Burp

big feelings, my birthday coming up, Shyanne moving, stability, life, everything. progress from last week's crash out. my truest feelings, my true self. i am gentle and kind and sometimes when im scared or unsure my guard trying to protect me doesn't show my truest best most beautiful version of myself, but it was important to show you that and now this episode is truer and more thought out. love you tell me happy birthday.

i literally crash tf out here. i have a realization about some feelings I've been avoiding and what the reason is. super embarrassing but youre my diary so you see raw crazy Brittany. i dont claim any of this from 35-55 mins im gathering my truest feelings still... i love Shyanne the mostest .

my relationship with social media... what scares me, what i want, how i want to show up, how i have showed up, how it affects us, and more big feelings about it all. love you

just an update. i feel like this was more diary today lol i feel like some thoughts became deeper and truer. maybe some things i haven't put into words yet. and just some life updates more in my brain than just motions of life. idk..

love you

fun while it lasted. we made the best of it and i would do it again. 8/10

Movies, Politics, true crime & more.

New Hosts??

im working on shifting my mindset. i want to be healthier and take care of myself but i also love what being unhealthy has taught me and made me out to be.

i heard the idea that what we all really want is just to feel. every materialistic system planned thing is just keeping us on the wheel to never be satisfied.... i want to be satisfiable. i want to feel and be present and love life fully as it is now. i am trying to find what i genuinely want.. not what I'm told to want.

love you.

kind of the random things on my mind this week. i had a few things said to me that had big impacts. i have a new toy!!!! still getting ready for our festivalllll

soo i went to the doctor this morning and got some bad news... this is my health update. i literally got home from the doc, cried for 10 mins then came to record so this is super real and raw and im just sharing my feelings in this moment. these aren't all my truest feelings, but it is where i am at right now. the only way to go is up. i am becoming healthier every single day so i guess there is that. give me a gold star and like I'm 5.