BiPolar Coaster

Mental health update-feeling bad for irrational rants-trying to focus less on discourse when I see overview of things and how most things are filler Seeing reboots of 90s/00s propaganda-being from an era where it was dumbed down and how we were influenced by entertainment-envious of ppl who grew up in an era where there was allowed nuance-never having true freedom-past trauma-how marketing drama waters down art forms-horoscopes-the media reaction to Drake’s albums & no one looking at bigger picture of beef era and learning from the past-marketing mafia sacrifices for true crime marketing-Euphoria thoughts-The Boys series finale-Ronda Rousey-WWE White House-Tony Khan-AEW sports washing-TKO being obvious villains-AEW controlled opposition-Ludwig Kaiser arrest-avoiding more forced Hasan discourse-bad faith arguments when shootings happen-Stephen A Smith-Mark Fuhrman-Kars for Kids-Reparations for Trump supporters-Luigi Mangione-Tucker-fake left using bad faith arguments to support Hamas-Forcing more Chud the Builder-MTG vs AOC-gimmicked product placement-Hunter Biden Candace Owens-Thomas Massie-billionaires funding discourse-manufacturing consent-streamers-downplaying conspiracies-RAW NXT AEW Dynamite TNA Smackdown recaps-holding out on being irrational on IG-feeling like George Costanza making bold statements and going against my word vulnerability being pounced on-ppl taking advantage of stuff I vent about-how every cog will have their Hanzi meltdowns-trolls instilling paranoia reflecting on mortality-hackers-obsessive hatred for me-rebranded edginess-more fall out from Kevin Hart roast-Colbert vs Trump-gay republicans-SNL-New Music-more on Ludwig-Tulsi Gabbard resigns-rebooted tipping discourse-country vs country aesthetic-Online reaction to the Boys finale-Ashley St Clair-SNME Recap

Last Week's Raw NXT AEW Dynamite Recaps-Mental Health fall out from last podcast and potential mind games-trolls doubling down-weaponizing my mental health-turning artforms into drama-years of notes on tactics used against me-unsubscribing from a lot of alt media-higher ups contaminate everything in my life-decades of agents marketed drama -being passed down to different Iceberg Slims-lack of true freedom of speech-future vindication- wokeness-the numbers game-mental health victory made others spiral as much as they wanted me to-vultures- instilling drama so you never have mental clarity-Howard Stern gave vultures a style to run with-cogs could not truly handle the role they have given me-Tony Soprano level therapy sessions- realizing inexperienced cogs need to experience the bad before understanding their mental illness-worst impulses- Katt Williams humiliation ritual-preparing for mental battles and people disturbing my peace-earning the right to call my shots mentally-regressive behavior will wear the unwell done as it accumulates-Unbiased Drake recap and the discourse around his ICEMAN heel persona and not so much on the other albums-being in the worst era of analysis from hip hop media-DJ Khaled Palestine-Mainstream comedy becoming sports entertainment-online media watering down comedy like reality shows watered down artists leverage-Tony Khan- Joe Rogan-bored with political discourse-Fundamentalists regimes-fake left embracing white nationalists-AEW Collision and TNA recap-More Mental Health stuff and envisioning every scenario possible-being a social experiment the last 20 years-punishment for being irrational-tokens-preparing for alienation-people looking for public meltdowns-not giving into the drama-my word standing on its own-people doing tactics I have studied for decades-cogs all ending up alone in the end because we are all discarded-people want darker side to come out-how I lash out about my thoughts-dealing with mentally unwell people-industry spies keeping an eye on who says what-irrational hatred for by people who secretly listen-spending days away from political and wrestling discourse that I don't even give a shit if my recap from last week's Raw is out of date

Tormenters trying ruin minor mental health victory-how when being vulnerable you have to prepare for vultures-done with the mind games-how future cogs won’t be able to handle their future Ls-powerful ppl only interested in ppl Im interested in-future enemies and sacrifices-making incel types nervous advocating for women-spying on therapy sessions and journal entries-mentally unwell cogs not getting their mental checked -going cold hearted when they push me-don’t gossip about others to connect-how the game destroys friendships-women bosses-messing with my mental health—Troll spying and threatening-clone versions-worst time in my life to try and trigger me when Im able to do it-dealing with illuminati’s junior varsity class-mentally empowering me w these tactics-last resort attempts to break me-being honest and speaking from the heart-the elite’s aesthetic means nothing if my mental health triggers ppl who will never get better-intimidating me in how to write in my journal entry-exposition of tactics used against me-incels not wanting women to be seen as equals-trying to push me back into depression-internalized misogyny-willing to give up comedy but will keep showing up like George Costanza—maybe wasting time advocating-closeted conservatives- I try to build ppl up in a world where they want to tear everyone down-fake freedom of speech-more impossible tests-cogs pit against me will lose mental battle long term-perks won’t help-Howard Stern’s tactics-weaponized sex-get used to being alone-trying to improve mental health- freedom of choice-would’ve chosen Chelsea Handler to be my boss over Howard Stern-Akademiks-Verzus-Drake storylines before album- in depth recap of Kevin Hart roast and WWE presentation of comedy-Euphoria-New music-TKO-MVP vs HHH-TNA-booking structure-MTG AOC Ana Kasparian-scripted viral moments-Hasan influence-Tump-culture war product placement

Last 2 weeks of recaps of Raw NXT Smackdown, AEW Dynamite Collision, TNA and WWE Backlash-not all in order some recaps are scattered in between rants-Mental health tactics-horoscopes-female friendships-not selling my soul-streamer gimmicks-Rihanna/Asap-Dana White-Tony Khan-Elon Musk-Chappelle-Kamala Harris-Homeless sentiment-LGBTQ Palestine-Mentally preparing before going out-powerful men with women issues-billionaires invested in turning me heel-envy for ppl who grew up in era where there was nuanced convos-ppl in imaginary competition with me-having to prepare to alone in mental health journey-mentally unwell social climbers fall louder-easier to be persuaded going regressive mind set over confronting mental health-learning tactics from past tormentors-preparing to go in irrational mind set if triggered

Recorded from May 2nd-8th-Viral Twitter comedians and doing WWE version of an art form to water it down w sensationalism and forced drama-never being in the mindset to be social and not dropping my guard-irrational thoughts and using fantasies to escape-Howard Stern limited discourse over lawsuit-Asking AI chat bots right questions and talked to one to under the guise of Satan-media role in the beef era w Drake Kendrick-Drake next album will Drake in Tribal Chief arc-Meg Klay-Stephen A Smith-Zeus Network accusations-relationship celebs New Music-Euphoria/The Boys/DareDevil-Gimmicked narratives with these WWE releases and New Day and Kairi and Black future-WWE gimmicked feud w the internet and media-talking heads being naive about HHH corruption-WHCD Dana White-TNA vs AEW-Mads Krule-Jake Hager vs TK-Lacey Evans CM Punk vs fans-Rebel ALS-death-Graham Platner propped up and fake left being uncharismatic twats-Dunking on Newsom-Hasan on Ebro Rosenberg-WHCD shooter fall out and Jimmy Kimmel vs Trump-Honeypot scams-shooters social media-Curb memes-Bill Maher tropes-Comey IG-non stop hypocrisy discourse-SCOTUS-True Crime-Erika Kirk-stories of black face politicians-CNN arguments-alt media more of a parody-Libs of Tik Tok-Not knowing how to handle positive thoughts and embracing wanting to find love and scared of rejection-showing vulnerability w vultures coming and coming off corny- deep convo-not getting triggered-Trolls breaking me down-how wrestling industry treated women made me more appreciative-regressive gender war content-Dame Dash-Anti Drake ppl need to content farm-no music talk-Steffon Diggs/Kodak Black-Euphoria DareDevil/The Boys-Val Venis-Malakai Black vs Booker T-TKO being greedy-Ted Turner dead-Raja Jackson-Rob Feinstein comeback-falling behind on political discourse-fake left vs Elon-Platner-Met Gala- AI being advanced-gimmicked elections-obvious

villains for political discourse-AI-right echo chamber-Ak vs Hasan-Rehabbing Trump-Matt Taibbi-JP Morgan-Gimmicked elections-Liz Cheney Kamala discourse-Death penalty-extreme politicians-using-working class aesthetics to sell you WWE bullshit-Joe Rogan old clip

Mental Illness catch up over my last crash out-rebranded regression-trying to be moral-Trolls instilling paranoia-assisted suicide-Sami Zayn at Kill Tony-no one wants real edginess-trying not to bore ppl with mental growth-how everyone has a crash out moment-how established industry cogs mocked me when I didn’t sell my soul-new music and where art form is going-anti women sentiment-D4VD arrest-incentive to create news and content farming-prediction markets-Ice Spice-unhinged fandom-Drake album roll out-media rage baiting-tokens-regressive streamers trying to top themselves-Dunking on Netanyahu-Cast of the Boys becoming real life villains-The Strokes-Closet Trump “leftists”-right wing vs gay adoption-country vs country-how Russia vs Ukraine is a proxy war to make ppl more pro Russian-Obama/Zohran-Johnny Depp/Amber Heard-Corey Booker rant-political marks-Hasan discourse being forced-Onion buying Info Wars-pretend in fighting-forcing TV shows into political discourse-SPLC-downplaying conspiratorial elements after big ones proven true-Nazi influencers-Pride Month in Israel-Tucker Carlson-who is funding chaos-politicians arrested at protests tropes-Handlers-marketing UFO researchers deaths-normalizing pedo discussions in media-gerrymandering-gimmicked censorship-Nick Fuentes-hypocrisy angle-Chappelle on Trump-political fandom just as dumb as wrestling fandom systemic bumps-wrestlers being stalked and harassed-making Ric Flair a whack packer-Hulk Hogan fentanyl-Brock being a Tom MacDonald fan Cody being polarizing-Euphoria Dare Devil and the Boys thought-Mental health and broken cogs-learning how not to be relevant-Think tanks paying customs to put ppl’s lives in chaos-relationships-TKO being the main villains-WWE releases-media figures feuding w wrestlers and companies-where each released talent could end up-telling Drake to move on from beef and the folklore built-Meg/Klay-promoting social murders-pretend enemies of Trump-TSA-Kash Patel-Snoop Dogg hypocrisy-AEW Dynamite, WWE NXT, TNA, Smackdown, AEW Collision recaps-Trolls-WHCD shots fired-Mental growth-forcing martyrs-Meg/Akademiks-being inexperienced for relationships helped outlook-past trauma-how art is consumed-head coaches in scandals

Smackdown and WM Night 1 recaps-mentally ill crash out during Mania weekend from personal issues so lets make it worse by bitching on a 6 hour podcast because I am the one who looks bad reacting to tactics that I can’t officially prove exists-how I let shit stand in the 2010s with being used until its not convenient-Howard Stern gave ppl a style to run with how to discredit/manipulate/gaslight without ever having to be accountable-how billionaires have tried to pit me vs family-never wanting to trust anyone-nuclear family aesthetic-being put through humiliation rituals-valuing me enough where you have patsies designed to put effort into breaking me-media will care when they can make money-injecting agents into my life-lashing out irrationally on IG-stalkers of women wrestlers-Paige back w WWE-HHH reaction to negative opinions-Industry building up attitude era storylines online before putting it into product-forced arguments in fandom-not watching much indies during Mania weekend-Blood Sport-WWE HOF-Caitlin Jenner-the world destabilizing-forced toilet humor-forcing MSM figures hating on new martyrs-10 dead scientists conspiracy-religious celebs-breaking away from fake left propagandists-anti Semitism meant to be normalized as pro Israel type deny genocide-fake political in fighting-Joe Rogan-The Boys episode 3-WM Night 2 Recap-Troll threatening my life-the come down of the mentally ill crash out-struggling to be social-WWE talent harassed where CM Punk steps in and looking at the internet networks that are encouraging this for online content farming-ppl finding way to sophisticate irrational thought-ppl being anti mental health talk-old Artie Lange clip of mine going viral-media vs WWE storylines-WM Kill Tony-prediction of next year of what other companies doing a counter show of Saudi Mania

This podcast was recorded from April 12-16 -mentally preparing for scenarios-being a target-enemies needing a united front against me and they would turn on each other if Im no longer here-limited narratives-not wanting to go backwards from doing mental growth-ppl doing karaoke version of the past-ppl want me to go regressive-how limited the woke era was-manifesting-RIP Proof 20 years later-wrestlers rage baiting the internet-Uncovered Macho Man interview on WWF Radio in the 90s-Is midcard a bad thing in wrestling-Bret Hart-isms-worked shoots and profitable discourse-AEW vs TNA-online content being as overproduced as the actual programs-Recaps of last week’s Smackdown, TNA and Rebellion, AEW Collision, AEW Dynasty, this week’s WWE Raw-Mental illness and regretting irrational thoughts from previous portions of the podcast-going into a cycle of negative thoughts-handling Mania week-me looking back to my calls on Artie’s podcast-Howard Stern rumors-Roman Reigns on lack of competition-pro Tony Khan PR-wrestling discourse becoming like regressive tabloid shit-CM Punk discourse-Gucci Mane-Akademiks-Pusha T using Quentin Miller reference tracks-J Cole in CBA-AEW Dynamite and why I didn’t like giving away Darby’s world title win on TV-NXT recap-Roman/Punk-struggling during Mania week-wrestling discourse being gimmicked-Nick Khan rage baiting the internet-Jey Uso vs Cam-J Prince Jr-fundamentalist era-Ashlee Jenae death-Elon Musk not wanting to be liked-sexualization-dunking on obvious villains-Lauren Southern regrets-anti Israel sentiment-Genocide-Raytheon building set on fire-Recaps of this week’s AEW Collision and TNA

I am still finishing up the mental health & Mania Week podcast so I will tie you over the political discourse podcast-New music-permitted Vigilantes lighting warehouse fires as revolution despite it screwing over the environment and working class-Diddy-Afrika Bombata-JK Rowling Artemis 2 Crew to the Moon-claiming Iran war was to distract from Epstein but now Epstein files being used to distract from Iran-Dare Devil-The Boys last season-social media discourse at an all time low-low stakes discourse of which republicans are gay-how alt media will cause more longterm damage-sports entertainment in Canadian politics-Ilhan Omar embracing MTG-Jake Paul wanting to do black face-propagandists w good messages-AIPAC-Trump fake feuds-Kristi Noem’s husband-more forced Hasan discourse-protest discourse-wanting to be off the planet- Clavicular overdose and where funded streamers content is going-fundamentalists wielding power-Bill Maher anti Muslim rant-Viktor Orban loss Trump hitting on UFC fighter-alt media personalities not being charismatic enough to do their shock jock schtick-Skyler White discourse-Ruby Rose accusations towards Katy Perry-Chappell Roan-Tankiez rehabbing Trump-AOC-The Pitt discourse-Sydney Sweeney vs Megyn Kelly-Chappelle upset about right wing using anti trans jokes

Random thoughts from the top of my head-mental health irrational thoughts-Howard Stern being sued by assistant-CM Punk pipe bomb on Raw which I recap as well as NXT and Dynamite-J Cole on consuming art through reactions online-Kanye concert “canceled” discourse-Offset and Lil Tjay shot over gambling-Jay Electronica-Music releases from last week-HBK addressing bullying the Rock back in the 90s-TNA vs AEW discourse The online discourse being way overbooked than the actual programs-Established institutions funding stuff under the table-TK on Vince Russo podcast-Jade calling racism in fandom-Alberto Del Rio domestic abuse-fake libs and fake left in fighting before they both eventually pivot right wing-fundamentalist plans etched in stone-giving plausible deniability to Trump-politicians posting thirst traps -Trump/Israel/Iran fake ceasefire deal-political online manipulation and blind fandom-content farming in this era during war-Zelensky on Iran-online fandom wanting AOC on Man O Sphere podcast-low stakes discourse of what is allowed on national television when Hollywood funds the regressive stuff in streaming-SNL UK Trump saying the word retard