i need you to tell me that i am a good person

(plus apocalypse by cigarettes after sex to make it less depressing)

(plus music to not make it that depressing)

i don't know how

see sarah lynn, we're not doomed.

in the great grand scheme of things, we're just tiny specks that will on day be forgotten.

so it doesn't matter what we did in the past, or how we'll be remembered,

the only thing that matters is right now. this moment. this one spectacular moment we are sharing togheter.

right sarah lynn?

sarah lynn?

usually when people ask how im doing the real answer is: im doing shitty. 

but i can't say i'm doing shitty because i don't even have a good reason to be doing shitty.

so if i say "i'm doing shitty",

then they say "why? what's wrong?",

and i have to be like "i don't know... all of it".

so instead, when people ask me how i'm doing i usually say "i am doing so great".