In episode #50, Megan shares how nothing has been more impactful on her spiritual growth than Step 11. On awakening, her first thought is "God direct my life."

In episode #49, Michelle N. shares the miracles that have happened in her life since getting sober, working this program of recovery through Big Book Awakening, by taking statements in the Big Book and turning them into questions.

In episode #48, Luis L. shares how when he got here he was "like a tornado roaring his way through the lives of others." Saved by the grace of God, Luis was able to recover from alcoholism. Over time, God would heal his heart and he would learn how to extend grace to others, one day at a time.

In episode #47, Mike H. raises the question: "Is a belief and a faith in God enough for me to recover?" Because when he got here he had a really big problem with God. Mike shares there's one really important detail in whether we want to recover from Alcoholism. "Am I willing to do the work in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous because God blesses work not words."

 In episode 46, Jose G. AKA "Pastor Jose" reminds us that we need God's "protection and care" because the journey ahead is going to be rough. "Remember that we deal with alcohol—cunning, baffling, powerful! Without help, it is too much for us. But there is One who has all power—that One is God. May you find Him now!" 

In episode #45, Chad shares his personal struggle with powerlessness over alcohol, mental obsession of controlling his drinking, a lot of trial and error (relapses), and the insidious insanity of that first drink. "The fact is that most alcoholics, for reasons yet obscure, have lost the power of choice in drink. Our so-called will power becomes practically nonexistent. We are unable, at certain times, to bring into our consciousness with sufficient force the memory of the suffering and humiliation of even a week or a month ago. We are without defense against the first drink."

In episode #44, Doni travels via plane from Missouri to California to participate in her first "live" Big Book Awakening meeting. Doni shares details of how God has shown up in her adventure to California. "I cease fighting anything or anyone...because God has my back."

In episode #43, Natasha and Rafael share their experience, strength, and hope with the group. "What it was like; What happened; What's like now."

In episode #42, Luis L. shares how when he arrived to the 12 step meetings he had a desperate desire to control his drinking but was powerless. As a result of going through the Big Book Awakening, a shift happened and he developed "the honest desire to let God take us to better things."

"I love life and life loves me." In episode #41, Renzo shares how he relapsed after two years... despite all his "relapse prevention plans". On his way to a meeting, he prays and asks God: "How can I become a drug counselor if I just relapsed? Show me what I need to do. How can I improve my sobriety?"