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This week on Cheeks Between the Sheets, I’m trying to keep it a little light and funny following up from last week’s heavy episode, The 4 Walls I Built Around Love. In this episode, I share a little recap of my week, and then we get into some ask cheeks questions inspired by this week’s Cheeky Pick of the Week, the book Smart Sex by Dr. Emily Morse.

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⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains sensitive discussions about childhood sexual exploration, abortion, grief/loss, suicide, and domestic violence. Please listen with care.

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Cheeks Between the Sheets, I open up about the four biggest walls that have kept me from finding love and true intimacy. From my earliest memories of childhood sexual exploration, to carrying the guilt of an abortion, to the weight of debt, grief, and loss- I share the truths I’ve avoided for years and how I’m finally starting to break them down.

🌹 The Naked Truth (10:57)- how my earliest memories of sexuality shaped my comfort with nudity and left me believing my body was my only offering.

💸 The Price Tag (29:21)- how debt and financial shame made me feel unworthy of being chosen.

💔 The Lost Blessing (44:16)- my abortion story, the guilt I’ve carried for a decade, and how it shaped my beliefs about what I deserve.

🕊️ The Ghost in the Room (63:40)- the grief and guilt of losing Bebe, and how it’s closed me off from connection.

This episode is about vulnerability, healing, and redefining what intimacy and love can look like when shame no longer has power.

This week on Cheeks Between the Sheets, I’m getting brutally honest about the walls I’ve built around love and intimacy. It’s not that I’ve been afraid men wouldn’t see me as “wife material” because of my sexuality- it’s that I convinced myself I didn’t want them to. So I leaned into detachment, promiscuity, and surface-level passion as my armor.

Inspired by Carrie Bradshaw’s question in Sex and the City- “Can women have sex like men?” I’m unpacking why I’ve chosen physical connection over emotional intimacy, and what it’s cost me.

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