How do we respond to Jesus' love and sacrifice for us?
As we look forward to celebrating Easter, I want to share a story in the Bible that is often lost in the shadow of the main events of Jesus' betrayal, suffering, crucifixion, and resurrection. It is about a woman who anointed Jesus with a precious ointment and how the disciples reacted to her act. This woman is not named in the Gospel of Matthew and Mark, but in the Gospel of John, it says she is Mary, the sister of Lazarus whom Jesus raised from the dead. She came to Jesus with a jar of costly aromatic oil, made of pure nard, a special kind of perfumed oil, and she poured it on Jesus' head. This ointment was worth about an average worker's annual income. Because it was so expensive, this aromatic oil was put inside a sealed alabaster jar. This woman broke the jar and poured it ALL out on Jesus.
But when the disciples saw what she did, they became angry at her. They scolded her: "Why this waste? This ointment could have been sold for a lot of money and given to the poor." I believe they were angry at the woman not because she anointed Jesus but because she used such a costly ointment. Isn't an ordinary oil would do the same job? Why waste such an expensive pure nard perfume?
I think most of us would have reacted the same way as the disciples. I know I would. Before I invest my time, money, and energy into anything, I calculate if it is worthwhile and ask, "what is in it for me?" Unfortunately, this utility kind of value system is often reflected in my relationship with others and God.
But Jesus stopped His disciples from scolding the woman and said, "For she has done a beautiful thing to me. 11 You always have the poor with you, but you will not always have me. 12 In pouring this ointment on my body, she has done it to prepare me for burial." And then He said something that is mind-boggling, "Truly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will also be told in memory of her."
The past few days, I have been thinking about this story. Why does Jesus say what this woman did was beautiful? What makes her different from the rest of the disciples and worth remembering for what she had done? What does this story teach me about my attitude in serving Jesus and others?
I always thought of being practical, emphasizing utility and usefulness as good virtue. But this woman shows that act of love goes beyond utility. Jesus had talked about that he was soon to be crucified. The disciples didn't really get it. But this woman heard it and took it to heart. She took the opportunity to offer her most precious ointment to refresh Jesus before His death to express her love and gratitude for Him. She did not calculate how expensive the oil was as the disciples did, nor did she expect something in return from Jesus. No, she did it out of pure love.
Isn't this the way Jesus showed His love for us? Christ Jesus, as the Son of God, not only gave away all His riches and glory to become a man, but He sacrificed His life to save us from sin and death. He knew that Judas would soon betray Him, Peter would deny Him three times, and the rest of the disciples were all about to flee when He was arrested.
And we would be no better than the disciples. We are also calculating individuals like them. Although we doubt if it would be worthwhile to be all-in to love and serve Him, Jesus never thought it was a waste to spend His life for us. He was determined to die on the cross for sinners like you and me.
This is the love of Christ that we need to meditate on this Passion Week. Maybe when we take into our hearts Jesus's unconditional love and His total devotion to us, which has no calculation of how unworthy we are, we'll see the beauty of Jesus' love, and our hearts will be changed. And then, our love for Jesus may be like this woman, worthy of being remembered.