I yell at Jellybean” and she yelled back. Which sent me over the edge further. Meds doing little. Buspirone 5mg. Mania depression bipolar

This time I’m at an 8 on the way up. This med didn’t fully stop this manic episode. No sleep. Lots of thoughts. Consuming knowledge

I’ve been on cbd for almost six months. The mood swings are less serious and more manageable than on pharmaceuticals. BUT due to consistency and availability I’m looking back at pharmaceuticals. Kidneys permitting

Today I take control of a pushy phone call and use verbal judo to deescalate an attitude. Bipolar. Manic. Mania. Depression medication

If you needed a break from the hard drugs like Vraylar etc then you might try cbd. It has worked for me for almost six months. (Kinda)

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I head for a low but take oil to bring me up. It seemed to work. For today

Bring on the sleep. No energy. Nothing is good( in my mind) my friends tighten our circle and check in with me daily.

At a 5. No meds. No complaints. I watch Next Gen made with Blender. I head into depression next week or tomorrow

Back down from a high into middle ground. Bipolar isn’t an exact science. Sometimes higher or not.