real hope for what's possible on the other side of grief.

🎤 To learn more about Chris Jimmerson's work, follow his contributions within the Unitarian Universalist community or check your local congregation to find his latest talks and spiritual leadership offerings.

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In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Tracey Tee, founder of Moms on Mushrooms (MOM) to explore how psychedelics are transforming mental health for mothers.

Tracey opens up about her personal journey, the evolution of the MOM platform, and the growing movement of mothers who are healing and reclaiming their inner peace through sacred medicine.

Together, they talk about:

✅ How motherhood changes emotions, and why psychedelics offer powerful support

✅ What most people misunderstand about microdosing 

✅ The challenges mothers face when exploring psychedelic medicine

✅ Why community and slowing down are key to healing

✅ The potential of psilocybin to treat postpartum depression

✅ How Moms on Mushrooms is building a new model for healing through sisterhood and storytelling

Whether you're an anxious mom or simply curious about this rapidly growing space, this episode is for you.

🎧 Tune in to learn how one mother's mission sparked a global movement, and why mushrooms might be one of the most important tools in modern maternal care.

🔗 Connect with Tracey: www.momsonmushrooms.com or @momsonmushroomsofficial on Instagram
🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator

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