I learned about what self abandonment was, every time I look back everything I did to people please broke my boundries and morals and now I am trying to put the pieces back

I visited an old friend and I went back to the times I was only one I could cunt on, and that okay if you feel okay in your own company.

Its been a hard week friends. I feel like I an alone because I don't see anyone quite like me. I an not lonely, but alone as a human. Maybe you feel the same way I do?

The first episode is heavy, noticing that most my lift I have been a people pleaser. Mostly to protect myself as a survival mechanism. Lets talk about it, and the necessity to change.