How does one change themselves? What does it mean to change? Is it a bullshit lie sold to us by bullshit people? I'm not too sure, but I attempt at hashing it out. 

Perhaps the first well rounded episode which has a discernible beginning, middle, and end... maybe.

Roko's Basilisk is touted as the most dangerous, terrifying thought experiment. https://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Roko's_basilisk

But what if this AI is not an external machine willing its power upon us, but instead it is us, in each of us? What if it's already here? These are the questions.

What was supposed to be  a 2 minutes bonus on last episode, turned into an episode in and of itself... kinda. 

An attempt at introducing myself turns into a ramble about the fundamental worth of a story while viewed subjectively, podcast sound quality, getting to know someone organically, and me method on recording are but a few of the topics broached. 

Upon reflection of a past episode, it seems actually scripting each episode might be necessary, or at least having a general outline. 

Getting angry, spending time on YouTube, and dream journals, are but a few topics broached while I learn how to hone my ideas. 

Jordan Maxwell, David Icke, and the Lord's Prayer. All the family fun in less than 20 minutes. 

What began as an idea to talk deconstructing the themes of The Lords Prayer turned into ramblings about conspiracy theroies, world domination and absent fathers... yeah.

Also, I'm so down for feedback. Tell me all the things!

Decided to just do it. Plug it in and get talking. 

No path forward, no plan set in motion. 20 minutes of stream of consciousness.

First 3 minutes cut out due to my unknowingly playing with  the mic volume. 

I touch on my experience disappearing from the grid, my experience with “letting go”, and my relationship with drinking.