What happens when the pain you buried years ago starts speaking through your body, your anxiety, your depression, and your life?

Brian sits down with Nicoline Walsh for an honest conversation about trauma, depression, energy healing, self-connection, Reiki, inner safety and the parts of ourselves we often leave behind.

Nicoline shares how childhood sexual abuse, hidden pain and high-functioning depression shaped her life, even while she was succeeding in the corporate world and raising a family. She also speaks about the heartbreaking experience of supporting her daughter through suicidal thoughts while facing her own mental health struggles.

Together, Brian and Nicoline explore what it means to reconnect with the younger parts of ourselves, how trauma can live in the body, why healing is not always easy to explain, and how practices like therapy, Reiki, body scans, forest bathing and energy work helped Nicoline find her way back to herself.

They also discuss Brian’s own experience of working with Nicoline, the limits of language when talking about healing, the tension between science and mystery, and why self-connection, self-soothing and safety are at the heart of real transformation.

This is a conversation about the pain we carry, the body’s quiet wisdom, and the courage it takes to finally listen.

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Chapters

00:00 Intro

00:30 Holding pain as both mother and daughter

05:00 Childhood trauma and the roots of depression

09:00 Moving from corporate life into healing

13:30 Understanding Reiki and energy work

19:00 Brian’s experience of trauma held in the body

24:30 How memories can carry emotion and belief

33:30 Exploring evidence, scepticism and lived experience

43:30 Why some healing is hard to put into words

50:30 Reconnecting with younger parts of ourselves

57:30 Body scans, self-soothing and feeling safe

1:03:00 Stories of transformation and release

1:11:00 Nicoline’s work and where to find her

Keywords:

Nicoline Walsh, Brian Pennie, Change Is Possible podcast, trauma healing, childhood trauma, inner child healing, Reiki healing, energy healing, depression recovery, suicidal thoughts, mental health, body keeps the score, somatic healing, self connection, inner safety, forest bathing, The Healing Forest, healing trauma, emotional healing, trauma and the body, anxiety, high functioning depression, spiritual healing, holistic healing, trauma recovery Ireland

In this bite-sized episode of Change Is Possible, Dr Gabor Maté explores why modern life keeps us chasing more.

More pleasure.
More success.
More distraction.
More consumption.
More escape.

But beneath that constant striving is a deeper question:

What pain are we trying not to feel?

Gabor also reflects on addiction, trauma, modern culture, healing, and why the path to change often begins by looking at what we are running from.

The full conversation with Dr Gabor Maté is available now on Change Is Possible.

What if the biggest risk to your health is not what you feel today, but what you keep ignoring over time?

Brian sits down with Dr Paddy Barrett for an honest conversation about heart health, prevention, mortality, behaviour change, sleep, stress, and what it really means to live well.

Paddy is a cardiologist, author of Heart: An Owner’s Guide, and a leading voice in preventative health. In this conversation, he explains why heart disease can develop silently for decades, why symptoms are often a poor warning system, and why the earlier we act, the more power we have to change the direction of our lives.

Brian and Paddy explore the difference between risk factors, disease, and events, why time is one of the most misunderstood factors in health, and why prevention is not about fear... it is about creating the freedom to live with more energy, clarity, and choice.

They also discuss Paddy’s idea of lifespan, healthspan, and soulspan, the problem with waiting for a wake-up call, why sleep is one of the foundations of health, and how mortality can sharpen our understanding of what really matters.

This is a conversation about time, health, mortality, meaning, and learning to live before life forces you to pay attention.

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Chapters

00:00 Introduction

00:30 Listening to instinct and following the right path

06:00 Why heart disease can develop silently

10:30 Understanding risk factors, plaque and heart events

16:00 The four foundations of health

21:30 Lifespan, healthspan and soulspan

29:00 Why there are no guarantees in health

34:00 What creates a true wake-up call

39:00 Statins, risk and the long view of prevention

45:30 Building your health pension over time

50:00 Mortality, meaning and how we spend our time

56:00 Paddy’s North Star and where to find his work

59:00 Sleep, stress and the health trends worth questioning

Keywords:

Heart health, prevention, mortality, longevity, healthspan, soulspan, behaviour change, sleep, stress, exercise, cholesterol, purpose, meaning, living well.

What happens when the person who seems fine is quietly falling apart?

Brian sits down with poet and writer Daragh Fleming for an honest conversation about grief, suicide, depression, masculinity, loneliness, and the emotions so many people struggle to express.

Daragh opens up about losing his best friend to suicide at 17, the years of emotional numbness that followed, and how writing became a way to understand himself and help others feel less alone.

Together, Brian and Daragh explore why so many men find it difficult to speak about pain, how anger often masks sadness, the dangers of the manosphere, and why emotional honesty may be one of the most powerful forms of strength.

Daragh also reads two of his powerful poems, If I Ever Have Boys and If I Ever Have Girls, offering a moving vision of masculinity, womanhood, parenting, and the kind of world we need to build.

This is a conversation about loss, healing, identity, connection, and the quiet courage it takes to say what is really going on inside.

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We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction
00:30 Darragh losing his best friend to suicide
03:20 Depression, numbness and emotional disconnection
08:00 How grief shaped Darragh’s writing
14:30 Masculinity, boys and the manosphere
21:00 Darragh reads If I Ever Have Boys
30:30 Ego, identity and self-worth
42:00 Anger, sadness and emotional literacy
45:40 Darragh reads If I Ever Have Girls
51:00 The words men struggle to say
56:30 Loneliness and modern disconnection
1:01:30 Success, gratitude and purpose
1:08:00 Where to find Darragh

Keywords: Mental health, men’s mental health, grief, suicide, depression, loneliness, masculinity, vulnerability, emotional honesty, emotional literacy, identity, ego, self-worth, healing, poetry, spoken word, Darragh Fleming, Brian Pennie, Change Is Possible

Former MMA fighter Ryan “Chaos” Curtis joins me for one of the most powerful conversations I’ve had on Change is Possible.

Ryan grew up in Dublin’s inner city, surrounded by hardship, addiction, violence, and the need to fight for himself from a young age. But when he walked into an MMA gym for the first time, everything changed. He was humbled, beaten up, and somehow left knowing one thing: he was going to become a world champion.

Years later, while training for a major fight and with the UFC in sight, Ryan suffered a catastrophic spinal injury. His neck broke. He was instantly paralysed from the neck down. Doctors told him this was his new way of life.

Ryan refused to accept that.

In this episode, we talk about the accident, the pain, the fear, the discipline, and the mindset that helped him fight his way back. We also explore self-belief, failure, masculinity, gratitude, addiction, vulnerability, responsibility, and what it really means to become someone you can rely on.

This is not just a story about recovery. It is a story about identity, discipline, and refusing to be beaten by life.

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We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 — Ryan’s life-changing moment

04:12 — First MMA gym session

08:46 — Becoming reliable

13:35 — Growing up in Dublin 1

19:18 — Bullying and confidence

25:40 — The psychology of MMA

31:52 — Why Ryan chose fighting

36:45 — The accident

42:08 — Waking up paralysed

47:35 — Refusing to accept it

52:26 — Everything is psychological

57:40 — The accident as a gift

1:02:44 — Discipline over motivation

1:09:38 — Gratitude and Made in Chaos

Most people think that more money will make them happy.

They’re wrong.

In this conversation, I sit down with Eoin McGee — Certified Financial Planner™, radio and TV broadcaster, best-selling author, and columnist — to break down the hidden psychology behind money.

From why earning more doesn’t make you happier, to the dangerous myths keeping people broke, Eoin reveals why chasing money often leads to more stress, more pressure, and less peace... and what actually creates a fulfilling life.

Eoin shares the personal story that shaped his career, alongside practical financial habits and powerful insights into the psychology behind money, happiness, and freedom.

If you feel stuck financially, overwhelmed, or constantly chasing “more,” this episode will give you a completely new perspective.

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We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 – The moment that changed Eoin’s life forever

03:30 – How money gave his dad 28 extra years

08:15 – Why most financial advice is wrong

12:40 – The psychology of money (and why you’re never satisfied)

17:20 – Why chasing money won’t make you happy

22:10 – What people REALLY missed during lockdown

26:30 – The truth about happiness (Harvard study explained)

31:45 – Why “I’ll be happy when…” is dangerous

36:20 – What financial freedom actually means

40:10 – The biggest mistake people make with money

43:30 – The 15-minute habit that can change everything

48:00 – How your brain keeps you bad with money

53:20 – The mindset shift: “I’m good with money”

58:10 – Why small wins beat big plans

1:02:00 – The €5 savings story (powerful)

1:06:30 – Why most people fail financially

1:10:15 – The truth about getting rich quick

1:14:40 – Investing explained simply (and why patience wins)

1:19:30 – Discipline = financial freedom

1:22:00 – What really matters in life

Keywords: psychology of money, money mindset, personal finance, financial wellbeing, happiness, financial freedom, wealth, stress, self development, mindset, Eoin McGee, Brian Pennie, Change is Possible, money habits, emotional health

What if the moment you thought you were completely broken was actually the beginning of your healing? Caroline Foran joins me for a deeply honest conversation about anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and what it really takes to heal.

Caroline shares the moment she hit rock bottom, believing she was beyond help, and how that experience became the turning point that changed everything. We unpack what anxiety actually is, why panic attacks feel so overwhelming, and how misunderstanding your own body can make everything worse. This conversation cuts through the noise. No quick fixes. No fluff. Just real, practical insight into how anxiety works, and how to work with it instead of against it.

In this episode, we cover:

• Caroline’s most challenging moment with anxiety
• What panic attacks really feel like
• Anxiety vs stress vs depression
• Why anxiety is a full-body experience
• The role of the nervous system and safety
• Tools that actually help (and why consistency matters)
• Self-compassion and the aftermath of panic attacks
• Medication for anxiety: stigma vs reality
• High-functioning anxiety and burnout
• Phones, social media, and modern overstimulation

If anxiety has ever made you feel broken, this episode will show you that change is possible.

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Sponsors: Founded by the ⁠⁠⁠Fabulous Pharmacist, Laura Dowling⁠⁠⁠, I'm delighted to partner with ⁠⁠⁠Fabuwellness⁠⁠⁠, a company dedicated to empowering your health with science-led, nature-inspired supplements.

We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction

01:00 Caroline’s most challenging moment with anxiety

05:30 The terror and helplessness of panic attacks

09:00 Anxiety, shame, and not knowing why you feel this way

13:00 What anxiety actually feels like in the body

16:30 Anxiety vs stress: what’s the difference?

20:00 When anxiety turns into depression

24:00 Rock bottom, surrender, and the beginning of healing

28:30 The brain, the body, and why anxiety is pre-rational

33:00 Why healing starts with the body, not just the mind

37:00 Tools for anxiety: breathwork, walking, and what works for you

43:00 There is no magic wand — only consistent tools

46:00 Panic attacks, self-criticism, and self-compassion

51:00 Caroline’s roadmap back to yourself

55:00 Why talking to someone you trust matters

58:30 Breathwork, grounding, and nervous system regulation

1:02:00 Riding the wave of anxiety instead of fearing it

1:06:00 Anxiety as information, not a life sentence

1:09:00 Helping young people with anxiety

1:12:00 Medication for anxiety: stigma, nuance, and what helps

1:15:30 What people get wrong about anxiety

1:16:20 Final message of hope

Keywords: Caroline Foran, anxiety, panic attacks, anxiety recovery, mental health, nervous system, Owning It, Everything I Wish I’d Known About Anxiety, self compassion anxiety, breathwork anxiety, high functioning anxiety, anxiety healing, stress and anxiety, depression and anxiety

Most people secretly believe they’re not enough. In this episode, award-winning life coach Tara Rafter explains why… and how to finally change it.

Brian Pennie sits down with Tara Rafter to explore the real psychology of healing, self-belief, trauma, and personal growth. Tara shares her deeply personal story of growing up around addiction and domestic violence, caring for her mother through chronic illness, losing both parents, and how those experiences shaped her nervous system, relationships, and identity. She explains how many of our limiting beliefs were installed when someone else was “holding the needle” in our life story, and how we can rewrite them.

We talk about:

• Why most people secretly feel they’re “not enough”
• Caring for a parent with chronic illness
• Grief before death (anticipatory grief)
• How trauma rewires trust, love, and safety
• Self-compassion & internal safety
• How journaling and awareness change behaviour
• Why most people feel disconnected from themselves
• How forgiveness can become an act of self-liberation
• The science of building internal security instead of seeking validation

If you’ve ever felt stuck, anxious, disconnected, or like you’re performing instead of living, this episode will change how you see yourself.

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Sponsors: Founded by the ⁠⁠Fabulous Pharmacist, Laura Dowling⁠⁠, I'm delighted to partner with ⁠⁠Fabuwellness⁠⁠, a company dedicated to empowering your health with science-led, nature-inspired supplements.

We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 Intro

01:12 Tara on the hardest challenge that shaped her

04:35 Her mum’s COPD and the loss of safety

08:42 Caregiving, grief, anger and fear

12:18 Childhood, identity and emotional survival

16:07 Addiction, domestic violence and reading the room

20:14 Building safety on the inside

23:40 Trauma, trust and opening your heart

27:18 Is full healing from trauma possible?

30:41 Becoming a mother and discovering unconditional love

34:22 Her dad’s death, forgiveness and returning from Australia

39:05 How Tara became a life coach

43:18 Therapy, self-worth and healing old beliefs

47:02 Humour as a coping mechanism

50:46 Action, mindset and changing your emotional state

54:08 Parenting, fear and letting go with love

57:30 The Navigation Coach and the Compass system

1:01:22 Daily self-check-ins, values and realignment

1:04:18 Why so many people feel not enough

1:07:05 Trusting your gut and what to do when you feel lost

1:09:18 Final thoughts and where to start

Keywords: Childhood trauma healing, emotional safety, trauma recovery, self-acceptance, personal development podcast, change is possible podcast

Content warning: this episode includes discussion of suicide. Please take care while listening. If you’re affected by anything raised in this conversation, Samaritans are available free, 24/7, on 116 123. What drives someone toward violence? And what helps them change? In this unfiltered episode of Change Is Possible, Bob Cullen shares the raw reality behind violence, prison, addiction, and recovery. From childhood trauma and self-hatred, to suicide attempts, armed crime and a 10-year prison sentence, Bob explains how he internalised a powerful belief that vulnerability was weakness. As bullying, exposure to violence and family breakdown compounded that belief, anger became protection, and violence became his currency.

Bob speaks candidly about:

• Being held at gunpoint as a teenager
• The night that led to his arrest involving firearms
• Childhood experiences of violence and bullying
• Suicide attempts and deep mental health struggles
• How shame, masculinity and the fear of appearing “weak” shaped his identity
• How he's now doing a Master's in Criminology
• The psychology of violence and masculinity
• What prisons taught him about trauma, rehabilitation and restorative justice

Bob’s story challenges black-and-white narratives about offenders. Beneath the violence was a young boy who felt alone, ashamed and desperate to belong. His journey illustrates how unprocessed trauma, substance abuse and societal neglect can spiral into destruction.

Bob’s story is raw, confronting and deeply human. But this is not just a personal story. This conversation explores the psychology of violence, why prison often makes people worse, and how connection, not punishment, creates real change.

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Sponsors: Founded by the ⁠Fabulous Pharmacist, Laura Dowling⁠, I'm delighted to partner with ⁠Fabuwellness⁠, a company dedicated to empowering your health with science-led, nature-inspired supplements.

We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 Bob Cullen on waking up in a Garda cell

03:45 Addiction, suicide and the night his life collapsed

08:55 Childhood trauma, violence and negative self-beliefs

12:45 Bullying, shame and why violence felt like survival

20:05 Youthreach, arrests and rejection at home

25:35 Chef by day, addict by night

33:00 Selling drugs, self-hate and total chaos

39:30 Suicide attempt and rock bottom

46:30 Trying to get help and being failed by the system

49:15 Sponsor break

50:00 Threats, crime and the path to prison

57:40 Prison sentence and where change began

66:30 Meditation, healing and personal transformation

74:15 Why prison does not rehabilitate people

82:45 Prison reform, patriarchy and changing Ireland

85:55 Masculinity, vulnerability and emotional strength

94:05 Why toxic masculinity is socially rewarded

96:45 Accountability, forgiveness and hope

Keywords: Trauma recovery, addiction recovery story, prison rehabilitation, criminal justice reform, mental health and crime, masculinity and emotions, personal transformation story, life after prison, restorative justice, childhood trauma impact, resilience and healing, social inequality and crime, recovery journey podcast

Why do we crave certain foods… even when we know they don’t make us feel good? In this eye-opening conversation, Sophie Morris shares how a life-changing illness at 16 shaped her relationship with health — and led her to expose what’s really happening inside our food system. We explore ultra- processed foods, behaviour change, food marketing psychology and why awareness is the first step to better physical and mental health.

This episode covers:

• How food affects mood, energy and mental health
• The psychology behind cravings and “addictive” foods
• The real problem with ultra-processed foods
• Why reading ingredients changes behaviour
• The truth about food labels & marketing claims
• Empowerment vs fear around nutrition
• Small habit changes that actually stick

This conversation is about more than food — it’s about empowerment, self-awareness, and how small changes can create massive transformation.

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Sponsors: Founded by the Fabulous Pharmacist, Laura Dowling, I'm delighted to partner with Fabuwellness, a company dedicated to empowering your health with science-led, nature-inspired supplements.

We're also delighted to continue our partnership with ⁠⁠The Kyne Foundation⁠, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland.

Chapters

00:00 — The story that changed Sophie’s life forever
01:10 — Diagnosed at 16: the illness that reshaped her future
05:30 — Rebuilding confidence after identity collapse
07:45 — Launching a business during economic chaos
12:30 — Failure, shame and learning to keep going
18:00 — The social media explosion no one expected
23:00 — Why millions connect with her message
28:30 — The truth about ultra-processed foods
33:30 — Sponsor message
36:00 — Why awareness alone doesn’t change behaviour
44:00 — Handling trolls, backlash & online pressure
52:00 — The psychology behind food addiction
58:00 — Why local producers matter more than you think
1:04:50 — The biggest mistake people make about food
1:11:00 — Simple daily swaps that actually work
1:14:00 — Gratitude, perspective & what really matters

Keywords: Ultra-processed foods, food psychology, nutrition behaviour change, mental health and diet, food addiction science, healthy habits that stick, ingredient labels explained, sustainable eating habits, energy and diet connection