In the forty-seventh podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss how weekends can feel like a trap for me. I am someone who feeds off momentum, and the more days in a row I do a task or habit, the better and more consistent I am. Unfortunately, weekends have been engraved as a time to relax and for me to be lazy. Weekends have become bumps in the road, and I am searching for balance.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-sixth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I keep my self accountable. I had my first day working at an excellent rooftop bar/restaurant in downtown Cincinnati. It was challenging since I had been sitting on my ass for three months, but it felt good to start making money moves. I ramble and vent in this pournal, but I just wanted to keep my self accountable and post every day, even if it was las minute like many of my papers in college.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-fifth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss how these last couple weeks have been difficult, and I have been feeling burned out. A couple of days back, I incentivized my self to do all my chores and responsibilities by promising my self a bubble bath with a couple of beers (it was best bath beer ever). In our hectic days full of stress and work, it is crucial to reward ourselves. I want to start adding daily, weekly and monthly rewards, so I have something to look forward to and balance out all the stress of the modern world. Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-fourth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I talk about how my feelings have changed towards making Brain Vomit. When I created Brain Vomit, I was in a vulnerable and raw place in my life, but now that I have reflected my life throughout 44 pournals, I feel better. I talk about wanting to finish the 365 pournals I committed my self to do, but the formatting, length, and topics will begin to change because I have changed over these last couple of months.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-third podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss my significant anxiety revolving around making phone calls to help desks, companies, and many other calls. I reflect on why I fear making these phone calls and why I believe I began to fear making these calls. I wrap the pournal up by sharing how reflecting and facing this fear has lifted a weight off my shoulders and making calls to cause the high levels of anxiety they once did.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-second podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I echo the critical message of just starting any goal project you have. Brain Vomit is the first project in my life that I was able to start, where I did not worry about the bigger plan or being successful... I just started. I am glad I started because, in this first podcasting journey, I have already learned so much about myself and the world of entertainment. Its a cliche but JUST START.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the forty-first podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I declare that I want to pursue a career in streaming. I discuss how I was scared to admit my passion for video games from fear of judgment. Then consider how the path of any artist is difficult since they usually are not lucrative. I finally touch on how video games have always been part of my life and have created so many amazing memories for me, memories I would love to create with a community.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the fortieth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I reflect on my personality and how deep down I am a weird individual. I talk about my dreams of being an entertainer but never pursuing a career in entertainment because of my social anxiety. I discuss how I believe I developed social anxiety and how it has impacted me. I end the pournal by explaining how I want to overcome my fears so I can pursue a career that makes me happy.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the thirty-ninth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss how YouTube usually derails my schedule because one video often turns into two hours. I don't have a shut-off valve, so I consume to my heart's content. I then talk about algorithms and how powerful they can be and keeping our attention for long periods. I end the pournal by talking about how I want to change my current relationship with YouTube because I believe it is harmful and usually a waste of my valuable time.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]

In the thirty-eight podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss why I did not record for 19 days and how I felt like I failed myself. I touch on why I am scared of failure and judgment, but now I am going to reach my goal with this podcast, even if I trip 100 more times. Thanks to everyone who is listening again, the daily pournals are back! Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]