Brothers in Time

Brothers in Time

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Brothers in Time episodes

  • S1 E9 Guard Tower Conversations - Form

    I've found that the hard part is knowing that life is all about choices and still fucking up. Choosing to believe the best in me instead of always focusing on the worst that to be honest only I can see. Sometimes it's putting myself to work harder and move past it, other times admitting that's just how it is. I did my best and it has to be good enough. Holding on to negative thinking about me, by me, only serves to punish me. It doesn't help. Other times it's just realizing that because I see it, does not make it real. I've been wrong in my life more than I've been right. Just knowing that fact helps me feel better about me. Take an accurate look at the good in your life. If you are responsible for all the bad you are responsible for every good.

    Check it.

    When you have "negative" "7" whatever event or thought or memory

    That means you have "positive" "7" just to get back to zero

    I know it's corny but that is a fact. For me I am always focusing on the worst case scenario (thanks to the army and childhood "issues") trying to stop some impending action I do not want to happen.

    Physically

    I can only control two things in life. My actions, and My reactions. Focusing on manipulating these was the beginning of shadow work for me. Essentially becoming more methodical and less reactionary.

    In my head I can talk, I can I guess I would say think? And some other thing that is more physical like I actually feel things I can only describe as E-motion or energy.

    Emotionally.

    It's harder because theres no fucking manual for our feelings except in therapy. Your thoughts become words. Your words become actions. Changing thoughts is a challenge, you honestly have to question EVERYTHING you think. The why, why. Why (insert literally any question about a thought or memory) then why (whatever it is you feel is an issue) and continue.

    This is the part for me that is the fucking hardest to see. All these whys lead back to a decisive point. It's either based in love ( I love this) or fear (I'm afraid of this) even fear is just loves’ shadow. But I digress

    Everytime you try you get closer to succeed.

    Growth fucking hurts. It gets better , like all things, it gets easier with time and practice. For me the key has been trying to be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day.

    If you think you are up for a challenge.

    Go to the mirror and stare at yourself in the eyes for sixty seconds. Like really look into your heart. Then say OUTLOUD one positive thing about "you" to "you". If you are like me the first time will fucking break you.

    If you can't do that. I recommend calling somebody, a professional somebody. There are tools that they teach that makes this shit fucking easy

    I want to be clear. It gets easier, it never stops being work.

    2 hr 6 min
  • S2 E2 Brotherhood - Conception
    Just two men talking about conspiracy, rhetoric, and life. Qanon is religious dogma, and apart of Trump's propaganda machine. 
    Feminine
    Masculine
    Sacred Geometry
    Conspiracy
    Pineal Gland
    Adrenochrome
    Alex Jones
    Bohemian Grove
    Epstein
    Operation Northwoods
    Georgia Guidestones
    Rothschild
    Illuminati
    Theology
    Moloch
    Rituals Minerva
    Pagan
    Crusades
    Matriarchy
    Patriarchy
    Pentagram
    Feminine
    Saturn
    Demiurge
    Chronos
    Gnostic
    Janus
    Thelema
    Culture
    Midnight Gospel
    Qanon
    Zeitgeist
    Ice Cube
    1 hr 24 min
  • S1 E7 Guard Tower Conversations - Euphemism
    Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL.
    “I'm the one-man army, Ason
    I never been tooken out, I keep MC's looking out
    I drop science like Cosby dropping babies
    Enough to make a nigga go crazy”
    Brooklyn Zoo Ol’ Dirty Bastard
    https://youtu.be/GRblYfKwa88
    “Nobody's gonna get me on another rap
    So look at me now
    I'm just makin' my play
    Don't try to push your luck, just get out of my way”
    Back in Black, AC/DC
    https://youtu.be/pAgnJDJN4VA
    Knowledge of you, Is power over you
    Dustin J. Danley
    I'm not saying to open up to everyone, just someone. No matter your position in life, it is hard, in a common sense.
    Dustin J. Danley
    Suicide
    Gay Jokes in Masculinity
    Hazing
    Growth
    Proof of Homophobia
    Communism
    Male rites of Passage
    Mental Health
    Homelessness
    Culture
    The Gentleman - Coach Scene -
    https://youtu.be/TBHanR-rZso
    When a man chases women, younger and younger, as he gets older and older.
    Is the definition of pedophilia to me.
    Fast Times at Ridgemont High
    https://youtu.be/wknywxfcE5M
    Links
    Prevention Project Dunkelfeld
    The project's slogan is
    "You are not guilty because of your sexual desire,
    but you are responsible for your sexual behavior.
    There is help! Don't become an offender!"
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prevention_Project_Dunkelfeld
    Rep. Ocasio-Cortez lays out 'bad guy' ethics scenario
    https://youtu.be/hRM1t4RU69c
    Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ
    Website - https://brothersintime.com/
    Twitter - @brothersintime1
    IG - Brothers_in_Time
    Donations are Accepted
    Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS
    1 hr 7 min
  • S1 E6 Guard Tower Conversations - Amazon
    Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. Gardner Part 1
    Here I sit and wait throughout my days
    Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend
    It's not that I so badly want to die
    But at these times i struggle for desire to live
    Under Saturn’s Shadow, Tiger Army
    https://youtu.be/7oWHM8a8AFs
    “Anyplace is where she'll be
    Anyplace, she'll see you from
    Lies and secrets become your world
    Any time, anywhere, she takes me away
    And death climbs up the steps one by one
    To give you the rose
    That's been burnt by her son”
    Dig Up Her Bones, Misfits
    https://youtu.be/RvKwoxi7l4Q
    Amazon Program Manager
    Police Stories
    Education
    Culture
    The Wire
    Dogma
    The Da Vinci Code
    Carl Jung
    Under Saturn's Shadow
    Conspiracy
    Bohemian Grove
    Federal Reserve
    WayFair
    NWO
    Qanaon
    Moon Landing
    Theology
    Paganism
    Kabbalah
    Wicca
    Catholicism
    Symbolism
    Christianity
    Judaism
    MetaPhysics
    Science
    Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ
    Website - https://brothersintime.com/
    Twitter - @brothersintime1
    IG - Brothers_in_Time
    Donations are Accepted
    Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS
    1 hr 17 min
  • S1 E5 Guard Tower Conversations - Diction

    Two guys talking about life, some lows have highs, and the American Stonehenge. Snoop, I love you brother, I've always looked up to you.


    “Ain't never been much of the church type

    But I believe in the last days

    I walk through Hell almost every night

    But I believe it's a pathway”

    • Yelawolf - Best Friend ft. Eminem

      • https://youtu.be/it_04dk_97E

      “You wonder what is spinning backwards in the falling maze

      Call it quits, you in the midst of all your longest days

      This is the place and I ain’t fortunate to call it home

      It feels dark here it gets harder when 'ye all alone”

      • Katastro - Watch it Burn

        • https://youtu.be/rf87L2LT8lw

        Nixons energy here will make anyone smile. Just listen if you are feeling off. His stories will make you die laughing.

        Culture

        Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA 3rd 2010

        https://youtu.be/IYO78Xw1GjU

        Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA Appearance On April 3rd 2010

        https://youtu.be/JwEJ0CEUysQ

        Links

        Georgia Guidestones

        https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones

        Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ

        Website - https://brothersintime.com/

        Twitter - @brothersintime1

        IG - Brothers_in_Time

        Donations are Accepted

        Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS

        1 hr
      • S1 E4 Guard Tower Conversations - Heroes

        Just two guys talking about Safe Spaces, Heroes and Cocaine. 


        https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eGG0Khdk7ion28wEYcDbS?si=f-u4XmuCSHqdUruAkRYtMQ

        “I've cost you everything

        But I'm not the one to blame

        The bottom of a barrel

        Is a place you run for

        Hope... There's no hope…”

        • The Bottle Called, Koffin Kats

          • https://youtu.be/woTP0MrH4gA


          “He missed out on his wife

          So he decides to go and grab a knife

          And take himself to the other side of the sun

          Cause if he stays here then more pain'll just come”

          • Bipolar, Kriss Kaliko

            • https://youtu.be/GemK_tzubIY


            MetaPhysical Level, Negative Language, The ultimate Reality is NOT, Apophatic

            Mythological, Divine is like, Symbolism, Kataphatic

            • Alan Watts

              • Levels Of Leadership

              Direct

              Organizational

              Strategic


              Culture

              Triple Frontier - Netflix

              Restrepo - https://watchdocumentaries.com/restrepo/

              Hornets Nest

              No Greater Love

              Allan Watts - Akira the Don

              https://open.spotify.com/album/3nbCR6OsvvZTYI0yXNGxFA?si=VuNIkuirRYG4PnObatB3ug

              Jordan Peterson, Ben Shapiro, Eric Weinstein, and Dave Rubin

              https://youtu.be/PagNM_oxssE


              Links

              Neller, Robert B. “ MARINE CORPS FORCE INTEGRATION CAMPAIGN PLAN.” United

              States Marine Corps, 2015. https://www.fitness.marines.mil/Portals/211/Docs/MARINE%20CORPS%20FORCE%20INTEGRATION%20CAMPAIGN%20PLAN.pdf

              McCarthy, David. "Women in Combat: A Perspective from Affective Science." Scholar.harvard.edu/. N.p., n.d.

              http://scholar.harvard.edu/files/jenniferlerner/files/mccarthy_david_-_women_in_combat_a_perspective_from_affective_science.pdf


              Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ

              Website - https://brothersintime.com/

              Twitter - @brothersintime1

              IG - Brothers_in_Time

              Donations are Accepted

              Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS

              1 hr 32 min
            • S1 E3 Guard Tower Conversations - Experience
              Two soldiers talking about life, money, and pain. Dedeaux, I love you brother,  I have always looked up to you. Part 2 of 2
              “Brain dead, eye drops
              Pain meds, cyclops
              They bed, iPod
              Maybach, my Bach
              Trainwrecks, sidewalks
              Payless, high-tops
              K-Fed, iHop
              Playtex, icebox
              That's how much we have in common (yeah!)
              That's how much we have in common (whoa!)”
              Not Alike, Eminem
              “Free your mind, and remember
              Winners are not people who never fail
              But people who never quit”
              What if it was me, Tech N9ne
              “Try to Inspire”
              Dedeaux
              Choices
              Leadership
              Mentor
              Steward
              Integrity
              Echochamber
              Sorry for chewing gum at 47:38 I was trying to quit smoking cigarettes
              Culture
              “Whoopty Whoop and Yadda Ya” - Means irrelevant shit. In conversation it means we already know that we don't have to talk about it to move the conversation on expeditiously.
              Link
              Literacy Rate - Afghanistan
              https://www.indexmundi.com/facts/afghanistan/literacy-rate
              Iran Deal - I was Wrong, See for Yourself
              https://apnews.com/f53aeebcb0f64b76a2e2a54b2b002dad
              Haiti - Where the money went
              https://ualr.edu/socialchange/2012/02/26/haiti-where-is-the-money/
              The Man is the Maze or I’itoi
              https://www.library.pima.gov/content/man-in-the-maze/
              SGM Butler - Im up, You see me, Im down
              https://www.dvidshub.net/video/640087/sergeant-majors-reflection-service-and-message-leaders
              CPT Bohlen - Im Heimdallr, building bridges.
              https://www.facebook.com/Requiem603MetalBand/
              Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ
              Website - https://brothersintime.com/
              Twitter - @brothersintime1
              IG - Brothers_in_Time
              Donations are Accepted
              Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS
              1 hr 35 min
            • S1 E2 Guard Tower Conversations - Life
              Two soldiers talking about life, money, and pain. Dedeaux, I love you brother,  I have always looked up to you. Part 1 of 2.
              “You will not be able to stay home brotha
              You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop out
              You will not be able to lose yourself on scag and skip out for beer during commercials
              Because the revolution will not be televised”
              Caterpillar, Royce da 5’9”
              “I don’t know but we seem to exist
              Between the black and the white
              Stuck in the grey what’s wrong or what’s right
              I can’t see the light”
              Limbo, Raygun Cowboys
              “Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world”
              Arthur Schopenhauer
              Are criminals less than human?
              Afraid our children grew into monsters?
              8 Troop Leading Procedures
              Growth is Change
              Fear loss of Independence is Community
              Culture
              The wire
              Links
              Mainstream Media
              https://brothersintime.com/f/mainstream-media
              Spectrum of Use of Force
              Good Man - Actually one of my old soldiers
              https://youtu.be/1FFo_8EDBHs
              Phoenix - Would this be Okay if it was your kids?
              https://youtu.be/VWAybDJS7ng
              Police Action Movie
              https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMiuxhlVs_4
              Police Fear
              https://youtu.be/abLTX-mhrsU
              Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ
              Website - https://brothersintime.com/
              Twitter - @brothersintime1
              IG - Brothers_in_Time
              Donations are Accepted
              Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS
              1 hr 21 min
            • S2 E1 Brotherhood - Frater

              Two friends talking about Life, Meta, and the nature of the beast.  Mike I really do want to become more like you.


              “What if Heaven was Hell and vice versa?

              If I told you, go to Hell, would you tell I cursed ya?

              I reimbursed ya with the truth so you know my fate

              And pray I die, I'm that nigga that they love to hate”

              • Vica Versa, Pastor Troy

                • https://youtu.be/kVl9g4Hd1PY

                “Regret sits heavy in your chest

                Until sometimes it gets so hard to breathe

                Sometimes it just won't go away

                And you start to fear, it'll never leave”

                • Pain, Tiger Army

                  • https://youtu.be/E-hiA2J6gR4

                  I can only control my actions and my reactions

                  When I feel resistance

                  I find my disintegration

                  “Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world”

                  -Arthur Schopenhauer

                  At 1:32 It is Kali, not Shiva

                  At 1:20:40 I was thinking Absolute Power corrupts absolutely, My ADHD ruined the segway into comics with Spider Man's Uncle Ben “With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility”

                  Jon Jon, I took a lot from this experience and I hope you know I love you.


                  Culture

                  Hunters - Amazon Prime

                  Stranger Things - Netflix


                  Links


                  Operation Paperclip

                  https://www.history.com/news/what-was-operation-paperclip

                  Council of Nicaea 325

                  https://www.britannica.com/event/First-Council-of-Nicaea-325

                  Deuteronomy 22: 28-29


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                  Website - https://brothersintime.com/

                  Donations are Accepted

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                  1 hr 43 min
                • S1 E1 Guard Tower Conversations - Truth

                  Just two men talking about truth, trust, and communication. Thank you for taking the first step with me Martinez.


                  “All my friends are heathens, take it slow

                  Wait for them to ask you who you know

                  Please don't make any sudden moves

                  You don't know the half of the abuse”

                  • 21 Pilots, Heathens

                    • https://youtu.be/UprcpdwuwCg


                    “You know we've got some work to do

                    Oh, what a sight to see this dapper Shadow appear!

                    Perambulating, undulating, increasing near

                    And following the ripened, heightened scent of my fear

                    A friend or foe?”

                    • Argyle Goolsby, Mr. Babadook

                      • https://youtu.be/DFqKETh5YQY


                      Therapy, Counseling, Introspection, Shamanic principles. However you define the EMP, It has the same purpose. Every Mental Practice, Is at its core, AS YOU SEE THEM, Enlightenment Doctrine.

                      Culture References

                      Stranger Things

                      Fight Club

                      Links

                      Terry Crews - https://youtu.be/F1v4o646SsA

                      Michael Brelo Trial -  https://youtu.be/LBxqosOyZuU

                      Quantum Observer -  https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/1998/02/980227055013.htm

                      What the Bleep do we really know - https://youtu.be/pCWvRI8G5s4

                      Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ

                      Website - https://brothersintime.com/

                      Donations are Accepted

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                      1 hr 11 min

                    About Brothers in Time

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                    Mental Health is a constant battle. Maybe some of my journey will shed some light on yours. My ethos is Be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day.