For so long, I thought I hadn’t faced a true trial of faith—until I did. But what surprised me most was realizing it wasn’t some grand gesture that carried me through…it was the quiet, consistent habits I’d once overlooked. 

In this episode, I open up about the refining moments of my recent spiritual wrestle, how daily disciplines sustained me, and why we’re all still in the early stages of becoming. 

God isn’t waiting for perfection—He’s cheering every intentional step. Our will is a sacred gift, and giving it back is an act of worship. It’s okay to not be “there” yet. We’re building something eternal, one choice at a time. 

Join me as I reflect on the systems that shape us, the grace that carries us, and the quiet power of showing up—even when it’s hard.

I believe that each of us carries a divine spark—a light within us. But the adversary’s greatest hope is to dim that light. The purpose of this podcast episode is simple: to remind you of your infinite worth and sacred identity as a child of God.

That’s exactly why Satan works so hard to distort your sense of self and limit your vision of who you are and who you can become through the Atonement of Jesus Christ. He wants you to forget your divine potential.

I know I’m not alone in sometimes struggling to connect with the title “child of God.” It can be hard to believe we’re worthy of that name when we feel so inadequate, undeserving, or small, especially when compared to the overwhelming love Christ has for us.

But COME ON GUYS, He gave His life for you. For me. That’s a love so vast, so costly, it’s almost hard to comprehend. But it’s not a price we should ever forget.

His sacrifice wasn’t just to save us—it was to help us understand the greatness of who we are and what we can become through Him. In His infinite love, we begin to discover our infinite capacity.

This week’s episode is inspired by hymn 226, Improve the Shining Moments, a beautiful reminder of the power found in truly embracing the present. In a world that constantly pulls us toward what’s next, we often overlook the joy that comes from simply being where our feet are. Through personal reflections and faith-centered insights, we’ll explore how slowing down and appreciating the season we’re in can transform ordinary moments into extraordinary, sacred experiences.

We are incredibly blessed to know that we have something infinitely greater than anything the world can offer—the Atonement of Jesus Christ. Because of Him, we can fully embrace not only the moments we are in but also the ones that lie ahead. When we begin to see our present circumstances as precious and sacred, everything changes. We live differently, we love differently, and we begin to inherit the countenance of Jesus Christ.

In a world that glorifies self-help and independence, we often neglect the power of true repentance. Society teaches us to avoid anything that challenges our ego, but repentance isn't about shame- it's about freedom. God doesn't insist on our suffering; he provides a way out through Christ. When we repent, we're not alone- we have the full support of heaven in our corner. It's time to drop our nets, let go of what's holding us back, and move forward within His Grace. I am so grateful for how rich God is in grace because I'll gladly and freely admit: I am rich in mistakes. Let's make repentance and humility a trend. A trend that will bless you more than any viral trend will. 

This year is all about rebranding myself. Moving to a new state felt like diving into the deep end, but it’s also a perfect way to start fresh. My word for this year is discomfort—and I’m learning to lean into it, trusting that growth and refinement will come through the process.

Utah wasn’t on my radar in the past; honestly, it would’ve stopped me in my tracks. But now, I’m stepping into this new season full of excitement and gratitude. God, in His wisdom, “blinded” me to the fears that once held me back, allowing me to take this leap of faith. Leaving behind what I had worked and prayed for felt counterintuitive, but I knew surrendering to His plan was the only way forward.

I’m embracing the reality that I’m a work in progress, under construction—but I’m thankful God has the blueprint. Trusting Him hasn’t been easy, especially when I tried to talk myself out of this decision. But here I am, just a few weeks in, already feeling empowered by the steps I’ve taken.

Cheers to a year of unknowns, growth, and faith! Here’s to trusting the process and rebranding in a way that honors the journey.

Christ is THE Reason. For the Season of Joy. The season that we all admire as a time of giving, surrounded by loved ones, and a time dedicated to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. This year, the nativity struck me differently than it has other years, and that was because of the striking example of Mary- the mother of Jesus. I studied her character and her magnificent response to the mission Heavenly Father had granted her. She truly placed her trust in God's hand in advance of knowing what may lie ahead. She taught me that God can only transform what you put in His hand. Her confidence stemmed from her faith in what God could perform through her; she was willing to be the vessel in Heavenly Father's miraculous plan. I know she must've felt inadequate, too young, troubled, fearful of rejection and judgment, anxious, and so many more daunting emotions, but she didn't let these emotions overshadow God's capability. I am so grateful for her example of strength, faithfulness, humility, a submissive heart, courage, and pure confidence imbedded in her trust for the Lord in all that He would accomplish. She knew Christ better than anyone on earth; she played a huge role in the miraculous birth story, she witnessed Him preach to Wise men, cherish those around Him, conduct miracles willingly, and ultimately lay down His life. She humbly praised the Son of God and supported Him in all seasons of His life. I hope that we will follow her beautiful example and praise him all the days of our lives. Place our trust in God's hand and draw confidence and strength in Him. Christ is the reason. For the Season. For Life itself. 

One of the beautiful purposes of this life is to be proven, tried, and tested. Our God beautifies the valleys that we endure by allowing our character to be heightened. In the doctrine of Jesus Christ, the last principle--Endure to the End--is arguably the most overlooked. Consistency in our faith and trust in God is vital for our overcoming of the seemingly impossible mountain laid before us. I know how daunting our trials may seem, but I know OUR GOD IS LARGER. The adversary hopes to convince us that our trials are useless when really they have the potential to be a stepping stone in our development. The adversary desires for us to isolate instead of reaching out for God's grace! I want to echo the words of God to Joseph Smith in Liberty Jail: " Peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment; and then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on High." I know that our valleys are what LIFT us to our Highest Elevation! Our hill! Our cloud nine! I pray that we will all have an attitude of gratitude for the work that God is putting into our Spirit and Character as we endure the turbulence of our rocky lives. HE IS THE SAVIOR WE ALL ARE IN DESPERATE NEED OF.

We are not strangers to the battlefield! We must remember that we witnessed the war in heaven and God was VICTORIOUS! One of the absurd lies satan places on us is that we are alone! Another crazy successful tactic of his is WORRY! Worry is when you feel the pressure of doing it all on your own! Worry is a form of idolatry because you believe you have the power to control an outcome when really, only God can!!! Instead of inviting the omnipotent to carry you through, you worry!

The thought of being independent isn’t necessarily a defect because God was very intentional when creating us! But He designed us to be weak without His Atoning Power! We need him, there’s no other way to conquer life’s course without Him!

A blessing of the gospel is knowing that we CAN ALL MAKE A COMEBACK! Even when we are in the battlefield, we can trust that as we come into Him, we will be saved. By His Grace.

There is a contagious tone of joy in my voice and I owe it all to the loving character of Christ. I am feeling more like myself recently so thought I would hop on a pod and share what is on my heart. Silly ol' me has been contemplating what tactics the adversary has (sadly) been successfully tearing me apart with. There is something so humbling about acknowledging my weaknesses within my valleys. It seems CLEAR AS DAY what the Lord has been trying to teach me, yet the obnoxious strategies the devil has played on me have left me feeling like I am in the dark. But don't you worry folks, I am feeling so empowered by the spirit to say bye-bye to giving in to satan. I share raw and beautiful lessons that the Lord has taught me recently. The Joy that I feel when I immerse myself in the gospel of Jesus Christ, is truly UNMATCHED. I highly, highly recommend this way of living. I hope you can walk away from listening to this pod feeling strong enough and able to recognize the counterfeit that satan is offering you!