Bipey Fox

⚠️ MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
SUICIDE CHAT IN GRAPHIC DETAIL

Thanks to BF.
Thanks to Alfie.
Thanks to Bipolar UK.
Thanks to my Father.
Thanks to Depression for not killing me.
Thanks to those that care in the NHS.
Thanks to poetry and the arts.
Thanks to Lynn Marie Jackson.
Thanks to Tys and John.
Thanks MM. MM. MM.
Thanks to a coach and mentor.
Thanks to a Rockstar.
Thanks to the Dr that saved me. SAVE MINDS.
Thanks to that family. And every other family.
Thanks B to God.
Thanks to IAT.

This is the penultimate episode.
There is swearing.
There is a mention of suicidal thoughts and ideation.
It’s never goodbye.

Episode 14 - MM

Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox.

I have planned this.

The third and last podcast I’ll ever plan. And I’m reading this podcast completely verbatim.

So here goes.

NOT A DROP OF BLOOD.

A scientist wanted to test a theory. I needed a volunteer to get to the last consequences. Finally found him, he was a death sentence who would be executed in the electric chair.

The scientist proposed to the convicted, which is the following: He would participate in a scientific experiment that consisted of a small cut in his pulse, with the purpose of his blood slowly dripping to the last drop. He explained to him that he had minimal chances of survival, but that anyway, his death would be without suffering, or pain; he wouldn't even notice.

The convicted man accepted, because dying in this way, was preferable to dying in the electric chair. They placed him on a stretcher and tied his body so he couldn't move. Then they made a small cut on his wrist and placed a small aluminum vessel under his arm.

The cut was superficial, just his first layers of skin, but it was enough for him to believe he had actually cut his veins. Under the bed, a serum jar was placed with a small valve regulating the passage of liquid, in the form of drops falling into the vase. The convicted man could hear the drip and counted every drop of what he believed was his blood.

The scientist, without the convicted person seeing him, was closing the valve, so that the drip would diminish, with the intention of him to think his blood was ending.

With the minutes passing his face was losing color, his heart rate speeded up and he lost air to his lungs. When despair reached its peak, the scientist completely shut down the valve and then the convicted man went into cardiac arrest and died.

The scientist managed to prove that the human mind strictly meets everything he perceives and that the individual accepts it, whether positive or negative, acting on our entire psychic and organic part.

I've always thought that the mind has no limits when deceiving itself. Worse even when you don't understand things and manufacture what you can to understand, like when we see things we take them as supernatural but that really aren't.

Many times in our life problems that seem to be disastrous. Possibly there is someone who tells us that there is a small or small possibility of reversing that situation, but we decide to believe only what we are able to perceive and imagine.

′′ Who thinks of failing, already failed ′′
′′ Whoever thinks of winning takes one step forward ′′

Life is hard.

You never know what goes through anyone’s head.

Love the ones that love you in abundance.

Care.
Smile.
Hug.
Connect.
Love.
Love and love some more.

To whoever wrote this.

Thank you.

I read it as grief.

Grief is hard.

To Pop, DanDan, Grannie and Grandma.

I miss you everyday.

This ones for my family.

Keep smiling.

Stay good.

TRIGGER WARNING - Discussions of suicide.

Episode 13 - Bipey Fox - Save Minds Clinic with Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Chat wih Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Consultant Intensive Care Medicine

https://saveminds.co.uk/

TRIGGER WARNIG - Suicide Chat

Duality

Ian Timmings

He has Bipolar 2

Carl Jung

Freud

Synchronisity

Stephen Fry

Kurt Cobain

Bipolar Celebrities

Mozart

Bipolar Disorder - The Ultimate Guide - Book

Paul Abbott - Writer

Suicide Attempt

Suicide Attempt 2

Women

Homeland

Grandiose Ideas

Kanye West

Donald Trump

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Suicide Prevention

Conspiracy Theories

Covid

Medication - Lithium

Reversing Bipolar & Depression by Lynn Marie Jackson

email: [email protected]
phone: 07879208832

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Lynn-Marie-Jackson/e/B07BJBCSQ7%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_scns_share

Funny
Recipes
Intro to Bipolar
How Lynn lives well
Food
Healing
Detoxing
Ketamine experiences
Healthy body, healthy mind

A chat with a school friend that includes:

Bullying

Social Anxiety

ADHD

Hyperactivity

Mental Health at School

Exercise

Touch on Dyslexia

We talk:

Destressing

Cheese Sandwiches

Low Alcohol Alcohol

We laugh

We bond.

Enjoy.

Keep smiling

Stay good

Hello world and welcome to BIPEY Fox

Lynn Marie Jackson

Written a book

Called Reversing Bipolar and Depression

A guide to reverse chronic physical and mental health illnesses

Buddhism

Ketamine

Spirituality

Healthy eating

Exercise

Meditation

Therapy

Alcohol

Creativity

Adrenal System

Brain Chemistry

Lies about medication

Kelly Brogan - Books/ Work/ YouTube videos

Diabetes from wrong treatment

Toxicity’s

Chemical overload

Mind pellets

Psychiatry with Hitler

America put fluoride in water

Anger

Who do you believe - professional wise

Withdrawal from medications

Gaslighting

Western world

Hamster wheel

Keep pushing to get all the things we need

Coffee affects the adrenal system

Saunas

Swimming

Dopamine - running - hit

Bipolar - yoga meditation art painting

World of yes people

People pleasers

Not a gift

Social anxiety

Not fitting in

Curse

Can’t live in your body

Inner child

Hated going to school - was like a prison

Free - lived on a farm as a youth

Troubled relationships with family

Narcissists

Empaths

Family’s are dysfunctional

Caterpillar and the butterfly 

Confidence

Used to be hyper anxious

Everything was uncomfortable

Lucky

Medicated without ECT

came off benzodiazepines

Long term harm of medications

Uncomfortable sides to medications

Science of medication

Lot of anger

NHS did a lot of harm to Lynn

Share your truths too much

Never going to please everyone

Different tribes on this planet

Others who have recovered

Ignorant about some things, clever about others

Peer support

Inspiring without medication

Truly well

Alcoholics, heroin addicts

Psych meds needed to be weened off slowly

Detoxification of the body

Nutritionalist

Yoga

Guide

Ambition to have a retreat to learn about healing in North Norfolk

Get better quicker and get truly well

Ignored the illness

Playing the victim is part of your inner child

Lynn wants to help other people to teach them to learn to heal

Tools to build yourself

Lack of information

Heal yourself

Western world

2 rivers in the body - blood and lymph

Full of filth non judgementally

Internal toxic environment

Cleaning the blood up

Herbs and anti virals everyday

Can’t live in Chernobyl because it’s too chemically effected

B12 vitamins

Replacement

Ice cream away from a child

Societally programmed for capitalism

Healed because Lynn has gone the distance

Reversing Bipolar - Lynn Marie Jackson

Music - Chymes - Bob Dylan

Keep smiling

Stay good